Shang Xiu'er said: "Then she ...... later I see her ...... now."

"The play "Fa Zidu" you saw was what she acted later. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info It was the sixth master who asked her to go out for a walk with a reliable friend's troupe, so she should be distracted. You can also see the level, it has not recovered to ten out of ten, and there are nine out of nine, but after singing, she herself is discouraged and no longer wants to go on stage. The sixth master really appreciates her little drama, so let her stay in Xiao Yuan, it can be regarded as a place to stay, nominally a concubine, but more like a female Qingke, and she is also very comfortable. ”

The night was already dark, and the bright moonlight in early summer infiltrated the house with the sound of insects, Shang Xiu'er actually felt a little cold, and couldn't help but shiver, she didn't expect the situation to be like this, thinking that her schoolwork was wasted and disappointed, and she originally had the intention of accusing Xiao Liuye, and she was a little embarrassed at this time.

Sai Guanyin glanced at her, seemed to understand what she was thinking, and said lightly: "There are only two or three people like her in Xiao Yuan." You also know the identity of the sixth master, the servant he can see may be willing to raise his hand, so many people who can't get into his eyes, what does life and death have to do with him? How could anyone go to Xiao Yuan to save him, and the sixth master didn't open a charity hall. ”

Shang Xiu'er was stunned, indeed...... Isn't she an example herself?

"The rest of the ladies, most of them are like green peonies, singing is helpless, if you are also driven to a dead end like you, there is a good way out, how can you not seize the opportunity? What's more, with the demeanor of the sixth master, how can anyone not love it? ”

Speaking of this, Sai Guanyin showed a rare melancholy, she turned her face, looked at the faint shadow of the tree outside the window, pressed her legs that could not feel anything except pain and numbness, and said: "A person like me can no longer serve the sixth master, but the sixth master has not left me, I always have to take care of him a ...... or two."

Sai Guanyin's expression couldn't tell whether it was sad or happy, and said: "The sixth master is unwilling to refute my face, although he accepted these ladies, he has never been too close to any of them......"

Shang Xiu'er sat there stunned, Sai Guanyin's tone was so bleak, maybe she didn't realize it. But Shang Xiu'er heard it, how lonely, desperate, inferiority complex those words were, mixed with a strong pride in Xiao Liuye, how much she loved Xiao Liuye.

But that night, she experienced it herself, Xiao Ye rejected her, the words that were so melancholy, so heavy, so desperate and full of hope - "Guanyin, I don't want others", that whisper in a drunken dream, will feel sad for the sixth master - the sixth master is also very eager for Guanyin.

Shang Xiu'er looked at Sai Guanyin speechlessly, Sai Guanyin regained her calm in a blink of an eye, still looking sad and joyless, and said: "Maybe you feel sorry for them, and feel that the sixth master has failed them, but if you ask the past, no one will be willing to return to the stage." In the final analysis, they are no different from you, they just ask for something different-they have already got what they want, but you have to fight for them, and you are dissatisfied with the sixth master in your heart, which really shouldn't be. ”

Master Gu is a person who can take the right time, and when he heard that there was no movement inside, he came in with a plate, held a gold-painted lotus bowl on the plate with a thick handkerchief, and handed it to Sai Guanyin, and said with some reproach in his tone: "Why do you want to say so many things, your voice is what I have always taken care of, even if you don't sing now, you have to take care of it." Eat it. ”

Sai Guanyin took the bowl, picked up the spoon and tasted it carefully, and a thin layer of sweat quickly appeared on his face.

She didn't say anything to Shang Xiu'er again, but only chatted with Master Gu without a match: "It's rare to eat what Master Gu made now." ”

Master Gu glared at her and said, "Pretend to be pitiful in front of me, I'm not there with you anymore, but I left Qingdou'er behind, and I taught her everything I would do. ”

Sai Guanyin rarely showed a really happy smile, and said: "The girl with green beans, the longer it grows, the more round it is, Master Gu took the time to talk about her, it turned out to be a green pea, and she was about to turn into green potatoes after eating it like this, how can you find someone else in the future?" ”

Shang Xiu'er lowered her head, because Sai Guanyin's last sentence had already directly said that she shouldn't, so she was a little depressed, but she didn't dare to be unconvinced.

When Guanyin got up, she came to her senses, there were a few faint sounds outside, she was about to go over to help, but there were already dragons and Cai'er grabbed by her side, she hurriedly took the lantern from Master Gu's hand, and said, "Guanyin lady, I'll send you out." ”

The night was already dark, but at this time the wind was blowing, and the moonlight just now could not be seen in the dark sky, as if it was covered by clouds.

She stood at the gate of the garden, a little dazed and felt that her recent words, deeds and thoughts were really naïve, and thought of so many beauties, if she was close to one, wouldn't she have to let down others, and finally let down Guanyin, but there is only one Xiao Liuye in the world, thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little messy, and I really don't have the heart and confidence to care about what to live up to and live up.

Sai Guanyin is already a little tired, every time he talks about the past, he is not inferior to punishing himself, and he is tired - even more tired. I just hope that it can help Xiao Qian, she turned around with great effort, and saw that there were still lanterns faintly lit at the gate of Yingyuan, and a figure stood there in the hazy faint light, sighed, and said secretly: "I still don't understand." ”

Sai Guanyin fell ill on the second day, first his leg was not very good, he was swollen badly, and then he had liver pain.

Shang Xiu'er heard Master Gu talk about it, probably the doctor said that Guanyin Lady was too worried, and her liver was staggered, so she couldn't worry too much.

For a long time, every time Shang Xiu'er went to Xiao Liuye to listen to him, he felt that he had a thin layer of anger on his face, as if he was covered with severe frost. She felt a little weak in her heart, and felt that Guanyin's illness had something to do with her nonsense when she returned to class last time, so she had to be more careful and hardworking.

After two or three months, Sai Guanyin's illness improved under the conditioning of the doctor and Master Gu, and Xiao Liuye's face eased slightly when he was talking.

Shang Xiu'er thought that she was probably a restless person, and her heart that had been hanging for a few months had just fallen back into her mouth, and she had a new idea.

Up to now, in addition to the plays that Xiao Liuye specially told her, plus the scattered listening to the exercises of several other masters, I am afraid that she has also heard more than 100 plays - but she is too uncomfortable!