Chapter 208: The Past
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On the night of their wedding, they slept in separate rooms.
Shi didn't know that Song Zhuo had a favorite woman at first, but only after listening to the people of the Song Mansion chewing the root of their tongues did they know the existence of that woman.
The woman's identity was not prominent, so Shi was not afraid of what impact that woman would have on her, but Song Zhuo's indifference to her was beyond her expectations.
A month, two months, a year, Song Zhuo would rather sleep in the room next to him than in the main room, Shi finally knew that he was flustered, so he sent his henchmen to quietly inquire about the woman's whereabouts, and then, he knocked left and right to let the woman leave Jinling City.
After that, Song Zhuo had no news of the woman, and the original emotions gradually calmed down, their relationship began to ease, and after having sex together, they had their first daughter, which is now Concubine Hui.
After another two years, they had another son, Song Chen.
Before Song Chen was five years old, the Shi family was very satisfied with his current life, but one day, it changed.
The woman turned into another woman and returned to Jinling City, Song Zhuo met the woman by chance, and when he returned to the house, he had a big quarrel with her, and he didn't see him for a long time.
Although the mundane affairs of the Song Mansion are still under her control, in the end, she can't go back to the way before.
Shi has followed his mother since he was a child, and he has seen a lot of private things in the inner house, and he just wanted to be a good wife and mother, but later because of Song Zhuo, her methods became ruthless.
As long as Song Zhuo has a side house that is too favored, every time after Chenghuan, she will send someone to send Shunzi soup, which is really unbearable, and it is normal for people to die quietly with medicine.
Therefore, over the years, except for Song Zhuo's first two interrooms, after each gave birth to a son and was mentioned as an aunt, there was no other side house that could give birth to Song Zhuo's child.
Originally, the days would always pass quietly, and when Song Chen was fifteen years old, after the woman who had married another woman left Jinling with her husband, the back house of the Song Mansion died again, and Song Zhuo finally couldn't bear it anymore and took away her power.
Originally, she was already extremely disappointed in Song Zhuo, but after Song Zhuo took away the power of the family, she was quiet, and she no longer sent the child soup, and let the side house ride on her head, that is, she lived like she is now.
Two days ago, Song Zhuo got the woman's affairs from somewhere in the partial room that was included in the mansion a few years ago, and blew the wind next to Song Zhuo's pillow day and night, wanting Song Zhuo to dislike her even more and take her off better, so she used the previous means to make the partial room die.
Song Zhuo was angry, and this time Song Zhuo wanted to divorce his wife, but thinking of this son and daughter, he wanted to ask her to ask for peace and leave.
For so many years, Shi has been wondering whether she did it wrong at the beginning, or if she did everything wrong with Song Zhuo's partial house later.
She silently let the side room sit big, sneering at herself, as if she could atone for her previous sins.
But today she really understood that Song Zhuo's heart was not with her from the beginning, and no matter what she did, it would always be her fault.
Shi didn't tell Song Chen all these words, but he said almost the same.
Song Chen didn't know what to say, he never knew that his mother had been so powerful, but after listening to it so much, he just felt that his mother was strong and capable, so pitiful.
Shi Shi said so many words, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.
Over the years, these grievances, from the glory of her family to the decline, she has never told others, and the matter has come to this point, and she can no longer tell what she is doing.
She has a lot of lives in her hands, and she can't sleep well every night, maybe this is how she lives her life.
On that day, she heard a report from someone who helped Song Chen's business was a woman, and from the time the woman entered the door to the time she went out, it was only a quarter of an hour, but she never let herself suffer.
Her heart was like stagnant water for so many years, and she finally thought about what the woman had done over and over again, and was stirred up again.
She can't let life smooth out her edges and corners, and life can't cover up her sins, she doesn't want to live the rest of her life in the back house of the Song Mansion.
Therefore, she has thought about reconciliation and separation, and she also wants reconciliation.
Shi raised his head and looked at his youngest son, who has now grown up, except for his marriage, she has nothing she can't let go.
"Chen'er, I will reconcile with your father."
Song Chen looked at Shi with a complicated expression.
This is his mother, when Shi was silent in the past, he just thought that his mother didn't like to talk much, but he didn't expect that his mother had such a thing buried in her heart.
But looking at his mother, and then facing his father, there is very little he can do.
He was a little silent, but said, "The son respects his mother's decision. ”
Song Zhuo and Shi have never really loved each other, and what Shi has done over the years has made Song Zhuo unbearable, otherwise he would not be determined to reconcile with Shi, even if Shi is holding on, there will be no good results.
Song Chen thought that he now had the ability, even if his mother was separated from his father, he would have the ability to arrange his mother properly and not let his mother suffer a little.
Shi glanced at Song Chen with relief, but remembered the most difficult thing these days, if she reconciled with Song Zhuo, I am afraid that Song Chen's future marriage will also be affected.
Thinking about it, Shi glanced at Song Chen worriedly, "Chen'er, you are already twenty-three, have you ever considered the matter of starting a family?" ”
Perhaps the Shi family had never asked about Song Chen's marriage, but after Song Chen was a little surprised, his face turned a little red suspiciously, and he prevaricated, "Mother, this matter is not in a hurry." ”
Shi continued, "But if I reconcile with your father and leave ......."
Song Chen stopped her, "My son is looking for it, so naturally I am looking for someone who doesn't care about his son's family affairs." ”
Shi was silent, after most of her life to comprehend this, she didn't know that what Song Chen said was right.
It's just that even for his mother, he naturally has to think about his plans, "Chen'er, your father brought that person over that day, and I saw that the man had clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, and his body was straight, neither humble nor arrogant, which was really a good one." ”
Shi patted Song Chen's hand, she thought that what she said, Song Chen should understand.
Song Chen understood, coughed dryly twice, and unconsciously remembered Su Fu's eyes that were often surrounded by white gauze, and wanted to ask his mother, was she sure she had seen Su Fu's eyes?
The eyebrows are clear, and what he said is serious.
But Song Chen naturally wouldn't ask, after all these years, he didn't say much, how could he joke in front of the Shi family?
Song Chen only replied, "Mother, I have my own plans." ”
Shi naturally didn't want to ask again, so he let Song Chen leave first.
After all, how to appeal to the current saint is a science, after all, the Shi family can't personally admit that she punished Song Zhuo a lot of biased houses.