(Just got home, there's a chapter after 0:00) "This is the book you usually read?" "I saw a copy of "A Thousand Autumns and an Inch of Heart" on the bedside table, this kind of book is really quite niche, only people who are more interested in literature and research will dive into reading it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"This is what Lao Yue recommended to me recently, and the poetry is coming, and I look at it very interesting, so I put it next to my pillow as a bedtime reading."

"Bedtime reading, not bad, this is Mr. Zhou Ruchang's book on poetry, or when I was in high school, our homeroom teacher highly recommended it, this look only to know the depth of Mr. Zhou Ruchang's literary skills." As for the verses in it, I almost forgot it, "It's this sentence that the clouds and the sky are far away, and I still remember the eternal night and the moon are lonely." ”

I flipped through the book casually, but Yan Yuer grabbed my hand.

"You, it's so strange, you were still doing dirty things a few minutes ago, but now you are pretending to be like a saint, talking about poetry by yourself, not allowed to read books, not allowed to play with mobile phones, accompany me well, your time by my side is too little and too little." Yan Yu'er sighed softly, the green silk was like her sorrow, falling on my nose like a dream, this post-saint Buddha is indeed true.

When I look at Yan Yu'er's Jade Rabbit now, I can fully appreciate it from an artistic point of view, the curves are like impressionist masterpieces, and the dim light shining through the gaps in the curtains at three o'clock in the afternoon swims in the light gauzy haze.

So I also thought with bad taste, those gods who painted paintings with pure hearts and few desires, did they clean themselves and take care of themselves, or did they have empty eyes after being released?

"Okay, that's what I see, curious."

Yan Yu'er took my hand and gently placed it on her crisp breasts, "To be reasonable, shouldn't you be more curious about this part?" ”

"Okay, Yu'er, I really haven't reacted now, don't waste your efforts, even if you want to recover, you have to have a buffer period of more than ten minutes..."

Wait, I seem to have said something out of my mouth, Yan Yu'er raised her eyebrows, "Ten minutes, right?" Then I'll wait for you for ten minutes? Hee-hee. ”

"Yu'er, I didn't mean that, I'm this..."

"Don't you mean that if you don't go in, everything will be fine, and it doesn't matter where your little brother goes wild?" Yan Yu'er's body trembled when she said this, and the whole slightly warm atmosphere, like a broken mirror, all reflected my panic.

"How can I say it so blatantly from your mouth that I feel like I'm so perverted?"

"You are a pervert and shameless, I put you on what kind of saint and gentleman, while you can't give up my gentleness, and on the other hand, you don't dare to accept it, dragging mud and water, and saying that as long as you don't go in, the sin of groping on me can be ignored. You are a typical scumbag logic! Yan Yu'er was so beautiful that I couldn't refute it at all, so I could only look at her lips moving lightly, "It's indeed scumbag logic, Yu'er." After I said this, I began to fall silent.

"Actually, your soul has already gone to hell, and you still think you are wandering on the road from heaven to hell? There is no way to redeem your current behavior, do you think there is any difference between cumming on my stockings and being inside me? Yan Yu'er snorted coldly.

"Jiang Ye, indeed, I seduced you at the beginning, I admit that this is my problem, but you didn't refuse, you also said you liked it, you didn't think about it at all, how happy I was at the time, I wanted to stuff everything I had to you, but you don't, you'd rather jerk off to ** than do something like that, but you obviously like to touch any part of my body, and you are so comfortable enjoying all my gentleness."

I still can't refute, "Yu'er, you're right, these are all my faults, I know that I can't be wrong again and again, but now I am a lost lamb, I have no way to solve it, I have no way to say that I don't like you with my conscience, and I have no way to give up Su Rong and Qin Wan for you." ”

"So you're an indecisive, incomparably stinky rascal, like a self-righteous male dog in estrus who can't stand it, and I'm a cheap cousin, using my body as bait, seducing a man who obviously has a family to cheat, hee-hee, cousin with dog, forever?" Yan Yu'er pressed the weight of her body on my body again.

"You're still laughing, and you're talking about yourself?" When Yan Yuer said this, I inexplicably felt like a scumbag to a certain level, An Chao, I, Lao Wu, I stepped on the horse and thought, aren't we scum three brothers? ? And one is more than a scum, but on the surface, in addition to me, An Chao and Lao Wu are both recognized high-quality objects, especially my Angkor.

Now, it seems that I still have time to rein in the precipice, my heart is like a landslide and tsunami, I am looking at myself over and over again, because of my indecision, I almost buried everything in Yan Yuer!

Thinking about it carefully, Yan Yuer and I seem to be really crazy to cross the border, even if I don't enter, what kind of bastard logic am I stepping on?

Isn't this the same as wearing a condom and not being strong? It's all an extremely irresponsible excuse made up for yourself!

"I'm talking frivolously, scolding myself no matter how much I say, as long as I can be with you, it's good, anyway, it's enough to listen to the heartbeat of a man I like, didn't Louis XIV say, I am glorious and rich in front of me, no matter how much the flood is raging after death, I have enjoyed it, I have loved it, and I don't care what kind of woman it will become when it is burned to ashes in the future."

"So don't say it, Yan Yu'er, I can't let you burn to ashes like this, I can't do it, I never thought that you were just a woman at your fingertips, I was really too young before, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, my arrogance and arrogance, and the second level of self-confidence standing in the clouds almost ruined me, and almost ruined you, I don't deserve you like this." The sentence I like to use the most now is what I can do in the night.

Yes, how can I gallop on Yan Yuer's beautiful flowers?

To vent my desires in such a dirty way, to comfort myself that I have not broken through the last layer of defense, when I come to my senses, is simply ridiculous.

I got out of Yan Yu'er's bed, I gently broke away from Yan Yu'er's hand and helped her cover the quilt.

"Jiang Ye? What do you mean? Yan Yu'er looked at me with wide eyes, and when she was about to get up, I pushed her back into bed.

"Yu'er, there is still time, I can't make up for touching your body, at least, you are complete, we can't go crazy, I must not let you hold the will of a moth to a fire, and become a vent for my deformed and perverted psychology, and I must not repeat the mistakes of Lao Wu!"

"Jiang Ye? You, you..." Yan Yu'er didn't seem to expect that her half-joking, half-serious words would stir up such a monstrous wave in my heart.

"I'm going to quit the tea talk club, and on Wednesday in the future, I can't accompany you and Lao Yue to talk and laugh." With pain and helplessness, I said softly but firmly.