"I know what I'm lacking, the sixth master asked me to play to my strengths and avoid my weaknesses, but with such a temperament, I always think that even if I haven't experienced it, I can watch it when I look at others, and if I study hard and practice hard, I can get seven or eight points, right?"

Sai Guanyin just sat by the window, supporting her with her hands, and her soft silhouette didn't move for a while, and after a while she said: "You haven't experienced it, let alone seen it, and it's not your fault." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Shang Xuesleeve smiled bitterly and said, "You're right, I haven't even seen it." ”

What she has seen is the noise and tearing of her father and mother who still have a rare impression, what she has seen is the night that her aunt was slapped into the water by her uncle on the night that changed her life, she has seen Li Dushou who has never seen Green Peony who is willing to commit herself to the pain of running around for peace and wealth, what she has seen is Xiao Liuye and Living Guanyin who have been cold as ice for so many years, and what she has seen is the beauty and loneliness of the women in Xiao Yuan's back house blooming like flowers.

Sai Guanyin asked Cai'er to take the hot handkerchief, walked to Shang Xue's sleeve, and covered her eyes, Shang Xuesleeve knew that she was struggling to walk, so it was even more difficult to refuse, a burst of warmth penetrated from her eyes to her heart, she breathed a sigh of relief, and listened to Sai Guanyin: "These days, you can't sleep for this?" ”

Shang Xuesleeve nodded silently.

"You've always been strong." Sai Guanyin couldn't stand for a long time, sat back on the chair, and said softly: "So I only think about these things every night, and I called you to see it today, just to let you know that this is not an overnight effort." In other words, it doesn't matter how much effort you put in. ”

"I understand." Shang Xue sleeve said: "I know why the sixth master and Mr. Wu don't let me act in such a play, play to my strengths and avoid my weaknesses, this is my shortcoming." ”

Sai Guanyin shook his head, and saw Shang Xue's sleeves covered with a handkerchief, and couldn't see that he actually didn't agree with the so-called "shortcomings", so he said: "This is not a shortcoming. It's just that it's not that long compared to your other plays. Strong people are easy to be themselves, feel that they are either long or short, and force themselves into a dead end. But in fact, you are already stronger than many people, even if I was more than ten years ago, not as good as you are now. ”

Shang Xue's body stiffened, and he was about to get up, but Sai Guanyin's hand stopped him and said, "I didn't say this to comfort you. At this point, I don't think the same way as the sixth master. The sixth master thinks that you should experience it yourself in order to experience it more deeply, and the performance will definitely be more moving. However, love is never involuntary, it's not that you can let it go if you want to, you can accept it if you want to, and it will hurt the woman when the time comes. ”

She paused for a moment, and then said, "Just like these ladies just now, are you acting well?" What's the use of being good? They can't go back to the stage, their minds have long been occupied by love. ”

"But ......" Shang Xue grabbed the handkerchief and looked at Sai Guanyin, seeing her melancholy and apology that she didn't have time to take back in an instant, she was speechless for a while, and she didn't know what to say.

Therefore, lonely people look for sustenance from the past scenes, the stronger the affection, the better the performance, but the more they don't want to leave.

Sai Guanyin tilted her head, recalling that in the past, she didn't want to leave Xiao Qian, and she didn't want to leave the stage, so she ended up where she is today, isn't it? The corners of her mouth moved slightly, and it took a while for her to say: "As long as you experience it once, you will not be you." ”

Shang Xuesleeve chewed on this sentence.

"Let's go back." Sai Guanyin said: "Go back and get a good night's sleep." ”

This almost every once in a while, the ladies in the backyard will be impatient with loneliness and act, and even Xiao Qian doesn't know it.

They won't play for Xiao Qian, let alone for Sai Guanyin, when they act, they indulge in the tenderness they have created, and they go back with hopeless and numb expressions.

Sai Guanyin stayed in Xiaolou for a while, and the sixth master didn't know about her arrangement, but if it was for Shang Xuesleeve, the most important thing in the sixth master's heart, she could do anything for him.

But Shang Xuesleeve did not sleep as Sai Guanyin expected, and the various scenes of how to perform affection that lingered in her mind when she slept turned into countless questions, each of which asked her: "If you can experience it, are you still you?" ”

She fell into the spell, and for a while she felt that she could do it, and for a while she felt that even Qing Pei, who was not acting properly, was better than herself, and for a while she wanted to muster up the courage to try to love someone, and for a while she was afraid that she would eventually lose herself like these ladies.

After a day like this, even the people of Xinyin Club felt that Shang Xue's sleeves were wrong, and when they played the play of "Hongqiao Gift Pearls", they actually watched Liu Shaojin lose his mind, and almost fell in a somersault, everyone stopped Shang Xuesleeve with all hands and feet, and didn't let her rehearse anymore, and sent it directly to Yingyuan.

Master Gu just hurriedly settled Shang Xue's sleeves and lay down, as soon as he touched his hand, he felt that his head was hot, and he knew that he was suffering from a cold and fever, and was about to speak, when he heard Qingyu outside say "Sixth Master", Xiao Qian walked in.

This is the first time that Xiao Qian has entered the Yingyuan Garden in several years.

Xiao Qian walked straight to Shang Xue's bed, looked at the bed, and said, "Master Gu will go out first." ”

Master Gu was stunned for a moment, and then made a color to the Qinghuan standing next to him, Qinghuan thought about it, took a stool and put it at the head of Shang Xue's bed, and the two of them went out one after the other, and the room was quiet.

Xiao Qian sat on the edge of the bed, Shang Xuesleeve sat up quite uncomfortably, because of the fever, and a little dizzy and uncomfortable, his cheeks seemed like fire, and his eyes were a little watery.

Looking at Shang Xue's timid appearance, Xiao Qian was a little speechless, not knowing whether to blame her for being stupid or blaming her for being stupid, and tossed herself like this with crankiness. But she also felt that she also seemed to have some responsibility, after all, she was too demanding and less praised, so she panicked as soon as she returned to Xiao Yuan.

If you know this, you won't mention Wu Qixian with her, mention the talented and beautiful play, and take your time quietly in the future.

But in fact, didn't he already know about her good temperament?

Xiao Qian came in in in a hurry, Master Gu originally poured a glass of warm water and didn't have time to give it to Shang Xuesleeve to drink, so he instructed him to go out, Xiao Qian took the glass of water and brought it to Shang Xuesleeve.

Shang Xuesleeve was a little surprised, his eyes widened, and then he took the water in fear and sipped it carefully.

Xiao Qianqing coughed: "Didn't I tell you to take your time and not be in a hurry?" ”

"I ......" Shang Xuesleeve subconsciously felt that she shouldn't betray Sai Guanyin, so she closed her mouth again.

"It's not something to be hasty." Xiao Qian's eyebrows furrowed, because his eyebrows were already slightly drooping, so this frown seemed more and more melancholy, his thin and beautiful lips also pursed, and said, "If you continue like this, even other dramas will be ruined in your thoughts." (To be continued.) )