Chapter 16: The Gift of Parting
When carrying the fate of the next person, it is inevitable that no matter her sadness and pain, she will bear it, especially when they are still people who have figured out the root but are in a parallel world, then it completely becomes their own experience, or at that time, there is only one person. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Sakura is such a person.,It's like the fate she carried a long time ago.,Everything that Sakura has experienced is equivalent to her real experience.,She's the sister of Rin Tosaka who once met.。
However, she has always been Sakura, undistorted, just Sakura who knows, understands, and bears that fate, not Sakura Makiri, from the very beginning, before she touched the word "afterlife", it was destined that she would not be bound by the so-called surname.
What she has obtained is an outlier in countless fates, a unique luck and possibility, unbound, but also unaware of the end of the future, perhaps initially able to give a trajectory, but when she develops her own ability to judge the direction, the trajectory disappears and no longer has any meaning......
In the same way, when Sakura decides to carry the fate represented by this withered forbidden insect, she needs to understand and feel the pain of death, the loneliness, the loneliness, the loneliness, the feeling of losing everything, the coldness of losing the body and mind, called the "feeling" of death......
Therefore, at this time, obviously she has just encountered a lot of changes, but her words and temperament are still so cold and ruthless, all because she has not recovered from that "withering", but this is also because Yingu is an acquaintance, otherwise, it would not be such an evaluation as "as always".
"Well, it's okay, but what about the other forbidden insects? Have they all been sealed again? ”
Picked up the green wine cup, as if a traveler coming from the cold picked up a bowl of hot soup or a cup of warm tea, and drank it in small sips, so that his stiff self because of "death" was warmed and moisturized by this fountain of life, and then slowly responded to Yin Gu beside him, and asked rhetorically.
"Well, yes, it's such a dangerous thing after all, and by the way, I also saw a very special insect sealing technique, uh......"
Gingu sat down on his feet, his posture looked very relaxed, and he replied in the somewhat casual tone that he used to talk to Sakura, and then as if he remembered something that left him speechless, he stopped talking, and the corners of his eyes twitched slightly.
But this is also a normal situation, if any insect master sees it, he just takes chopsticks and clips off the forbidden insects on the wall one by one, like a dish, and then directly presses them on the blank pages to form a new scroll, he will be very speechless.
Obviously, it is such a matter that should be handled carefully, but it is solved in a way that seems to be a game, such a sense of disobedience, I am afraid that as long as it is a normal person, it will not be easy to forget, and in the same way, Yin Gu will probably always remember that his friend is exercising such an alternative insect sealing technique......
"Speaking of which, can you tell me in detail about these forbidden insects that are still remaining outside?"
After a moment of buffering, Gingu regained his expression and asked Sakura with a slightly mysterious smile, his green eyes revealing a penetrating color, as if he had seen through everything and guessed everything......
"Now, outside of this library, there are no forbidden insects."
Tilting his head, he looked at the stone gate that was not covered up, and after that, it was the library that sealed the forbidden insects, and after just a few seconds, he re-met the one-eyed eyes of Yin Gu, and said the answer calmly and without ups and downs.
“…… What the?! ”
Even though he had already expected something to change, he was still surprised to hear Sakura say such a conclusive word that didn't seem like a lie, and the green one-eyed widened slightly, and then frowned again and asked Sakura.
"As I just said, there are no forbidden insects outside this library, because the previous forbidden insects have completely filled part of my vacancy, temporarily 'bandaging' the wound where my shadow was cut off."
Sakura said in detail to the silver ancient in front of her, although it was detailed, but she didn't say much detail, or rather, this was also her original intention, a good misleading, not to say anything false, but to let the silver gu come up with the answer on his own, because it is impossible to get the real situation, so, inevitably, he will mislead himself and get the rest of the answers.
“……”
For a long time, there was no more sound, and Yingu didn't know what he was thinking, and Sakura didn't have a reason to speak, and she didn't have anything to say, so the room was quiet.
“…… In other words, in the current situation, is everything okay? However, in the next period of time, it is still not to be taken lightly! ”
Yingu raised his head, looked at Sakura, nodded, and said like this, in the end, he still chose to believe Sakura, but also because, now everything seems to be developing in a good way, but he is cautious, and he still hasn't completely put his heart down.
"But in that case, isn't it considered to have brought your shadow back, Sakura?"
After a while, Yingu's voice sounded again, peaceful and relaxed, this man was able to maintain such a natural and quiet form almost all the time, and after just talking about something that could definitely be called tricky, he was able to immediately transform into such a normal situation, very natural, not awkward, enough to be admired.
"No, you should also see that this is just an outline, not a shadow at all, and then, you still need to continue to search, to find the real shadow that I have lost."
Sakura shook her head slightly, her voice was as peaceful as before, but she could hear that there was a little less indifference, although it was still cold, and even, the loneliness was even deeper, but this was the posture that normal Sakura should have.
"Silhouette...... Well, it's true to say that, after all, it's just too light...... However, if the forbidden insect can really be reduced in this way...... Is it possible to 'absorb' the rest as well? ”
Yin Gu lowered his head and looked at the shadowy silhouette at Sakura's feet, squinted his eyes slightly, as if he thought of something, and put forward an idea, I have to say, he is indeed very suitable for the profession of "insect master", probably not many people can do better than him, even at this moment, he does not forget to think about solving the harm of forbidden insects.
"I'm afraid this is impossible, although I can't explain it specifically, but I can feel that it is already a lot to absorb these forbidden insects into the body, and I may be able to accommodate some more, but if there are too many, I may not be able to carry ......"
Sakura said to the silver ancient expression unchanged, at the same time, this is indeed her true situation, she has gained a slight shadow, and she has recovered a little bit of strength, but only to this extent, it is impossible to pacify the remaining and such a large number of forbidden insects, it will only make her kill herself.
"And, even if I could, I wouldn't have given them what I had left, because that was where my shadow was, and I wouldn't give it up! That's something very important! ”
Sakura said, her blood-colored eyes and Gingu's green one-eyed eyes staring at each other, a rare, incomparably indifferent girl, with resolute emotions and thoughts in her eyes like a silent lake, which is surprising, but in some ways, it is also a happy place.
“…… In this way, then there is no way~ What a stubborn headache child~Hehe~"
There was a gap in speech for a moment, and then there was a chuckle from Yingu, shaking his head, looking very happy, just because of some kind of positive consciousness of others, he could be so happy, and he was able to send sincere blessings from the bottom of his heart.
"But, then again, if you really want to find your shadow, you don't know enough about insects, Sakura~"
Yingu smiled and said to Sakura, and Sakura suddenly didn't understand the meaning of the insect master in front of her, just frowned slightly, looked at Yingu, and waited for his next words.
"Actually, this time I came to the Hunting Room Library here, first, to help you, and second, in fact, I also need to know some new information, after all, as an insect master, I still have a lot of things."
"My original plan is actually the same, if I can find something here that can help you, then I will tell you the relevant information, and if it is you, I think as long as you know enough information, then you can solve it independently, after all, it is your shadow, no matter what, only you can solve it, isn't it?"
Yin Gu said slowly, and Sakura also nodded to show that he understood, but if this was the case, the insect master in front of him should not have such an attitude, so there must be something that did not fit into this "original plan".
"However, although I haven't read much in the library before, I can be six or seven percent sure, and it is very likely that even in this library, there is no answer that can help you......"
Yingu said solemnly to Sakura, with some respect and apology, and told Sakura about this not so good situation, and Sakura after hearing it, although she should indeed feel disappointed or something, but she was unexpectedly calm, as if she had understood something in the dark.
"Next, if you want to continue to look for your shadow, you will definitely come into contact with insects, and if you don't know more about insects, it will be very dangerous."
Speaking of which, Sakura also understood what the man in front of him wanted to say, although he was a little surprised, if he thought about it carefully, it was reasonable, this man was such a good person.
"So, if you don't dislike it, how about learning something about 'worms' with me during this time?"