Chapter 130: Kim Hyun-ah's thoughts
Fang Mo'an, who is likely to make people cry, does not have any consciousness that he has gone too far, let alone have any sense of guilt, but he is really curious about what kind of state Jin Hyunya is in now, curious whether Jin Hyunya is really so easy to be stimulated and defeated, or is there some crazy unwillingness in his heart to breed like a weed in his index finger, just waiting for him to find out, hold it, and then turn into a flame that will deeply affect Jin Hyunya, from far to near, from the outside to the inside, and go deep into Jin Hyunya's heart, so that he can't avoid it if he wants to. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Fang Mo'an knew that if he could do this, there would be a prerequisite for convincing Jin Hyunya - Jin Hyunya had to choose.
That is, to make Kim Hyun-ah understand that she must join an entertainment company as a trainee and make a successful debut.
The best way to push a person to a dead end is to make him have to choose, but there is no way or only one path that can only be forced to accept, this is what Cui Minjing and even this system let Fang Moan understand.
To be honest, he was really worried that if he was pressing, Jin Hyunya would break the jar and say that I was not a trainee and would not make my debut, so he had to remind Kim Hyunya very clearly:
"If you don't make your debut, it's not only a great waste, but also irresponsible to yourself, others don't care for the time being, just yourself, you can't get over this hurdle at all, the kind of days of watching your former teammates shine on the stage, in fact, you have had enough of it a long time ago, and you don't want to suffer anymore."
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Similar to Fang Mo'an's guess, Jin Hyunya was crying in her room, but this suffocating discomfort only lasted for a short time.
When crying and crying, thinking that she was about to join the cube, Kim Hyun-ah's mood instantly cleared, similar ridicule and ridicule that she has not only experienced today, but also that she is better than the winners, and the losers always have many nots, and her nots are always mentioned by others, even in the way of misinterpretation and malicious speculation.
Some people say that she is a sick man, and she can't bear the heavy schedule at all, and this irresponsible sentence alone will bring a lot of inconvenience to her to join the entertainment company later, almost all entertainment companies will ask her seriously and seriously, "Kim Hyun-ah, is there really nothing wrong with your body", only waiting for her to take out the recent physical examination report to barely rest assured.
To be honest, this process is quite difficult for Kim Hyun-ah, as if the circle she has come into contact with, or wants to reintegrate into, looks at her with colored glasses, and even has some real resistance and rejection.
And this hardship, in fact, is not the hardest, it is even harder, no, it is more humiliating and yet to come.
is still "someone said", saying that she quit the group because she was pregnant and had no choice, and the child was Hong Seung-sung, this statement Kim Hyun-ah didn't know when it appeared, and I don't know why so many idle people believed it to be true, and slowly spread it.
Of course, it is also possible that someone instigated this matter, and Kim Hyun-ah's first object of suspicion was Park Jin-young, the president of JYP, because back then, Park Jin-young and Hong Seung-sung, who were both senior executives of JYP, were really intolerable to two tigers, and it was an indisputable fact that Park Jin-young and Hong Seung-sung had a conflict at that time.
Later, after Hong Seung-sung left JYP, re-established the CUBE company, and poached a large number of talents from JYP, the relationship with Park Jin-young deteriorated even more.
And she, Kim Hyun-ah, a JYP artist who retired from the team that year, was also unexpectedly involved with Hong Shengcheng, and was rumored to be "pregnant".
If there is no relationship with Park Jin-young, Kim Hyun-ah will not believe it at all, and it is from then that that she began to recognize the essence of the entertainment company, even if she was only fifteen years old at the time.
Entertainment companies send scouts one by one to fulfill your dreams, and you may become a future star gimmick for you to join the company, but they look down on you from the bottom of their hearts and only use you as a tool to make money.
Large companies like S.M, YG, JYP at least have a constraint and a rule, what kind of situation is in those small companies, Kim Hyun-ah doesn't dare to think about it at all.
To put it bluntly, Kim Hyun-ah knows very well that no matter which company she joins, her fate in the end is actually the same, and she still makes money for her boss.
The difference is which boss treats her better, values her more, and treats her as a person.
She joined CUBE not because of how powerful this company really is, how rich and powerful it is and has room for development, Kim Hyun-ah can't see this kind of thing, what she can see and value is just whether she will be praised when she joins CUBE and whether she will encounter the sadness of being involved in high-level battles again, or having an illness and having to leave the group gloomily.
And when she rejected CCM at the beginning, not only did Hong Seung-sung mention to her, Kim Kwang-so had a lot of discord with Choi Min-jeong, a high-level executive sent by CJ Group to deal with many matters of CCM, and analyzed with her that the new Five Girls Project itself was because three of the members were members of the original Five Girls Group, there were "factions", and the reason why it was easy to quit the team, and the reason why she would be covered by Park In-jeong even if she joined the New Five Girls Project.
What Kim Hyun-ah wants to join is a company that has a stable internal situation, has the ability to compete for market space externally, and can give her preferential treatment.
It can be said that Hong Shengcheng has grasped her psychology very well and knows what she really thinks.
And the current cube Yu Jin Hyun-ah has naturally become the best result in her heart.
She, a person who is still rumored to be bad, can be accepted and valued by an entertainment company and given these preferential treatments, in fact, she should be content.
With her identity, what more can she ask for if she continues to ask?
Enough is enough, really enough.
Jin Hyunya wiped her tears, feeling that her hard days were coming to an end, she didn't know how long she had been crying, and how long she had been thinking stupidly, she only felt that Fang Mo'an, who was standing outside the door, should be gone, because for so long, she hadn't heard any movement.
Then, she slowly got out of bed and stepped on the floor to put on the two slippers she had kicked out for her temper.
The weather in September has turned cold, but Kim Hyun Ah is still wearing thin socks, she stepped on the floor, and the cold came up again and again, making her uncomfortable, but the next moment, Kim Hyun Ah heard a familiar sound of the key opening the door.
She quickly heard that it was her father, it was her father who came back, and instantly felt that Kim Hyun-ah, who had something to rely on, ran out on her feet, and she didn't even bother to wear slippers.
However, what Jin Hyunya didn't expect was that although it was her father who opened the door and came in, she was still following Fang Mo'an, and her father seemed to be chatting with Fang Mo'an, Jin Hyunya immediately pursed her mouth sullenly, but because of her father's majesty, she didn't say anything after all.
However, she was soon outnumbered by her father.
"Hyuna, why don't you say hello when you see guests? Not a spark of decency. Seeing that Kim Hyun Ah was silent and did not say hello, he couldn't help but lose his temper, and when he looked at it again, he found that his daughter ran out to meet the guest without even wearing slippers, and couldn't help but say: "Hyun Ya! Look at what you look like now, it's really staying at home, and you're getting sick! ”
Jin Hyuna lowered her head, not daring to refute, she had heard a lot of similar numbers, because she stayed at home and didn't do anything serious, let alone make money to supplement her family.
Therefore, on this issue, Kim Hyun-ah has always felt that she has a lot of regrets and guilt, and she can't even raise her head, because the family education and concept she has received are like this.
It is precisely because of this that she thinks so much about making her debut and making money, not only to fight for a breath, but also to recognize her more for her family, and feels that the "investment" that promised her to be a trainee in the past is right and rewarding.