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Born in a family with difficult living conditions, he has very gentle parents and obedient younger siblings.

Dad's parents, my grandparents, died in an accident the second year after my dad went out to work.

After burying his grandparents, my father cut off all contact with his relatives and moved to the city alone, starting with a rented house. And the rental house is still shared!

The person who shares the house with her father is a beautiful woman and a person who goes out to work, and usually shows a cold expression, but at heart he is a gentle and kind person.

This man, after the third year of sharing a house with my father, gave birth to me, and she is my mother.

Mom's family conditions are quite well-off, but her character can't stand her grandmother's blind date all day long.

The grandmother wants to marry her daughter off to reduce the burden on the family and earn some gift money.

Mom just couldn't stand this, so she left home and moved outside to work alone to support herself.

So much so that later, on the day my parents got married, they didn't notify my grandmother to come to participate.

Because my grandmother disagreed with this wedding, she thought that my father had no money and was a person with no future.

Although I don't want to admit it, my grandmother is right, Dad is indeed a ...... In the first year of sharing a house, I didn't even say a word to the beautiful woman who shared the same rental house.

It's just an elm head, and he only thinks about making money to buy a house. If it hadn't been for my mother's initiative to talk, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been there yet!

Of course, the main reason is that they helped each other during the year-old house, and a hazy emotion arose that brought the two together.

After getting married, my father's work got off to a start, and he worked as a small manager in a regular company, and the company allocated an employee living house.

The next day, my father took me and my mother, who was pregnant with my sister, and moved to a residential building.

I was only three years old, and my new home was much bigger than the rental house, with a kitchen, a bathroom, three bedrooms and a living room, free water and electricity, and no more rent.

Not long after moving in, my mother gave birth to a younger sister named Qianyuewei.

After giving birth to her younger sister, her mother did not stay idle, and immediately devoted herself to work to help her father share the pressure.

However, what the father wants seems to be a son, but the mother has two daughters in a row, and they have both been born.

Even if the doctor told her that it was a daughter, her parents insisted on giving birth, saying that they had to take responsibility for what they did.

In my impression, Mom and Dad have always been gentle people.

In fact, they have earned the money for the down payment in this year, but because the two daughters have not grown up yet, they don't want to spend the money on the house.

So, I lived here for more than ten years!

After that, a few years passed, and I went to elementary school.

My classmates are very cute and willing to play with me, and I am also very playful in the first grade......

However, I have a younger sister at home, and I have to take on the responsibility of being an older sister, and I must go home immediately after school at noon and in the afternoon.

Over time, my life changed.

Because I didn't have time to play with my friends, gradually, no one came to play with me during recess, and I seemed to be isolated in the class.

I started to become less talkative, and I was stumbling when I talked to others, afraid that I would be disgusted by others. That's why more people don't want to talk to me!

By the year I graduated from elementary school, I had become a well-known loner in the neighborhood, and they probably thought I didn't like making friends.

I knew that they were talking about me behind my back, and I was like a poor worm, staring at me every day.

Summer 2009.

At the age of thirteen, I will be a junior high school student from today.

It was also this year that my mother finally gave birth to a younger brother, and my father was happy for a long time, and I was also very happy.

But in this way, my task has not been lightened, but has been increased.

I continued to do the same as before, leaving school at noon and in the afternoon, and immediately going home to take care of my younger siblings.

I lived a lonely day at school, but when I came home, I had to tell my younger siblings that I had made a lot of friends at school.

Honestly, it was a very painful feeling, and I started to look at people outside of my family, and everyone was an inanimate machine in my eyes.

I have no complaints because I am more than happy to serve the people in my family, who are all my most important family members.

Before I knew it, it had been a month since I entered junior high school.

On this day, the teacher suddenly said that he would routinely change seats once a month.

I don't think anyone cares more about changing seats at this moment than I do.

This month's table mate seems to have been impatient with me for a long time. This is normal because she accosted me and I didn't pay attention to it once.

It's not that I don't want to have friends, but I'm afraid of the pain of getting and then losing.

With this kind of personality of mine, even if I make friends, sooner or later I will be abandoned.

I don't want to make friends, but I also don't want to be hated by more people.

My current table mates already hate me, and the new table mates after changing seats will definitely hate me too, and I don't want to face this reality.

But I can't resist!

When the seats were disrupted, my table mate became a boy, he sat inside, and I sat outside, leaning against the aisle.

At first, I naively thought that this guy would soon talk to me, and then I ignored him, and then ...... Hated......

However, a day has passed, a week has passed, and half a month has passed......

This boy never talked to me from beginning to end, could it be that he listened to the rumors and was self-aware, so he didn't dare to talk to me?

No, in the past half a month of observation, I found out that this boy is an isolated existence in the class, like me, no one talks to him, and he never talks to others.

This is a guy who can sit in a seat for a day, and he sleeps all the time, and even if he can't sleep, he will lie on the table. He never attends classes, physical education, music, art, and never attends.

However, a girl in the next class often came to talk to him, and he behaved like me, ignoring him.

Sometimes, I can't help but wonder: this person's life is sadder than mine, right!?

It is probably fate to be at the same table with such a person!

I often laugh at myself, but I don't know that my future life will be changed by him!

I remember it was a rainy afternoon.

Everyone was worried about how they would get home, or proud that they had a spare umbrella with them at all times.

I'm not one of them, I'm not as delicate as them, it's no problem to go home in the rain, as long as I take a shower in time after going home and keep my body temperature so I won't catch a cold.

Someone who thinks the same way as me, and he......