Chapter 210
Although Ah Liang and Tong Ying decided to live in the shop, they still went home first when the sun set, Sister Ah has been worried at home, for fear that the misunderstanding between the two of them will become deeper and deeper, and it will be really bad if the good marriage is so scattered, so they can make Sister Ah feel at ease. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Shopkeeper Tong was sad and happy this day, and when he heard that they were going back, he didn't say anything, just waved his hand. At this time, the brilliance of the sunset is all over the world, just like what he and Ah Huan saw at the beginning, it is very beautiful and makes people in it, even his thoughts are frozen in the past period of time, he always feels as if he is back to his youth, Ah Huan's delicate laughter is still in his ears, she poked his cheek and said with a smile: "This kind of beauty still has a face, as if someone really owes you, it's done, it's almost there, no one is waiting to see you like this." Success or failure is decided by God, which round will be our decision? Don't torture yourself too much, even if it's a hard life, I'm very happy, as long as I can be by your side. ”
He finally understands now that he is actually strong and does not give up killing Ah Huan, if his pace can be slower, Ah Huan will not have to take the job, and the self-blame in his heart is even more difficult to dissolve at this time, the smile on his face finally can't hold it anymore, and he becomes sad and sad. Because he has his daughter by his side, he can't show his emotions, and now he is alone here, even if he is crying, no one knows.
It's easy to think about things when a person has been for a longer time, maybe Ah Ying and them come over to accompany him, so that his idea of wanting to live can be deeper, because he doesn't know when he will have the idea of going out underground to accompany Ah Huan, he is really too tired alone, there is no way, so he can only let himself think back to the past, but he suddenly found that the more he thinks, the easier it is to wear out his desire to live, which is probably the most helpless thing in life.
Zhen Niang's thick eyebrows were tightly locked in the past two days, and the famous matchmaker in Mengcheng came to help talk about the two relatives, but she didn't have the heart to think about it. This younger brother of mine makes himself feel unfinished, and his life is not good, so how can she marry with peace of mind? Since she promised her father and mother to take good care of him, she can't watch him do foolish things. Seeing that he went to the shop in the past two days, he thought that he should make amends with the Tong family? I don't know if I can talk to such bastard things, so don't annoy others. It's just that no one has come back at this point, so could it be that they stayed in the shop to eat? Or is it completely yellow? Coming home without a face? Her heart followed up and down, and her eyes looked out anxiously.
finally saw two people coming one after the other, and as if it was her eyes, she rubbed it vigorously, and then she saw that it was definitely those two people, and the smile on her face suddenly couldn't be stopped, and she hurriedly ran up and smiled: "You guys...... This is...... That's good, hurry up and enter the house, I don't have much heart to cook when you make up for it, now that our family is finally reunited, I also have the strength, so I'll cook your favorite meal for you. If you want me to say, it should be like this, you two live a good life, no matter what kind of difficulties you encounter in the future, you can't get over? Don't be noisy, it's so hurtful and angry, don't you say?"
Ah Liang glanced back at Ah Ying, who was blushing with shame, smiled helplessly, and said softly: "Sister, don't talk about the past, who doesn't have a stupid and ignorant time?" I know it's wrong, and if you don't play anymore, I'm really scared of my face. Speaking of which, sister, it's me who can't live with you, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have to delay until now, you don't have to worry about the two of us, the most important thing now is to think about your own life's events, don't delay, if there is a good one, don't miss it. Tong Ying and I plan to live in the shop in the past two days, and you can also have time to think about your own affairs. ”
Zhenniang opened her mouth, lowered her head and smiled, too, he already has his own family, she should rest assured, this child has grown up after all, so what else is there to worry about? As long as they live their lives well, nothing will happen. After all, his mind has been on his younger brother for so many years, but he has ignored his own affairs, but only now has she discovered that no matter how much she cares about her things, she can't change this habit quickly. She smiled self-deprecatingly: "That's good, you two live a good life, and I can rest assured." Time flies really fast, it's only been a long time, and you've already started a family. When will there be a child in our family, I will be worthy of my father and mother in my life, and I can explain it to my father and mother. ”
Ah Liang glanced at Ah Ying, who hung his head shyly, pursed his lips and smiled: "Don't worry about things sooner or later, Sister, I'm thinking about whether to let my father-in-law help you see each other, I always feel that it's unreliable to use matchmakers, they all use people's money to do things, they must say that the sky is falling, just picking up the good ones, but they are bad, but they have hidden them, if you can't find out in your life, then you can only cry and say that you are blind, what do you do with this kind of thing that outweighs the loss?" Is that right? My father-in-law always knows countless people, and I will be able to choose a real one if I want to come. ”
Tong Ying also nodded again and again: "What Ah Liang said is, Sister, my father is very accurate, you might as well let him help you choose two first, if you don't like it, let's talk about it?" ”
Zhen Niang's face turned red, she didn't have any good ideas at this time, she could only nod her head and answer, no matter how big the stormy waves, one day she would still return to the ordinary, so this is the life that people should live, quietly waiting and guarding.
But said that Deng Yuancai had to return to Jinzhou City, watching him leave the place that had not changed for a long time, a sigh surged in his heart, the city is still the same city, but with the change of time, the people inside have long been different, if there was not so much trouble. If time could be turned back, he would rather all of them be trapped in it and not come out, so that he could be with the obsession and regret in his heart for a long time, instead of looking at it like he is now, which can only arouse the sadness in his heart.
The people in the house were already waiting at the door, and he had no choice but to follow back, and asked casually, "Is the house okay?" ”
The man was sincere, and he didn't hide it and said: "If you go back to the young master, the family is still good, but the young lady has not been in good health for the past two days, and she has been drinking medicine for a few days and is not getting better. ”
Deng Yuancai's heart moved slightly, thinking of the face that Qian Yun imagined, a complicated thought flashed in his heart, he didn't know how to be good to this woman, in fact, he didn't necessarily like her, but because there was another person in his heart, so he couldn't spare more time to care about another person, and now when he heard that she was sick, the guilt in his heart became deeper and deeper. Even he didn't know how hurried his steps were, thinking that during his absence, she must have suffered a lot of trouble from her mother? Otherwise, I won't make my condition worse.
When he really got home, he rushed directly to the courtyard of the two without saying a word, and before he entered the house, he heard a heart-rending cough, he just wanted to step in, only to hear a burst of exclamations from the girl: "Miss, you want to open some, even if you don't have your uncle, you can't trample on your body like this, you still have a little son, he can't leave your side, why don't you say it when you cough up blood?" I know you're sick of the heart, and you're thinking about your uncle......"
Deng Yuancai's face suddenly became anxious and embarrassed, he just wanted to go in, but he heard her laugh self-deprecatingly: "What am I worth?" It's just a stand-in, and it's a useless person, so who cares about that? I don't even want to think about it myself, it's so sad. You're right, I just couldn't think about it in the first place, so I practiced my body like this. I regret it now, but I don't know if there is a chance to let the doctor come again, I have to grit my teeth and live for the sake of my children. I can't delay any longer, and I'll never care about that person in the future. ”
Deng Yuancai's heart seemed to have been knocked with a stick, and he couldn't recover from the pain, he didn't know how he walked in, and when he saw the bloodless face, there were still scarlet blood stains on the handkerchief, he felt that his throat was blocked and there was no way to make a sound. But when he met his gaze again, his heart still shrank tremblingly, and it took a long time to find his voice: "Don't you go to the doctor yet?" What are you doing here? Do you hear me? And you, why do you have such a serious illness and let yourself endure it? Why don't you go to the doctor, who are you trying to upset by doing this? Do you just want me to feel guilty about following you? ”
She closed her eyes, in fact, she didn't have any strength now, this cough made her use up all her strength, she didn't want to speak but had to deal with him, so she had to say: "Don't be like this, what am I in your eyes?" I'm nothing, so what does it matter if I'm sick or not? You shouldn't come to me, you should go to see Madame first, they are, they are busy with things, I, a waste, will not join in the fun. Since you are back, I want to beg you to talk to Madame and let me see my son, I haven't seen him for almost half a month, and I don't want him to forget me as a mother. ”
Deng Yuancai opened his mouth, and finally said helplessly: "We are a family, why do you have to tell so clearly?" Just have something to say to them. ”
The mocking smile on her face was even stronger, but as soon as she moved, she touched the sadness in her throat, and there was an earth-shattering cough, and it took a long time before she spoke: "You don't stay at home at all, and you say everything so lightly, I don't like your mother, don't you know?" I don't ask for anything now, I don't think your family wants my daughter from a humble family, I don't want anything else, I just want to stay with my son, you are still young, there are so many people who want to marry you, and you are not a difficult heir, so you are kind and let us leave. Just because you pity me and let me live for two more years, I am really grateful. ”
Deng Yuancai stroked his forehead and said sadly: "This is what you want to say?" I know I'm sorry for you, I neglected you, but I don't want you to leave, you say I'm selfish or shameless, there is no one around me anymore, so I can only trap you by my side and accompany me. I don't want to be alone anymore, and I don't want to lose again, so don't leave me, okay? There's no one else between us, so it's okay to be okay like that? Just when I begged you. ”
She suddenly burst out laughing, tears suddenly welling up on her face, and she smiled desperately: "That's why you? You're so real, what do you want me to say about you? You are indeed very selfish and shameless, what do you think of me? Deng Yuancai, I have asked myself in my life that I am sorry for you, but why did you let me suffer such treatment? Do you think that's fair to me? I never thought of interfering with you and Miss Qian, because it didn't do me any good, I feel very wronged now, if I had known that this was the case, I would not have come to you even if I died, I promise. You are a complete liar, you make me fall in love with you, but you tease me like this, and you still want me to die for you, do you think there is such a good thing in the world? I'm telling you, don't dream, I'm not going to let you do it. If you have a bad conscience, give me back my child, and I promise to take him away from you and never bother you again, is that okay? I really have nothing left, I only have one child left, I just ask you to give us a way to live, I appreciate your kindness. ”
Deng Yuancai's hands hanging by his side clenched into fists, gritted his teeth and said: "No, don't say these things, I can't do anything for you to do, I won't waver, so let's stop here." ”
Xiao Wan shook her head, turned around and lay down, didn't look at him, and said weakly: "Then just like that, you go out, I don't want to talk to you." ”
Deng Yuancai looked at her thin and depressed back, and suddenly felt a pain in his heart and said: "Then you take care of it first, I will come back to accompany you after I have seen my father and mother, and I will bring the child over." I know you hate me in your heart, but please don't go against your body for the sake of this child, let alone wronged yourself, you have to live to show me, let me know that my choice is a mistake, let me know that sooner or later I will regret it. ”
But he didn't want to say it true, his heart didn't know when it had been occupied by this woman, it was he who paralyzed himself and didn't admit it, and in the end he had to suffer even more, sometimes he thought that this was his retribution, God was deliberately playing tricks on him, so that he just enjoyed a few years of worry-free life and then all made him miserable and couldn't stand up straight.
Deng Yuancai glanced at her deeply, then turned to leave, looking at the depressed scenery outside as if it was his own heart, I don't know why he suddenly felt that even the whole sky had become gray, and sometimes he was asking himself, is it useless to do this? Even if that woman eventually returns to herself, her heart is no longer her own, so what's the use? With such a person by your side, remind yourself again and again, what a big joke this is?
When Mrs. Deng heard him come back again, the whole person was in good spirits, she looked at her daughter and said: "This time it's absolutely right that you can't let this bastard run away as he wants, he must leave me at home, and I don't ask him for anything else, even if he is seen by others?" It's better than being someone else's target and a substitute for the dead in those battles, their lives are their lives, isn't my son's life worthless? I can't let them do this, so this time I'm going to keep him on a leash and see where he goes. are all fathers, and they haven't been serious all day long, and they still expect him to teach their children well in the future? ”
Deng Yuanyao listened to her mother's words, just smiled helplessly, and didn't say anything, time flies really fast, how long has it been, she is finally getting married, everything that has happened is like a dream, making people live in the clouds, her single-minded friend, in the end, she just played with her like a fool, but after hurting her again, why did she feel bad in her heart? What is the rationale for this? She finally understood that she still couldn't forget Qian Xiu's friend, it wasn't that she hadn't seen her, thinking about how good two people she was before, but Qian Xiu is now a concubine, and her heart is more uncomfortable than anyone else.
She couldn't say these words after all, because no one could understand, and now even Qian Xiu wouldn't believe that she really sympathized with her? If none of this had happened, how nice would it be to be able to go back to the way it was before? Sometimes she was really scared of growing up, because every year she grew up, she felt that her memories were tired, and it was really not a happy thing.
She hasn't seen her eldest brother for a long time, and she doesn't know if he's doing well outside, in fact, she still resents her eldest brother after all, in such a difficult situation, if the eldest brother can finally be with Qian Xiu, maybe things won't become so difficult to clean up, and it won't make her and Qian Xiu get out of touch with each other. In fact, the saddest thing in the world is to turn against your former good sisters.
When Mrs. Deng saw Deng Yuancai staggering in again, she looked puzzled, and hurriedly walked up to support his shoulder and said, "What's the matter?" is good, why don't you have the spirit to be like this? But what grievances did you suffer outside? I've told you many times that it's good to take it with you at home, so why don't you obey? ”
Deng Yuancai shook his head and asked, "Mother, why don't you let her see the child?" She's obviously sick, and you're ignoring her mood so much that it's aggravating her condition. ”
Mrs. Wait's face was full of expression: "Are you questioning me?" How? Chewing on your tongue so soon? I really underestimated her, I thought she was a docile and knowledgeable person, but unfortunately she was also a person who liked to tell the truth. Who knows what kind of illness she has, and what if it affects my little grandson? It's a shame that you don't tell me about her when you come back. Let's tell my mother a good story, how have you been out for so long? I saw that you had lost weight, did you suffer any grievances? Don't hide it from me, I just said to Yuan Yao, when you come back this time, I said that I won't let you go at anything, nothing is better than at home, I can't see you being wronged outside. ”
Deng Yuancai shook his head and said: "Mother, you treat her well, follow me for so long, I am already ashamed of her, you are treating her like this, she must be very uncomfortable." ”
Mrs. Deng's eyes widened, full of anger: "You bastard, don't you understand what I'm talking to you?" Why do you have to mention her? You have to let me lose your temper before you are willing, right? ”
Deng Yuancai lowered his head and didn't speak, but it was clear that he was wronged for his wife again, so that Mrs. Deng had nothing to say, so she had to wave her hand and said: "That's it, you go to see your son first, you haven't seen him for so long, it's okay, it's good to stay by his side for a long time in the future, so that everyone will be happy." ”
Deng Yuancai didn't stay long and turned to look at his son, he walked in, just when the child woke up, he looked at him with two big eyes, and suddenly smiled, this child seems to be more like himself, but in fact, he is more with his mother's benefits, and he may be a beautiful man who will make many women fascinated in the future.
He carefully held the child in his arms, his heart was touched for some reason, and he was softly clinging to his heart, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook up a smile, lowered his head and kissed his son's forehead, and said softly: "Let's go, let's go to see your mother, she misses you at this time, and now she is very sick, you can hope that her illness will be better." Your mother has suffered so much sadness when she gave birth to you, you must be filial in the future, otherwise your father and I will not be able to spare you. As he spoke, he was about to carry the child away, but the grandmother would not let him, and he kicked it in anger, and the painful old woman fell to the ground and convulsed heartbreakingly.
Mrs. Deng heard the noise, came in from outside, looked at the situation in front of her, and suddenly became angry, and said in a deep voice: "No, I don't allow you to report the child over, what if you are sick?" Don't mess around, why are you such a bastard? ”
Deng Yuancai said in a deep voice: "Mother, this time my son really can't stand you, no matter what you think about your son, but this child must be taken by his mother, I am not by your side You still think so, let alone him?" Don't embarrass him, they are not easy people. ”