Meng Yuan found the abbot's room familiarly, and I don't know if it was because he had been away for many years and was more timid about his hometown, Meng Yuan stood outside in a turbulent mood, and his face changed even more violently, and he couldn't calm down for a long time. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Since you can't come out of the turtle before, why do you have to compete with me for a position now." Meng Yuan snorted coldly, holding Meng Qingyao's hand tighter.

"Master." Meng Yuan's eyes flickered, his eyes were full of struggle, and he staggered to put Meng Qingyao down and covered his head and groaned in pain.

"Amitabha, Mingyuan, you are still the same after so many years." Suddenly, the door of the abbot's room opened, and an old monk with kind eyebrows came out, looking at Meng Yuan's struggling appearance strangely, and brushed it away with one hand, Meng Yuan's body shook violently.

"Hmph." Meng Yuan snorted coldly when he saw the old monk's hand, no longer struggling, and his face slowly returned to his usual peace. After half a ring, Meng Yuan looked at the old monk bitterly and said, "Master, Mingyuan is back." ”

"Amitabha, good, good, it's good to come back, it's good to come back." Abbot Huizhen glanced at Meng Qingyao, who was unconscious on the ground, as if he had already understood, and said in a low voice, "Take her in." ”

Meng Yuan respectfully carried Meng Qingyao into the abbot's room, this place he often went in and out when he was young, there was only a hard bed, and the futon on the ground was still in the same old position as before, and he used to sit here often to listen to the master's teachings.

"Please also ask the master to save the group." Meng Yuan knelt down with a plop: "Elder Ren showed Tuan Tuan, and only said that his body was fine, just wait to wake up, but Tuan Tuan has not woken up for so many days." “

Hui Zhen stepped forward to take the pulse for Meng Qingyao: "The body is indeed fine." He looked at the little girl's face carefully, and it took a long time for a look of incredibleness: "The number of deaths, obviously the vitality has been broken, but there is a little vitality in this number of deaths, Amitabha, it seems that there is a certain number of fate." ”

"Master, what do you mean?" What does the number of deaths mean? Meng Yuan only felt that his heart was painful, and he looked at the sadness on his face when he looked at his daughter, who had been in a coma for many days and was getting thinner and thinner.

"Amitabha, this little girl has a fate with you, this life should not be extinguished, she has her own creation. Don't worry, just put this girl here for the next few days. After Hui Zhen finished speaking, he stopped talking, and did not say that if there was no one to guide him, it would be another disaster.

"Thank you, master." Meng Yuan thanked him before he put his mind at ease, with Abbot Huizhen coming out, he didn't need to bother. However, thinking of the other self in his body, Meng Yuan's face was full of bitterness.

"Master, did you already know?" Meng Yuan asked with some difficulty, he finally understood why the people in the temple were sometimes very weird when facing him, he should have realized it for so many years, but he had been deceiving himself and thinking that it was just an illusion caused by restlessness, Yun Niang was right, he would only escape when he encountered trouble, and when he really realized that there was another him in his body now, he couldn't let go: "Master, it turns out that I am really a monster." ”

"Mingyuan, have you finally admitted it?" Hui Zhen looked at the little disciple he picked up lovingly, so many years have passed, in his eyes, Mingyuan is still the ignorant child when he first went up the mountain. "Amitabha, Mingyuan, as a teacher, has always told you that existence is the truth, you are him, he is you, you are the same person, so why bother." Abbot Huizhen looked at Meng Yuan's eyes flat, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with him doing this, in his eyes, Meng Yuan was that Meng Yuan, just one more character.

"But, master." Meng Yuan closed his eyes in pain, he had been down the mountain for many years, and he was no longer the ignorant Mingyuan.

"Mingyuan, you are weak and indecisive, and he is cold and decisive, you two complement each other's personalities, maybe this is not a bad thing." Abbot Huizhen looked at Meng Yuan and seemed to think of the first time he saw him, at that time Meng Yuan seemed to be fleeing, his clothes were ragged, his whole body was covered with scars from being whipped, and his eyes were chaotic, just like an unenlightened beast just acting on instinct, bloodthirsty and tyrannical. "Maybe it's related to your previous experience, but this is just speculation for the teacher, why this is the case, and I don't know for the teacher."

Hui Zhen took pity on his miserable young age and took Meng Yuan back to Bodhi Temple to teach him to read and reason, but he didn't expect Meng Yuan to be talented and intelligent, and the originally lonely beast-like child gradually grew into a peaceful and gentle and polite teenager. Most of the monks in the temple liked this cute and pleasing child.

The first time I found something unusual, it was the inexplicable death of Meng Yuan's little pet who didn't know what to eat, and the young man who was usually always smiling gently suddenly became angry, as if he had just returned to the time when he was just picked up, his eyes were cruel, like a trapped beast, and everyone who could see in front of him was injured, and after being subdued by Huizhen, it seemed to be suddenly awake, but after waking up, Meng Yuan was dazed and completely forgot the previous rampant actions, and even the dead little pet no longer remembered.

After that, it was as if something that had been suppressed for a long time was suddenly liberated, and Meng Yuan's other personality would often be revealed inadvertently, and it was impossible to control it, but Meng Yuan himself had no memory of all this, and everyone in the temple was willing to hide it from him.

Hui Zhen began to personally teach Meng Yuan to chant scriptures and worship Buddha every day to dissolve the anger in his heart. I don't know if it's the reason for the long-term worship of the Buddha.,Another character gradually fades away.,Although it's unruly.,But I can barely listen to Huizhen's words.,It's just that the temperament is indifferent.,The only fun is to have a lot of fun with the monks in the temple.,The method is cruel.,Fortunately, there is Huizhen's teaching.,So as not to make an over-the-top move.。

It was also at that time that the monks in the temple loved and hated Meng Yuan, and every time they saw Meng Yuan's ignorant and gentle smiling face, they couldn't be ruthless, but when they met another character, they hated itchy, but even if they wanted to, they couldn't beat it, and they couldn't help but secretly regret how they taught the housekeeping skills to that little ghost.

Meng Yuan has long lost his memory of the experience before he met the master, and the only thing he remembers is the warm smile he had when he met the master for the first time, which was his salvation. "Master, Mingyuan didn't know about the past, Mingyuan was a disciple of Bodhi Temple, and he always was. As far as the disciples are concerned, the disciples are born in the Bodhi Monastery and will eventually die in the Bodhi Monastery. ”

"Amitabha, good, good." Abbot Huizhen looked at Meng Qingyao lying on the bed with soft eyes, and asked with a smile. "This little benefactor is your child Mingyuan."

"Master, I... Meng Yuan was like a child who had done something wrong, looking at Hui Zhen at a loss. "Her name is Meng Qingyao, she is the disciple's child, and the disciple also has a son, named Meng Qingxuan, who is Yun Niang's former child."

"Amitabha, everything has cause and effect, Mingyuan, you didn't do anything wrong, that female benefactor has a fate with you, you can blossom and bear fruit as a teacher and be happy for you." Hui Zhen smiled like a spring breeze as always, and her gentle smile was somewhat similar to Meng Yuan.

"But master, the disciple has broken the precepts, and the disciple is at fault." Meng Yuan knelt in front of Hui Zhen with a panicked face.

"Back then, the teacher asked you to go down the mountain with that donor to experience Hongchen, this is your fate with her, you don't have to worry about it." Back then, Hui Zhen made the decision to let Meng Yuan go down the mountain, because Meng Yuan had a period of cause and effect with him, and he didn't know that Hongchen didn't forget Hongchen: "Amitabha, the cause and effect have been over, if you want to go back, Bodhi Temple will always be here." “

"Thank you, Master, it's just that the disciple still has concerns, and after going down the mountain for many years, the disciple knows what responsibility is. Xuan'er and Tuan Tuan are not yet adults, and the disciples can't bear to leave them now. Meng Yuan solemnly kowtowed to Huizhen three times: "Wait for Xuan'er and Tuan Tuan to become adults, and ask the master to take the ordination for the disciple." ”

"Amitabha, everything has its own certainty, Mingyuan, you have to remember that they have their own way, you can't force it." Hui Zhen glanced at Meng Yuan, he knew his own disciples, although his temperament was weak but somewhat flawed, he only recognized his own thoughts, and he was afraid that he would not be able to see clearly for a while.

"The disciple understands, just wait for Xuan'er and Tuan Tuan to grow up, and the disciple will go back to the temple." Meng Yuan listened to Huizhen's teachings with a serious face, and he still obeyed Huizhen's abbot's words.

When Meng Yuan went down the mountain for the first time, he relented for a while and saved Qin Yunxiang, who was being chased and killed, at that time, Meng Yuan only knew how to eat fasting and chant Buddha, and wanted his master to help him be ordained as a monk, but Master Huizhen asked him to protect Qin Yunxiang to return to his hometown and follow him into the world to practice.

The original Meng Yuan was devoted to the Buddha, he didn't know the difference between men and women, he didn't know what it was, he didn't know the difference between people, he only remembered the master's words to obey Qin Yunxiang's words.

At the beginning, he and Qin Yunxiang pretended to be husband and wife and returned to Nanshan Village, it was a smart woman, who took Meng Yuan to understand the world and take him to experience the warmth and coldness of the world, and he realized that there were too many things in this world that he didn't know, which the master had never taught him, and it was not described in the scriptures.

Meng Yuan was not confused by the bizarre world, and after experiencing those, he wanted to return to the Bodhi Temple even more, and wanted to be ordained to truly become a member of the temple, and he didn't know if it was the influence of his early experience or his second personality, what he longed for was always that peaceful and unturbulent life.

Everything began to be different when Qin Yunxiang gave birth to Meng Qingxuan, watching the little lump gradually grow up, softly calling his father, a kind of longing that he had never had before gradually emerged, it was different from the desire to become a member of the Bodhi Temple, he wanted to accompany the little child to grow up, he wanted to see the little child smile at him, and he wanted to hear the little child call him daddy every day.

It was also at that time that he began to look at Qin Yunxiang with his eyes, and he began to try to integrate into the life under the mountain, unlike the boring and monotonous on the mountain, Qin Yunxiang is a wonderful person, she can always give him different feelings. He began to yearn for life with more than Meng Qingxuan, and gradually even Qin Yunxiang became a part of his life.

Qin Yunxiang described an extremely beautiful picture: the time is quiet, with the gentleman, the trickle of water, with the gentleman, the prosperity is exhausted, and the gentleman is old.

What kind of entanglement was that, Qin Yunxiang taught him a word of love, but unfortunately, they were really together for more than two years, and she died in childbirth when she was in a group.

Qin Yunxiang kept saying, Meng Yuan, you are my salvation.

But who is whose salvation, he can't save her, he can't save Tuan Tuan, and he can't save himself.

Meng Yuan told Huizhen with a soft face what happened after he went down the mountain, the time in the past few years was different from the calm like water in the Bodhi Temple, as if water was poured in the boiling oil, strong and restless.

"Master, Yun Niang died because of me, I saved her and hurt her, is this right or wrong." Meng Yuan looked at Hui Zhen with a blank expression, from the time when Ren Lao diagnosed that the poison in Tuan Tuan's fetus was exactly the same as the toxin he received when he was a child, Meng Yuan knew that he had harmed Qin Yunxiang.

The residual poison has not been cleared, if he was a monk and dedicated his life to the Buddha, it would be fine, but he knew that he and Qin Yunxiang became husband and wife, which harmed Qin Yunxiang and Meng Qingyao before.

"Everything has a cause and there must be an effect, if you didn't save Qin Shizhu back then, she would have died in the pursuit more than ten years ago, and there is no current result, there is no right or wrong. Mingyuan, everything looks forward. Hui Zhen seemed to have done it a lot when she was a child, and patted Meng Yuan's forehead: "Mingyuan, don't be obscured." ”

"Master, the disciple doesn't know what to do." Meng Yuan's concept has always been black and white, he can't accept the fact that Qin Yunxiang died because of him, he has been suffering for the past few years, no one confides in, and gradually it becomes a disease, although it usually doesn't hurt or itch, but after all, he has sores, and what he uncovers will only be more painful. "The disciple still wants to sit down and listen to your teachings."

"Amitabha." Hui Zhen clasped his hands together and sang a lifelong promise, with a unbearable face: "Idiot, idiot." “

Hui Zhen left Meng Yuan behind again, and when the sky was almost bright, Meng Yuan left the abbot's room with a tired face.

Hui Zhen looked at Meng Qingyao, and she couldn't bear it: "Idiot, this is also an idiot." (To be continued.) )