Chapter 168

Sometimes you want to destroy a person, but it only takes a thought and then a little move of your fingers, in the world is full of all kinds of people, no one can understand why God would create such a sinister person, but most of the time it is often this kind of people with bad hearts who live a colorful life every day, and those good people who always remind themselves to keep their duties can only look at a long sigh. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Jin Lian took the things back with trepidation, and didn't find that her hands were trembling until she stood in front of the food prepared for Cheng Que in the kitchen, and the little affection between them echoed in her mind from time to time, she suddenly felt that she was not as ruthless as she imagined, she was not without love for this man, if she could erase all the scary things at the beginning, she had never come to Jinju, and she had never met the Qian sisters, so would this not happen? Who said that women don't love beauty, Cheng Que is an out-and-out handsome person in addition to being a gentleman, and for a while she was quite proud that she could follow such a handsome son.

And now, is she going to destroy him like this? At that time, she had only been with him for a short time, and he had obviously never seen this kind of battle, and he stood there panicked and at a loss, but he quickly came to his senses, turned around and went out to ask for a doctor. She was in too much pain at that time, and she really couldn't muster the strength to stop him, this kind of daughter's embarrassing private affairs didn't bother the doctor, if the master from above knew about it, I was afraid that I would have no good fruit to eat. The more she thought about it, the more frightened she felt, which made the pain worse, and she could only curl up on the bed, smothering her head in the pillow and gritting her teeth and sobbing softly.

Soon she heard Cheng Que panting and running to her side, and asked in a low voice: "I know you hurt badly, you bear with it first, I asked people to ask for a doctor, I think it will come soon, this time if you can, you can take care of it, save Yueyue from suffering this crime." ”

At that time, Jin Lian thought that she was so blessed to meet such a person in her life, even if she was willing to bear the person in her heart since then. She has always known that the children of these rich and noble families have always had fun, and those women of their status in other families seem to be clothes, and they are tired of throwing them away, she was really afraid that she would fall into such a situation at that time, if there is no good death, it is better to be honest and do her duty. But she didn't expect that he would treat herself like this and treat herself as a person, and her heart was only full of emotion.

Cheng Que looked at her worriedly, only to see that her palm-sized little face had turned pale because of the pain, and she looked even more well-behaved and cute, and couldn't help touching her sweat-soaked hair, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I'll be by your side soon." I have suffered before, and I can't let you suffer this kind of sadness in the future. ”

Jin Lian only felt that her heart was filled with warmth, and she couldn't say a word for a sour throat, God knows how grateful she was to this person, and she was willing to lower her figure when she lacked people's attention to comfort her so hard, she shook her head weakly and said: "Fang Cai Gongzi is in a hurry, how can a lowly girl like Jin Lian bother the doctor to come to see this kind of thing?" And I've always been strong, as long as I endure these two days, what if the lady is not sensible? ”

Cheng Que smiled, not thinking that her words were anything to be afraid of, and said lightly: "What is this?" My father and mother have always ignored me, and you are by my side, I should have treated you well, you can just bear it with peace of mind, if you have such worries, it is better to take care of your body earlier, looking at you in pain, I am trembling. ”

Soon the doctor came, an old gentleman, as if accustomed to this kind of drama from a sparrow to a phoenix, people are like this, no matter how low down into the dirt, they can still climb to the top at a surprising speed, although they disdain their way to becoming masters, but it cannot be denied that these people can always make him move.

"The little lady can be fine as long as she takes good care of it, and it will not prevent her from conceiving an heir in the future, so Cheng Gongzi can rest assured."

Since then, Cheng Que has sent any good things to her, and those who have bullied her are envious, saying that she is a great luck, and I don't know how many people look better than her in this house, but none of them can get the appreciation of the master like her, it is really human life or God decides, no matter how much you want to break free from change, how can it be a pipe dream if you don't take that road for you.

Her good days are all given by Cheng Que, if she really wants to be like this, her heart feels a little uneasy inexplicably, and she is more reluctant, if she once ruined a man who was so good to herself because of herself, her conscience will be uneasy in this life, looking at Cheng Que's favorite food in front of her, she closed her eyes vigorously, squeezed the powder bag in her hand and turned away.

She really couldn't make this ruthless move, she left quickly before the people came, and after she went back, she lay on the bed, and the intricacies flashed in her mind, and she slowly became sleepy, just when she was about to fall asleep, someone came from front and said, standing not far away, and replied: "Aunt Jin, the son invited you to go over and have lunch, saying that you have suffered these days, but you have to make up for your body."

Jin Lian sat up at this time, tidied up and asked casually: "Childe didn't rest well two days ago, why is he still thinking about me at this time, I really don't know how to thank him for his kindness." The unbearable in her heart became more and more, and she was suddenly a little glad that she hadn't done anything excessive, if she did it at this time, would she only regret it?

On the way to the front yard, looking at the gloomy weather, Jin Lian sighed and asked, "Since the last time I came back, I haven't left the house and I haven't seen anyone, is it good to look at the mood at this time?" It wouldn't be good if I had something wrong with me. ”

The person who came to deliver the message couldn't help but laugh and said: "What Aunt Jin said, who doesn't know that in fact, the master is still thinking about you in his heart, that Aunt Qian is just a little useful and cold, which is what is on the master's heart, but if you stick it with a hot face, you can't respond, but anyone will get tired of it, so it's still the heart of the master like you." ”

Jin Lian didn't say anything, but followed her and continued to walk forward, who can explain this kind of thing, saying that he is not good, but what flashes in his mind is all his good, affectionate, affectionate, as if he can only tolerate himself in his eyes, but when he thinks about these good times, his disregard for himself and those messy things wander in his mind again, and the whole person goes back and forth I don't know how many times he has been tortured, until he walked to the door, he stopped, took a deep breath and walked in.

Cheng Que, who entered the eyes, had long since lost his original demeanor at this time, but he definitely looked pale and embarrassed as if he had been beaten by someone, but the beautiful men were so weak that the women would only feel that they were even more unbearable, so Jin Lian quickly stepped forward and asked, "Master, what's the matter, can you ask the doctor to come and take a look?" ”

Cheng Que smiled weakly: "How can it be so delicate, it's just that it's a cold, and it will be fine in two days, speaking of which, I haven't let you come over in the past few days, but I'm just afraid that you will be infected, and it will be a crime for a person, and what to do will involve you." In the past two days, I have gained weight again, and the people who lack anything with the people under him say that the grievances I suffered for a while have to be made up. ”

Jin Lian's eyes were slightly sour, he used to be like this, he sent all the good things to her residence, which made the old lady very unhappy at that time, but she was grateful for his kindness to herself, so no matter how much trouble she received from the old lady and the lady, she couldn't say anything, she could grit her teeth and endure it. Because she had to be just a slave herself, the harsh criticism of her by the masters would definitely be much sadder than now, and it was a great joy that she could have such a life. Her mind was once again occupied by the past, and her eyes couldn't help but redden.

Cheng Que was amused when he saw it: "What are you doing here?" It's time to eat, why did you start dropping golden beans? I'm not going to die, why are you crying, but there is only such a caring person around me, only you treat me sincerely, and I have lived for so long before I understand, people are really stupid, so why can't I understand the simple and easy-to-understand truth? ”

The guilt in Jin Lian's heart became deeper and deeper, how could she say that she was not a good person herself, because she also had the desire to leave him far away? She sobbed and said: "I just remember the old days, at that time you were really good to me, give me all good things, for fear that I will be underestimated, but I am just a girl's identity, even if there are more gold and silver jewelry piled up, I can't change the poor sour energy on my body, if someone else would have put me aside, only you protect me everywhere, and help me bear the punishment of the old lady and wife, you are so good to me, but I don't know what to repay you." ”

Cheng Que pulled her to his side, hugged her and smiled: "Silly girl, what I gave you did not want you to repay me?" It's all I am willing to give you, you just take it, it's always been what you want me to do. Others see that I have a good life, who knows when I am sad, thanks to you by my side in the past few years, whether it is good or bad, there is no complaint, now I have figured it out, only you are the best person for me, I couldn't live with you before, you should be resentful in your heart, I have to make up for you, I can't afford to lose it, I am the only one by my side. ”

Jin Lian's heart swayed and kept her mind finally suppressed, she suddenly felt that she was really reluctant, and he was still such a gentle person, she was even more worthy of herself, once she was soft-hearted, there was no way to leave in this life, even so she couldn't control it, she just felt that the man in front of her had never really treated her badly, as long as she stayed by his side in peace. And what about that person...... Do you want him to keep waiting? In fact, she herself knew that he didn't want to wait any longer, and if he couldn't leave together this time, he might really give up on her and start over. She had to start re-examining her feelings for these two men.

"Alright, let's stop talking about it, now we're going to eat. The first two days were dull and tasteless, and I didn't want to eat anything, but now we all have to eat more. ”

Jin Lian responded in a low voice, lowered her head and began to eat seriously, her eyes looked hazy because of tears, she only felt that she was extremely wronged, and said softly: "Master, you have to believe me, I really didn't do those bastard things." ”

Cheng Que thought of that person, and suddenly pursed his lips and smiled: "I know, let's not talk about her, it's just a person who came in halfway, she is a human being, if you don't know each other, you can be her minion, who has the spare time to coax her." ”

Jin Lian was still a little uncomfortable in her heart, hearing that he still couldn't let go of his words, she still felt a little inexplicable more or less, she had already decided on something and then overturned it by herself in a short time, even she wanted to mock herself, but her shaken heart could no longer allow her to change it, so she could only accept it.

Qian Xiu didn't see Cheng Que again after that, and she felt more and more comfortable, she finally breathed a sigh of relief when she watched the guests coming and going, and finally stopped worrying about not being able to make money, even if Cheng Que gambled that he could cope with it, but recently I heard that Cheng Que was reading books and appreciating paintings at home all day long, but Jin Lian had come twice, although she didn't want to be so arrogant as she was at the beginning, the disdain and contempt in her eyes still made Qian Xiu look at it and couldn't help frowning.

Qian Xiu already knew her base, which was also heard from Wang Ting, she suddenly felt that people like them were really funny, all of them were not good people but they still looked down on each other, if they were taken out alone, none of them would be clean, and they didn't know where the confidence came from. But she didn't bother to bother with her, this woman wanted to put herself to death, I heard that Cheng Que was pampering her again, and there was no need to quarrel with her for the sake of a peaceful life in the future, not to mention that she also had a handle in her own hands, but if she dared to do something excessive, Qian Xiu would not give her half face, and she would definitely have to pay the price.

Qian Hao still comes to talk to her every day, although the father and daughter are not as enthusiastic as before, but they also tell her a lot of things that she doesn't know. It turned out that Qian Yun left for Yunnan in a hurry because Zhu Zhao was injured on the battlefield, and if he was not careful, he was only afraid of his life, so before leaving, he even asked people to invite a miracle doctor to go with him, and he heard the news from the little guy who loved to drink.

Qian Xiu couldn't help but sneer at that time: "It's not that I said, when Qian Yun comes back and knows, he will definitely not spare this person who is not strict-mouthed." She hates people now chewing her tongue behind her back, to say that that person is also confused, Qian Yun is rich, can't he live a good life if he serves her well? I really don't understand, because one or two glasses of wine have ruined my good life, but I really can't save the king and Lao Tzu. ”

After speaking, she looked at Qian Hao again, raised her eyebrows and asked, "In case your eldest daughter is widowed, aren't you worried?" You also owe it to her mother, and you can't live with her, if you really want to fall into this situation, don't blame me for laughing at that time. ”

Qian Hao just frowned and pondered for a while, didn't say anything, and sighed for a long time: "What do you know? I can't say anything about this kind of thing, I've been like an enemy with her for so many years, and I have long lost the affection that father and daughter should have, even if it gets to that point, it's just a proper comfort, if I take it too seriously, I don't need her to come to see me, I feel fake. From the day I couldn't see it, I didn't have her as a daughter in my eyes, and no one could control anyone with their own way of living, she hadn't heard what I said at the beginning, and she wouldn't necessarily listen to it in the future, so why bother? ”

Qian Xiu just pursed her lips and smiled and didn't say anything, this kind of thing is not her turn to say anything, not to mention how much she hates Qian Yun in her heart, of course she can't see them well, and she can't wait for her to collapse, so that the hatred in her heart can also dissipate some. No one can understand how tired her heart is, her own helplessness and the superiority of others, such a big contrast, even if she deliberately doesn't look at it, what can it be, it is always a big beam between each other.

Qian Hao is not good at saying anything, since then he has been with Qian Xiu and has been talking more about things when he was a child, the joy of taking care of himself, no matter how cold Qian Xiu is to him, he always tells himself in his heart that the person in front of him is his most beloved daughter, even if she says anything ugly, it is because she is disappointed in herself, and she is ashamed of their mother and daughter, sometimes he is thinking, if he was tougher and not pinched by his mother, would his family not become what it is today? This kind of lesson is too unforgettable, and if he could choose to start over, he would be able to get rid of this suffering.

In fact, he himself can't understand that those past ones are undoubtedly slapping his face, the sweeter and more painful it is, reminding his daughter over and over again that he will think about the unforgettable memories, which will only make her more resentful and disgusted with herself, because of this, he took risks, still thinking that he could rely on these memories to mobilize the softness of his daughter's heart, and wanted her to forgive herself. It's a pity that he thinks too simply, his daughter's focus has never changed, she has always cared about her little son, and asked her brother if he was born well and ate well? Although he was helpless, he had to answer seriously, it was better than having nothing to say between the two, he used to be the most talkative person in the entire Qian family, but now he is good, he has become the most untrustworthy person, and his heart is not sad and bitter.

He never knew that Qian Xiu was a very grudgeful child, and every time he asked about her grandmother and Zhang, he always looked indignant, as if they were all responsible for becoming like this in this life. He didn't know what to tell her, although Zhang's was not pleasing to him, but his mother was the only person he couldn't refuse, not to mention that he had been growing up with her and had never learned what rejection was, but he would try to do so for his daughter.

A long time passed like this, and people's days seemed to be muddy, without a little surprise.

Suddenly, one day, Qian Xiu saw Qian Hao's brows furrowed tightly, and he didn't know why he sank his face, and asked, "What's wrong?" But what's going on? ”

Qian Hao smiled and said, "Isn't it?" The six princes pacified the rebellion in Yunnan, and this time the emperor wanted to come and reward everyone, and Qian Yun's good days were not far away. ”

Qian Xiu said disappreciably: "Isn't this a good thing? In the future, you can also follow Feihuang Tengda, after all, it is your own daughter, and the six princes are not the kind of people who are ignorant, even a little face has to be taken into account, and when the time comes, you can enjoy the glory and wealth of the good life from now on, what else do you have to be wronged. ”

Qian Hao shook his head helplessly: "At the beginning, I thought that the six princes were not mortals, I really wanted you to marry him, but I couldn't resist the big ideas of others, so I took a fancy to Qian Yun, and lost this opportunity by mistake, even if I have the ability now?" Qian Yun's eyes can't hold me, and I don't expect any light, so what's so happy and sad? It's just eating me and drinking my wine as usual. I don't have anything in my hands now, let alone any identity to ask for any benefits in front of others. However, there is a person who has a good reputation to rely on in the future, and even the grandfather of the sixth prince has been transferred to a good position. Still don't talk about this, in the future, I still see if Qian Yun has a conscience, if she hates me as a father to death, then there is nothing to hope for, it is better to hope for you, I can get what I can give you, and I will go down to see your mother in the future, and I will not even be able to open my mouth. ”

Qian Xiu smiled coldly, turned his head to look away, their family had already regarded each other as enemies, and even sitting down to talk and eat a meal was extravagant, not to mention chasing after each other, wanting to find out the good of others? It's a pity, is an identity like her really helpless against Qian Yun? So what about her hatred? She really didn't know what to do, and it was absolutely impossible for her to give up on the idea.

This day was the longest day that their father and daughter had sat together, but the increasing indifference made the atmosphere between each other even more condensed, and they were just thoughtful.

Qian Hao thought of his mother's ecstatic face, and the sorrow in his heart came up one after another, Qian Yun didn't take the embarrassment he had given her to heart, and he opened and closed his mouth to be my good granddaughter, my son, Qian Hao didn't know how to talk to her so as not to pour this basin of cold water on her head, it was really too embarrassing.

still remembered what his mother said, he couldn't help but hold his forehead and sigh, Qian Yun hated himself as a father, how could he go to the door and talk to her? If he really wants to push it away, let his mother ask for another master.