"yes, seriously, I still often have the illusion that everything here is actually like a dream!

Maybe one day, when you wake up, you will find that you have returned to the past, and everything here has disappeared. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info" Shen Miao said sadly.

Shen Miao is different from Lin Yixue, she came halfway.

When she walked in, this little girl with the same name and surname as her, Shen Miao, was only five years old.

At that time, Xiao Shen Miao had a serious illness and died, providing her with a chance to be reborn.

Xiushui on the side already knew the secrets of Lin Yixue and Shen Miao, but at this time, it seemed that the two of them had a lot of confidants to say, so they had already quietly closed the door and slipped away.

"And what was your previous name?" Lin Yixue looked at Shen Miao's eyes and asked softly.

"Also called Shen Miao, I was born in a military family, and my grandparents, parents and parents are all soldiers.

It can be said that I grew up in the army and a bunch of boys.

Before I was ten years old, I never knew that I was different from them, that I was a girl, and that there were still many things I couldn't do in this world.

Later, my parents left the army one after another and went to the local public security system.

When I arrived in the metropolis, I realized that I was a girl and had to be quiet and well-behaved at all times.

I was an outlier at school, out of step with the girls at school, who called me a tomboy and didn't want to play with me.

At that time, I realized that I was actually a girl, and there were some things that boys could do, but I couldn't.

During that time, I was often depressed, and I often missed the days of living in the army, and I could play unscrupulously every day, compete with boys to climb trees, dig birds' nests and ......, and do things that these girls in the city never thought of.

Slowly, it became a dream of mine to return to the army.

Later, when I grew up, I took it for granted that I fulfilled my original wish and was admitted to a military school.

Then, I became a firefighter. ”

Shen Miao spoke slowly, her voice was low, her speed was very slow, when talking about the past, the whole person was not sad or happy, Lin Yixue felt that she was like telling someone else's story.

However, from her eyes, Lin Yixue could feel that she was very reluctant to live in the past.

"Firefighters, this is a very dangerous profession, shouldn't it be very hard?

Is it your own choice for a girl to do this kind of work? Will your parents agree? Lin Yixue asked with some distress.

To be honest, when it comes to firefighters, Lin Yixue's first thought is the smoke of the fire, the tall figures, for the benefit of the people, forgetting to die of the orange back.

It's really hard to imagine that a delicate woman can take on this responsibility and choose this profession.

"I chose it myself, I like challenges, and seeing myself go deep into the fire again and again, saving people, I feel that my life is very meaningful and fulfilling.

My grandfather once said that I was born for firefighting.

The night before I was born, my grandfather dreamed that a colorful auspicious cloud floated from the sky.

Leisurely, when it came to his head, it turned into raindrops and fell.

No more, no less, exactly three drops, in the palm of his hand.

Grandpa was very curious and wanted to catch her, but the rain was mischievous, and flowed down the gap between his fingers to the ground, no more, no less, just three drops.

Later, the water droplets on the ground, at a speed visible to the naked eye, gradually converged together, and slowly the water became more and more, and finally turned into a blue ocean.

The next day, I was born, so my grandfather gave me the name "Miao".

Later, I chose firefighting, and the work was inevitably very hard, although the elders in the family, seeing me like this, sometimes would definitely feel distressed.

However, as military backgrounds, they know that the interests of the country and the masses are above everything else, and no matter how dangerous the profession is, someone must do it, so they all silently choose to support it.

Grandpa said that I was water, so I should do this business, go put out fires and save people.

Later, during a mission, in order to save a little girl trapped in the fire, at the last moment, the house collapsed and I was buried underneath.

It's a pity that in the end, my three drops of water failed to turn into a vast ocean, extinguish those fires, and finally were swallowed by them. ”

When Shen Miao said this, tears blinked in the corners of her eyes, her mouth cracked slightly, and she said self-deprecatingly.

"At the age of more than 20, it is the season when a woman is the most flamboyant, youthful, beautiful, and flowers, but you left in such a hurry, do you regret it?" Lin Yixue asked sincerely.

To be honest, Lin Yixue looked at Shen Miao at this time, and she really admired her, and felt that she had her own aura, she was very great, and she was simply superhuman.

This experience is simply how many times taller and cooler than the dragon child.

"Say it, you may not believe it.

Never, ever since I chose a career in firefighting, I have never regretted it for a moment.

I feel that my life, although not like others, lived for 80 years or 100 years, and only went in a hurry for more than 20 years.

But it's a great way to do it every day!

Along the way, it used to be so colorful.

In these short twenty years, I have lived vigorously, half of it is a red flame, half is a blue ocean, and together they constitute my short but extraordinary life.

It's just that I pity my parents and family......"

When Shen Miao said this, she finally couldn't hold back any longer, lay on the table, and cried.

Perhaps, after enduring it for many years, today I finally found an opportunity to vent, so Shen Miao cried loudly and did not suppress herself at all.

In fact, Lin Yixue can fully understand Shen Miao's feelings.

Although Lin Yixue has no relatives in that world, only a heartless best friend, and that hazy first love, sometimes she still misses it for no reason.

Looking at Shen Miao's helpless appearance, Lin Yixue felt that all the words at this time were very pale and powerless, which was not enough to soothe the wound in her heart.

At this time, all she can do is accompany her silently.

In the end, Lin Yixue just hesitated to stretch out her hand, patted Shen Miao's shoulder, and then sat next to her, silently accompanying her.

"I made you laugh, the first day we met was such a gaffe.

Actually, I'm really fine, it's been ten years, and I've long been used to it.

But I'll talk to you today, and I'm really much happier in my heart. ”

After a while, Shen Miao finally stopped, wiped away her tears, and said with a chuckle.