Chapter 176: The Pain of Losing a Child

It seems that after a lifetime, the whole person seems to be too empty, wandering, but there is a dazzling ray of sunlight in Su Dai's eyes that he opened with great difficulty, hazy, what comes into view seems to be the familiar furnishings of Weiyang Palace, as far as the eye can see, it is blurred, the scorching sunlight is spilling into the house through the carved window, and the room is full of layers of dazzling colors like porcelain. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

His head was groggy, as if he had been trampled by thousands of horses, and soreness and fatigue were intertwined.

She's alive? The bottom of my heart slowly came to this realization, but there was no joy born, if she was still alive, the child ......

She didn't dare to imagine, a huge panic slowly rose in her heart, she wanted to open her mouth to shout, but there seemed to be thousands of blades gently cutting deep in her throat, and even breathing was extremely difficult.

She lay on the bed, a pair of eyes gradually saw all the furnishings, she trembled her hand to touch her lower abdomen, the tentacles were flat, suddenly a fishy sweetness from the chest up can not be stopped, she coughed violently twice, her lips were as red as if she had wiped a lipstick, and the red blood slipped down the corners of her mouth, but she had already ignored it, the despair in her heart enveloped her like an abyss, her eyes dried up and couldn't shed tears, but she opened them and looked at the ginger yellow curtains.

The door was gently pushed open, and footsteps approached.

"Saihan, this girl, why don't you close the curtain well, the sunlight is dazzling." Zheyan put the red lacquer tray in his hand on the yellow rosewood round table, complained in a low voice, and said, wanting to step forward and put down the curtain, and when he turned around, he happened to meet a pair of eyes.

She shouted happily: "Niang Niang is awake." After speaking, he walked out of the door and shouted loudly: "Niangniang is awake, go and inform Your Majesty." ”

Suddenly, Hua Qing's joyful laughter came from outside: "I'll go now." ”

Saihan ran straight into the house through the gap beside Zheyan, and trotted all the way to Su Dai's bed, his eyes seemed to be moistened, and his voice was full of joy: "Niangniang, you are finally awake." ”

Su Dai slowly turned his face to look at her, and the first thing he said was, "What about the child?" ”

The joy on Saihan's face suddenly became like a thin layer of ice, shattered, she didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at Su Dai, her eyes dodged, and she said hesitantly: "Six...... The six princes are sleeping now, and they are being taken by the nurse. ”

Is the child okay? Su Dai didn't look at Saihan's expression carefully, but was overwhelmed by her words, and she was about to sit up with her body bold, and muttered incessantly: "Quick, help me to take a look." ”

Zhi Yan, who had been standing aside, hurriedly stepped forward to stop her, "Niangniang can't move now, it's in the confinement that the wind can't blow, and Niangniang is weak now, and she can't get out of bed." ”

"Then bring him." Su Dai can't take care of anything now, and this is the only thing on his mind.

Zheyan and Saihan glanced at each other and were silent for a moment before hearing Zheyan smile and say: "The sixth prince has already slept, if the mother is not, wait for him to wake up, and then let the nurse carry him over." ”

Su Dai suddenly lowered his eyes in disappointment, and then raised his eyes to look at Zhenyan, his eyes were full of expectation: "I'll just look at him, just one look, okay?" ”

Zhen Yan hesitated for a moment before nodding and saying, "That's good." ”

Su Dai was suddenly overjoyed, his face was full of smiles, and his originally haggard face was a little ruddy.

Zhenyan pulled Saihan over, stared at her with his eyes, and said in a low voice: "Go and let the nurse carry the six princes over." ”

Saihan raised his eyes and quickly glanced at Su Dai, then nodded again and said, "Okay, I'll be back soon." ”

After Saihan left, Zhen Yan picked up the porcelain bowl on the yellow rosewood round table and said softly: "Niangniang, it's time to take medicine." ”

"What kind of medicine is this?" The bitter smell on her face suddenly made her frown.

"Niangniang's body is weak after giving birth, and her vitality is hurt, this is a decoction to replenish the body." The corners of his lips pulled out a little smile, and he said softly.

took the decoction and poured it in, and in an instant, the bitterness filled the entire mouth, and when he saw this, he hurriedly served a bowl of red date soup, which was sweet and diluted the bitterness in his mouth, making people feel good.

Since she knew that the child was fine, she couldn't take care of anything in her heart, and she was full of joy as a first-time mother.

But wasn't it dangerous? Why is it that the mother and child are safe again?

Thinking of this, she took Zheyan's hand and asked eagerly: "What was the situation later, not that it was dangerous, and only one could be guaranteed?" Why is it bad again? ”

Zhen Yan tucked the quilt for her, and said with a soft smile: "Female Doctor Yao and Wen Po can't help it, but Fu Tai Doctor suddenly thought of a way, he asked Wen Po to massage Niangniang's belly to stimulate the child in the womb, but I didn't expect it to really work, and then Niangniang's palace mouth was opened, and the mother and son were safe." ”

"Is there anything wrong with that kid?" She breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, but after thinking about whether the amniotic water would have an impact on the child after breaking for a long time, she asked anxiously.

Zhen Yan smiled slightly, comforted her, and said, "The sixth prince is fine, he is in good spirits." After a pause, he said: "It's just that the mother has been asleep since she gave birth, and it has been half a month, and the sixth prince has always been carried by the nurse." ”

"So I slept for so long." Su Dai muttered in a low voice, "It's okay if the child is fine, it's okay if it's okay." ”

The waiting time is always long, and Su Dai felt in a trance that after a lifetime, he couldn't wait for Saihan to come back.

"Why haven't you come back after so long?" She muttered vaguely.

Zhen Yan smiled and said: "Saihan has only been out for less than a cup of tea, and Niangniang is already looking forward to it." ”

At this moment, there was a sound of footsteps outside the hall, and Saihan's voice was heard in the distance.

came, and the joy in Su Dai's heart became more and more prosperous.

I saw a nurse holding swaddling clothes slowly walking into the outer room, about thirty years old.

"Huang'er, Huang'er's ......" Su Dai couldn't stop chattering, the nurse first looked at Zhenyan, and then slowly sat down next to Su Dai's bed with the child, Su Dai's eyes were full of love, and he reached out to hug the child, but was stopped by Zhenyan, "Niangniang's body is still weak, so don't hug the six princes first." ”

Su Dai reluctantly withdrew his hand, "Your Majesty can name him?" ”

"Up, the single word is called, which is intended to be like the sky's spirit and mind." Zheyan said with a smile.

"Min'er, the sky." Su Dai muttered, "From now on, you will be called Min'er." Saying that, he smiled and went to tease the sleeping baby in the nurse's arms, she fell asleep for half a month, and even missed half a month of his growth, Min'er's eyebrows are not like newborn babies, but chubby, very cute.

"How did he get so fat?" Su Dai took Min'er's little hand, and his heart was overflowing with satisfaction and joy.

Zhen Yan smiled and said, "The sixth prince is healthy like this." ”

"Let me hug him, I won't fall on him." Su Dai raised his eyes and whispered a prayer for a face.

Zhen Yan pursed her lips and said hesitantly: "Nurse be careful." ”

When Su Dai heard this, she immediately went to hug the child happily, the child in the swaddling clothes was sleeping soundly, she carefully hugged the child, she should be full of satisfaction and joy, but she always felt empty, as if something was wrong.

She suddenly raised her eyes to look at Zhenyan, her eyes were full of horror: "This is not my child!" ”

Zhenyan's whole body suddenly stiffened, and even the smile on the corner of his lips condensed on his face, and after a while, he coughed lightly and said: "Niangniang is happy and confused, this is the sixth prince born to Niangniang." ”

"No, he's not! I can feel it, he's not my child! I'm ten months pregnant, it's not him, it's not him! The look on Su Dai's face was almost crazy, and he kept repeating these words.

Seeing this, he hurriedly asked the nurse to hold the child and retreat.

After the nurse retreated, Zhenyan said: "The mother is still sick, and she can't feel anything." ”

Su Dai raised his eyes sharply and stared at her: "You lied to me!" Where exactly did my child go? As she spoke, her eyes turned to Saihan standing in front of the screen, "Saihan, you won't lie to me, you say, where did the child go?" ”

In fact, when she pressed Saihan, a huge panic had already filled her heart, she was afraid that the answer that Saihan said would make her unbearable, but she wanted to know the answer in her heart.

It just needs Saihan's affirmation.

Since she was a child, Saihan didn't dare to lie in front of her, because she couldn't lie and could always be seen through by herself at a glance, but she just ignored Saihan's extremely abnormal appearance.

Saihan was frightened by her eyes, but lowered his head and did not speak, sobbing in a low voice.

"The baby is gone, isn't it?" She asked this sentence in a trembling voice, only to feel that she had exhausted all her strength.

Zhen Yan pursed her lips and didn't speak, only to hear her ask again, "Is it!" ”

Her eyes were tightly locked on her face, and when she saw her bow slightly, her heart suddenly seemed to be split in half by a sharp sword, why! Why, exactly! He had promised her to keep the baby! Why was she the one who survived in the end!

She gritted her teeth tightly, as if she had taken a sip of ice water, sour and cold, and suddenly a fishy sweetness gushed out of her throat, she coughed violently, a rust-like taste spread in her mouth, and red blood spurted out, like a red and bright moon on top of the brocade quilt.

Seeing this, Zhen Yan hurriedly stepped forward to support her, but was pushed away by Su Dai, staggered two steps and sat on the ground.

"Get out of here!" She tore her throat and scolded sharply, her eyes looked at the two of them, her eyes were full of disbelief, "In vain I believe you so much, you actually colluded to deceive me!" ”

Saihan cried and threw himself at the foot of the bed: "Niangniang, Niangniang, you beat the slave maid, as long as you don't get angry with the slave and the maid." ”

"Who the hell is that kid?" She asked, staring straight at Saihan.

Zhen Yan knelt on the ground, lowered his head and said: "The child is the fifth prince born by Ling Shunyi, Your Majesty is afraid that Niangniang will wake up and know that the child is gone, and he will be too sad, so he will hold the five princes to Niangniang to raise, and only declare that the five princes born of Lingshunyi died of a serious illness." ”

Good! Good! Good! What a stealing beam for pillar! Su Dai's heart was panicked, her heart was full of fanatical heartbreak, but her eyes were dry and she couldn't shed tears, her hands were clutching the brocade quilt under her, "Rong Bingye!" I want to see him! As he spoke, he lifted the brocade quilt and was about to get out of bed, when Zhiyan and Saihan panicked and hurriedly stepped forward to hold Su Dai.

"Niangniang is now in confinement and can't get out of bed."

"I want to see him! said okay to protect the child, why did I live alone in the end! She shouted hoarsely.

Zhen Yan leaned over and hugged Su Dai to prevent her from moving, and turned his eyes to Saihan, who was already at a loss, and shouted, "Go and ask Your Majesty." "Didn't Hua Qing inform His Majesty just now, why hasn't she come yet, if she doesn't come again, she won't be able to control her mother.

Saihan ran out in a panic, and was about to leave the palace gate of Weiyang Palace, when he saw the holy car coming, she trotted all the way, ran to the front of the holy car, and couldn't care much about it, and hurriedly said: "Your Majesty, go and talk to Niangniang, Niangniang is sad and confused, and she can't persuade her." ”

When Rong Bingye heard this, he hurriedly asked people to stop driving and walked quickly to Weiyang Palace.

As soon as I walked through the courtyard, I heard her screams from the main hall.

He hurriedly walked into the hall, but saw that Su Dai had already gotten out of bed and was standing in front of the table, and he hugged her tightly to prevent her from leaving, and as soon as he stepped into the house, a pink porcelain vase slammed at his feet.

As soon as she saw him come in, she looked excited and wanted to go to him.

Rong Bingye hurriedly stepped forward to carry her on his shoulder, let her beat her on his back, walked to the bed and put her on the bed, and when he saw this, he hurriedly stepped forward to cover Su Dai with a quilt.

"You lied to me! You clearly said that you would protect the child! Su Dai said excitedly.

Rong Bingye looked at Zheyan, only to see Zheyan bowing his head and saying, "Niangniang can see it, why don't you recognize the fifth prince." ”

Rong Bingye sighed, waved his hand and said, "You go down first." ”

Zhenyan lowered his body, turned around and walked out, and closed the door when he went out.

"You obviously promised me to protect the child, why did you lie to me?"

"The child couldn't be saved for a long time, and the amniotic water broke for too long, Fu Xi said that it was because the child couldn't do it at the beginning, so there were no contractions." He sat in front of the bed and looked at her with a serious expression, for fear that she would be too sad.

Su Dai muttered, "Not in the first place? ”

"Yes, so when you asked me to protect the child, the child was gone." He let out a deep sigh and took her into his arms.

She grabbed his clothes with both hands: "Impossible, before giving birth, when Dr. Chen diagnosed Ping'an's pulse, he said that everything was normal, why was it suddenly gone!" ”

Rong Bingye pursed his thin lips and hesitated for a while, but decided to tell her: "Fu Xi suspects that someone has done something in what you ate before giving birth, but the bowl you ate at that time had already been washed, and I couldn't find anything. His eyes were full of fierceness, and even the hand holding her unconsciously became stronger.

Like a slap in the face, Su Dai was stunned, was there something wrong with the bowl of noodles she ate before giving birth? Did she kill the child with her own hands?

"Did I kill the child?" Her whole body seemed to be enchanted, and she kept repeating this sentence in her mouth.

Rong Bingye's eyes were full of distress, he raised her face, looked at her eyes and said: "It's not your fault, it's the person behind the scenes, when I find him out, he will definitely be broken into pieces!" ”