Just this way, Shang Xuesleeve was already sweating, and in this silent place, there was nothing else except her footsteps and a slight wheezing. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The houses in the second row are not bad, with a stone table, several stone benches, and a well.

Shang Xuesleeve put the food box on the stone table, and then arrived at the well, shaking a small half bucket of water.

She was not in a hurry to wash her hands and face, but poured the bucket of water into the basin, put it in the sun, and sat on the hot stone bench, waiting quietly.

It wasn't until a long time later, when she was almost asleep, that she went to the basin to wash her hands, felt a little cooler, and opened the food box.

The food inside is no different from day to day, even if she picks out the spicy stuff every time she doesn't use it, it will show up in the meal the next time.

Shang Xuesleeve chewed slowly, thinking to herself, yes, an abandoned concubine in the cold palace, who will pay attention to what she likes to eat and what she doesn't like to eat?

But she has to eat it, otherwise how can she live in this cold palace?

After she had eaten, another wave of sleepiness hit her, and she lay down on the warm stone table.

It wasn't until the shadow of the sun was receding that she woke up from her sleep, and her long, thick hair made her feel like she had been washed with water, sticky and uncomfortable.

Shang Xuesleeve smiled self-deprecatingly, remembering the days in Changchun Garden in the past, he was really raised delicately and expensively.

She got up and practiced on the right side of the room—she didn't know why she still insisted on such a habit, but she couldn't leave it when she thought that the sixth master had carefully interrogated her about whether everything was proper or not.

Besides, if you don't practice, how can you survive such a long time every day?

Every leaf that had been scraped from somewhere, she would pick it up and place it on the windowsill of the house until it dried up and crumbled into dregs.

Every day, she would carefully clean the courtyard, watching the dust-free, compacted ground swept out by her broom.

Every day, after she finished cleaning the courtyard, when she was most bored, she used to count how many marks the broom had left.

Once a worm jumped on her windowsill and chirped, and long-forgotten memories flashed through her mind.

Many years ago, she used to draw small insects in a certain mansion in Shangjing, and at that time, the master laughed at her autumn insects without twilight, and inscribed them - now, if she still has pen and paper at hand, she must be able to draw better, right?

Shang Xuesleeve didn't know what he was holding on to, or what he was waiting for, he just knew that he couldn't throw everything away...... She's lost so much.

Her legs and feet are still nimble, and the most important thing in the cold palace is the open place, and running in the circle is still like a ruler has been measured; Her body was still soft, she couldn't see her body, but she knew it was no different than before.

The mountain arms open and close, the momentum is like the distant mountains on the river surface and now, the cloud hand swings, it is like making the clouds above the nine heavens, every move, not quiet as the square, moving as round.

That's the action she carved into her bones.

It was nearly an hour before she had gathered her momentum, and when she went back to the basin, she wiped her face with the water she had brought up at noon, and walked towards the door with the food box.

The cold palace is surrounded by high walls, and the doors are never opened, so even if the sun is shining, and there is no sun in the courtyard, it is still hot and humid.

Shang Xuesleeve placed the food box on the wooden board on the inside of the small window, and waited quietly, I don't know how long it took, only to hear a slight "dang chang" sound, the hook bolt outside was opened, a hand reached in to take the food box away, and put another one in.

Shang Xue sleeves said softly: "Father-in-law." ”

The hand paused, Shang Xuesleeve continued: "I want to see the emperor, ask the father-in-law to pass on a message," she didn't have anything of value with her, thought about it, took off the only bracelet left, put it on the food box, and said, "I have something very important...... It's true, it's important......"

The bracelet was not taken away, and after a long time, the people outside said, "The emperor is not here." ”

This is not the first time Shang Xuesleeve has heard such an answer.

She had heard the same answer at least three times.

She silently watched the small window close gently, and there was another "click", and the entire cold palace was once again isolated from the world.

In the silence, she could hear the footsteps of the eunuchs outside walking farther away, and the other said softly: "Do you want to see the emperor again?" ”

"How is that possible?" The eunuch just now shook his head and sneered.

Although he was young, he also heard the old eunuch who took him talk about the past and rules in this palace, and this side of the cold palace is not a beauty difference, nor is it a hard job.

If you don't abuse them, you can already be considered kind.

What I'm most afraid of is to be involved in a relationship with the women inside, sympathize, and spread the news for them, which is a dead end!

A few days ago, he replaced the one on the errand, or the emperor sent it personally, out of this aisle, the queen mother's people searched out the bracelet of the concubine from the body, and immediately arrested, now I don't know if it's dead or alive!

This concubine is also whimsical, even if she has entered the cold palace, how can she come out?

I heard the master say that some of the former concubines who cried and self-harmed and begged to see the emperor felt that they had been wronged, and they all felt that they were the people on the tip of the emperor's heart.

But in the end, none of them made it out alive!

Shang Xue leaned against the door, and finally smiled bitterly, indeed, she seemed to be whimsical.

But...... She picked up the food box, returned to the courtyard where she lived, and gently touched her lower abdomen, which didn't seem to have any feelings, except for Ah Yu, she didn't dare to say anything.

If the Queen Mother or any other person knew about it, would she have poured a bowl of medicine into her?

Shang Xuechong shuddered, she didn't want to experience the pain of the last time, so she wanted to tell Ah Yu in person and in person, begging Ah Yu for the sake of the child......

However, to this day, she herself doesn't believe that it is useless to tell the emperor that she is pregnant.

These three sentences are almost exactly the same answer from the eunuch guarding the cold palace, "The emperor is not there", which completely made her lose her courage.

Thinking about it, "the emperor is not here" is just a decent and euphemistic statement, presumably he will not come again.

This pregnancy is so unfortunate......

Shang Xuesleeve clearly remembered that the last turmoil was because she unknowingly entered the bureau of Zhan Qifeng and lost her first child in Nanjun, so she was suspicious and slandered by the Queen Mother.

But what about this time? She and the sixth master have been alone in the dungeon for half an hour, she said no, will Ah Yu still believe it?

After all, he no longer believes in himself, and he is still like a demonic barrier, and he has made himself and the sixth master into an "adultererous woman" in his eyes, will he still not believe in himself, and even give her a bowl of medicine himself?

The worm does not grow old

Today's second update~ I don't understand why the adulterer is not blocked, the last two words are blocked...... Unfair o(╯□╰)o

Recommend a friend's new book "The Son of the Gentleman": Lan Jing helped deliver the scriptures and accidentally saved a person, but it was just a gesture, and he didn't want to be mistaken for a son (how blind does this have to be to recognize a girl as a man)