Chapter 164
If you ask Ling Suxue if she regrets sacrificing her life. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info The answer is yes. Because since he passed away and went to the Tianshan Mountains with the Demon Emperor to attack the fairies, he has not appeared again.
I don't know if he forgot her, or if he abandoned her in his heart.
No matter what he was, not seeing her for so long meant that she was not that important to him. At first, she felt unfair because she kept waiting, but as she took care of Changyao day by day, the feeling of injustice gradually faded.
She only hoped that when she was dying, Chang Yao could be by her side.
The days went on and on, and soon another three months passed.
"There are only two months left." Lingxue sat alone in the empty cabin, motionless in the dark air. Changyao was at Si's house today, so she had a casual dinner at home alone, and she didn't even bother to turn on the light, so she sat next to the bed, as if she was in a state of mind.
The darker it gets, the stronger the sadness in my heart. In order to prevent it from flooding out of her eye sockets, she chose to sleep with her head covered. When I arrived at dawn, I woke up and suddenly found a slender and tall body standing at the head of the bed.
Not dark blue, but silver. Ling Suxue could also know who was coming in a vague way, so she smiled and looked at the man in a trance: "Yin Yan, why are you here?" ”
Nan Rongyinyan's expression was solemn, and the first thing he blurted out was not that you finally woke up, but: "I had a premonition that you had bad luck, so I rushed to take a look." But just now when you were asleep, I cast a spell to probe your lifeline, but I didn't find anything unusual. And my heart has been pounding since last night. ”
With that, he bent down and gently pulled Ling Suxue's hand against his broad chest, feeling the strong beat of his heartbeat.
Ling Suxue was slightly startled, but it was not because her heart was beating like thunder, but because she hadn't touched the man's body for a long time, she quickly retracted her hand and smiled dryly: "Your heart is beating abnormally, you should go to the pharmacist immediately......"
"No, I know very well my own body, this heart beat suddenly last night when it started beating suddenly, and a thought popped up in my mind every other hour." Nam Rong Yinyan recovered and stood upright.
"What's the idea?" Lingsu Snow Road.
"That's ......" Nan Rong Yinyan suddenly stopped, because what he was about to say next was very disrespectful, as if standing on the court to pronounce a sinner.
Ling Suxue couldn't wait, pulled his sleeve and begged: "Anyway, what kind of idea is it that makes you have to come?" ”
Nan Rongyinyan hesitated for a long time, and finally said: "The thought is that you will soon encounter misfortune and are not far from death. ”
It turned out to be this.
Ling Suxue was not nervous but breathed a sigh of relief, his expression was not as sad as Nan Rong Yinyan imagined, he was surprised: "You're not afraid? ”
Ling Suxue shrugged her shoulders, not only was she not afraid, but she was used to it for four years and ten months, so she smiled disapprerovingly: "People will eventually die, maybe this thought is just a nightmare you have at night, so I am a little worried that you will come to see me during the day." She spread her hand outside the futon: "Look, I'm so good that I don't even get sick, how can there be any bad luck." With that, she slowly got up and put on her coat, gathered the messy hair on her shoulders, and continued: "Maybe you are too worried, so your heartbeat is cranky. ”
Nan Rong Yinyan shook his head, looked at her calm face, and a trace of guilt flashed in his eyes: "I'm sorry, I've been seeing you for several years, and I suddenly appeared today and said something ......unlucky to you."
"It's okay, it means you still remember me." Ling Suxue was generous and considerate, but she secretly thought in her heart that the power of the old man of the Wisdom Tree was really strong, so that Yin Yan had a sense of her life and death, but she couldn't find out. But this is fine, and her idea of dying quietly is fulfilled.
Nan Rong Yinyan felt that he had finally come to this trip, so he shouldn't leave in a hurry, so he walked to the table in the hall and sat down, poured himself a cup of tea, because the tea was very cold overnight, he warmed it with a spell, and then took a sip and said in a concerned old friend's tone: "I don't know how you get along with the fox king?" ”
It took a long time for Lingsuxue's voice to come from the bedroom: "It's okay." ”
Nan Rongyin believed it and continued to ask: "When do you plan to get married?" ”
"It's coming." Lingsu Xue's voice was cold, and there was no temperature.
Nan Rongyinyan paused, but when her cold attitude was because the little couple quarreled, she changed the topic, twisted up her happy things and said: "Pan'er has given birth to a son and a daughter for me, and now she is pregnant with another one in her belly." ”
When Ling Suxue heard this, her voice returned to temperature, and she said happily: "Congratulations to you husband and wife." ”
The corners of Nan Rongyinyan's mouth rippled with the spring breeze, and after taking another sip of tea, he kept talking about his parents. Because he said it for a long time, the water in the teapot had been drunk by him.
Ling Suxue was about to twist the teapot and boil another pot, but was politely stopped by him: "I've been sitting for a long time, I should go." After all, I'm a family now, and I can't come to the world for too long. So Suxue, take care. When I have the chance, I will bring my children to visit you. ”
With that, he stretched and walked towards the door. Before Fei disappeared, he couldn't help but turn around and ask again: "Su Xue, are you really okay?" ”
Ling Suxue stood in the room and shook her head softly: "No." ”
"That's good, goodbye." Nan Rongyin's upright body disappeared safely.
Silence returned to the room, and Ling Suxue slowly retreated to the table and sat down, looking at the front and saying, "Yin Yan can sense it, and the death of the more powerful mana will also be sensed." ”
She looked forward to it, hoping that before he died, he would come to see her one last time.
However, as time passed day by day, every time Ling Suxue opened her eyes, there was no other figure around her except for the sleeping Chang Yao.
Could it be that because she had broken her legs, her mana was not as good as before, and she couldn't sense that she was about to die? Or was he too busy to take the time to touch her? Or maybe...... When I think of it, Ling Suxue's head is like a surging river, flowing endlessly. It will take two or three days to dilute this nonsense.
There is still a month left until the time of death. Ling Suxue sent Chang Yao to the Sifu early in the morning to reunite with her brothers and brothers. Children who can run like to gather in groups the most, so Chang Yao, who has an older brother and two younger brothers, now likes to stay in the Sifu the most. Sometimes, Changping would also bring some of his younger brothers to the hut to find Changyao to play. So playfulness made her forget to pay attention to Lingsuxue's every move, thinking that she would wait for her to come home forever.
Until one day, Chang Yao was covered in mud and ran home happily, but found that the mother lying on the bed couldn't wake up no matter how much she pushed. At a young age, I don't know how to test the other party's snort, but I only know that my mother has been asleep and never woke up, which is a very bad thing. He knelt in front of the bed and touched his tears, and wept.