Chapter 243: Paralyze Yourself
"Are you sure alcohol can numb you?"
Zuo Pingping knows Zhong Ruocheng better than others. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Using alcohol to cover up the pain in your heart is all an excuse, and the real pain cannot be concealed, and you can't forget it.
"You give me the cup back." Zhong Ruocheng stretched out his hand, but Zuo Biao directly threw the cup aside and didn't give it to him.
Zhong Ruocheng directly wanted to take the wine bottle on the table and drink it directly to his mouth.
But Zuo Quan quickly took the wine bottle away and didn't let him drink it.
"Zhong Ruocheng, look at what you look like now? Make yourself a ghost! Drinking too much alcohol is not good for your health, so don't drink it. ā
As the third brother, Zuo Balance naturally cares about Zhong Ruocheng very much.
Zhong Ruocheng suddenly laughed at himself, "Brother, don't you think it's ironic that you told a person who was about to die that he should take care of his body?" ā
Zuo Quan was a little angry: "Who said you were going to die, wasn't it that time yet?" Maybe there's hope? ā
"Hope? I've been waiting for so many years, if there was hope, it would have been long overdue, but until now there was nothing, I knew that this would be the result, I expected it when I started the examination before......" Zhong Ruocheng leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes, and his face was full of pain.
"Don't blame me for speaking directly, even if you really diagnose your results, you don't have to give up the person you like so quickly!"
Zhong Ruocheng smiled bitterly: "Compared to the pain of yin and yang, what is the loss of love?" ā
"Then how do you know she'll be better off if she's lost you? Take 10,000 steps back, even if she knows about you, you really have to be separated, but isn't it better for her to live with love for you than with hatred for you? ā
"She's just out of love now, how can she be so bitter and hateful as you said, she will completely forget it after a long time, the name Zhong Ruocheng has completely disappeared in her mind, and she will never come back."
Zhong Ruocheng smiled bitterly.
"And what if you weren't going to die, would you explain it to her?" Left Balance asked.
"Am I not going to die? Brother, I know my physical condition, I can't be helped. ā
If it is cancer, there is still a possibility of cure, but his body has been completely scrapped, and there is no cure.
The current Zhong Ruocheng is like an abandoned building, which could collapse at any time.
"I'm still the same sentence, it's not the end yet, don't despair, at least you're still alive."
"Alive?" Zhong Ruocheng suddenly laughed: "I also want to live, but every morning when I open my eyes and glance at the calendar, I find that my life is disappearing for another day, do you know the pain of the countdown?" ā
Zuo Quan suddenly stood up with some emotion: "Each of us is in the countdown to life, people will always die, can't you live for yourself while you are not dead?" Why do you have to give up on yourself like this? ā
Seeing my younger brother like this, Zuo Balance's heartache has been all the time.
Zhong Ruocheng only has the best relationship with him, he will tell Zuo Quanquan about anything on his mind, including his body, Zhong Ruocheng only told Zuo Quancheng one person, and the others don't know!
"Brother, you know what? I also want to live for myself, I really wish I could live a little longer, a little longer, but unfortunately fate is fate after all, I want to fight, but I still can't. I know my own situation, so I can only do my best to arrange the people around me while I am alive. ā
"Your so-called arrangement is to throw away the woman you like like like garbage? You said you were going to marry another woman, are you sure the baby in that woman's womb is yours? "Zuo Equilibrium is also a very shrewd and intelligent person, so he can naturally see it.
Zhong Ruocheng disagreed: "It doesn't matter if the child in her belly is mine or not, the important thing is that everyone thinks that the child in her belly is mine, so that's fine." ā
That's what he wanted.
"So what are you going to do next? Do you keep giving up on yourself like this? ā
"I didn't give up on myself, I still live as usual, go to work and go home to sleep, busy with other things, why are you so decadent? I want to take advantage of my last moments to make my life easier. ā
"It's easy for you? Who are you fooling? I see your heart is about to explode by now! ā
"I'm annoyed, don't poke me, okay?!" Zhong Ruocheng angrily picked up the things on the table and threw them directly at him.
Left Equalization: "........."
"Okay, okay, I don't say to expose you, you just have to be happy, really, obviously there are other options, you have to make yourself like this."
Zhong Ruocheng drank a lot of wine, and he was drunk and unconscious at the end, and fell asleep directly on the table.
Zuo Pingping dragged him to the bed to rest, and Zhong Ruocheng slept for a day and a night.
He kept shouting a name in his mouth.
Zuo Quanquan has been guarding beside him, seeing such Zhong Ruocheng, his heart is very heavy, he obviously cares about his life, but why should he pretend not to care?
"Do you think she'll be happy if you do that? Why are you people in love always so self-righteous? ā
Zuo Junyu sighed deeply.
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On the weekend morning, Ye Bauhinia made breakfast and put it on the table, worried.
Bai Xiaoluo ate it very deliciously, but she didn't know how to eat it herself.
Ye Zijing has no appetite at all now, she has no clue these days, and Zhong Ruocheng refuses to see her or answer her calls.
She also went to the door of the company to block him, and the man was already determined to avoid her.
Zuo Junyu didn't have any useful news there.
The more this happened, the more Ye Zijing suspected that there was something wrong with this matter.
At this moment, there was a ding-dong and the doorbell rang.
Bai Xiaoluo took a sip of milk, then stood up and went to open the door.
Outside the door was a man in a suit and leather shoes, with an extremely temperamental appearance, and he looked like an elegant and handsome man.
"Hey, handsome guy, who are you looking for?" Bai Luoluo leaned against the door and winked at him.
Generally speaking, women have no resistance to handsome men, especially single otaku women.
"Hello, does Ye Zijing live here?" Zuo Pingping searched for a long time to find the address here, because when he went to the hospital to look for her before, he learned that Ye Zijing had not been to work for a few days, and said that he was on vacation.
"Are you looking for Bauhinia? Is there anything to do with her? Bai Xiaoluo saw that the other party was here to find Ye Zijing, and immediately became vigilant.
"Xiaoluo, who is looking for me?" Ye Zijing's voice came, and she had already come to the door.
Zuo Ping saw Ye Zijing and hurriedly said, "You are Ye Zijing, right?" ā