Chapter 116: A Mess
Zhang Xiaoyu pushed him away in a panic, turned over and sat up, although she didn't want to have anything with him, but no matter what, Lin Ziqiao was also injured because of her, she was also worried about him, Zhang Xiaoyu got up to help him prepare cotton swabs and medicine, and then used cotton swabs to help him clean up his wounds!
Lin Ziqiao sat up slowly, he stretched out his palm and looked at the bright red blood stains on it, like the enchanting roses in full bloom, he didn't feel a trace of pain but felt as if he was numb and unconscious, Lin Ziqiao thought to himself that the cracked wound was just shallow, and it was not a big deal......
Zhang Xiaoyu skillfully helped him with medicine and bandaging!
His deep eyes looked at her intently, as if he had just woken up from a dream, Lin Ziqiao knew that emotional matters could not be forced, or he should really think about it, love is not a person's business after all, if the person Zhang Xiaoyu likes is not him, why should he humbly please him, let go or leave a little dignity for himself!
Lin Ziqiao took a deep breath, he suddenly looked at Zhang Xiaoyu, he didn't expect that he was a little out of control, what was he doing? How can it be so unbearable, although he likes a person, he can't take advantage of others, he hurriedly picked up the cold boiled water on the table, and drank it in a big gulp so that the cold let extinguish the heat in his heart. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Zhang Xiaoyu put down the things in her hand and slowly sat next to Lin Ziqiao, in her heart, she has always regarded Lin Ziqiao as her best friend, even if she can't be a lover, at least she can be a friend! Deep down in her heart, she really doesn't want to lose a friend like him! She didn't know if her thoughts were too simple or if she was too greedy!
Zhang Xiaoyu sat up straight, she felt that her drunkenness was gone, there was no moment more sober than now, she didn't know why she reacted so strongly the moment Lin Ziqiao approached her, like a fierce lion afraid of losing what he cared about!
She didn't expect that her full push would make Lin Ziqiao fall upside down and scratch her skin, in the past, she often felt that Lin Ziqiao was a stuffy gourd, she didn't understand the amorous charm at all, and even felt that he was not active enough to do anything, but today's abnormal behavior made her feel a little disgusted!
I don't know why I reacted so much, I don't know if it was because she had already lived in another person in her heart, so she couldn't accept it, she even had a little apology at the moment, she knew that it was very unfair to Lin Ziqiao.
Zhang Xiaoyu didn't know how to face it, how to make trade-offs, she found that she seemed to be about to go crazy, why was she with Lin Ziqiao, but what she was thinking about was Hao Yixuan, he seemed to occupy every brain cell of her all the time, and that feeling was like a shadow.
Zhang Xiaoyu's eyes were wide open, like a frozen tide shining in a foggy night, a floating dark cloud swept through her eyes, she looked at Lin Ziqiao, and found that he had calmed down a lot, she slowly stood up, cleared her throat, and then said slowly, "It's not too early." I'll go first, and I'll trouble you to clean up here! ”
Lin Ziqiao stood still, he didn't expect Zhang Xiaoyu to leave so soon, he looked at Zhang Xiaoyu deeply, he didn't expect that his abruptness would bring her so much confusion, he didn't know if he should keep her, or she couldn't keep it at the moment!
Lin Ziqiao sighed softly, and he said lightly, "I'll send you!" ”
Zhang Xiaoyu looked at the mess on the table worriedly, and looked at him worriedly, "What should I do here?" She hesitated for a few seconds, "Why don't I clean it up for you?" ”
Lin Ziqiao chuckled, a warm and bitter smile on his handsome face, "You don't care about this, you have a part-time job." I called her over on the computer! ”
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Lin Ziqiao followed Zhen Rujia out of the community and walked out! The two of them walked one after the other, without saying a word superfluous,
This road to the school gate, Zhang Xiaoyu doesn't know how many times! Today I feel extraordinarily long. She lowered her head and stared unconsciously at the road beneath her feet. The brain is like a power outage, there are no thoughts! She's really messed up right now, and she even wants to find some light-hearted topics to break the awkward scene, but after a while in her head, she still can't find a suitable topic!
Lin Ziqiao spoke slowly, asking her if she was cold or if she was full, they were all innocuous topics, no matter how hard he tried to find a topic, he couldn't help but feel that the atmosphere would still be a little embarrassing! No matter what he says, it feels out of place today!
Zhang Xiaoyu turned his head and looked at his delicate and handsome face. Although it is very close, the heart is so far apart. She found out that they had no common topic anymore! From nothing to nothing to nothing now. Time flies, it's only been a few months, and it's already a matter of time!
Walking to a fork in the road, Lin Ziqiao walked towards the path in front, Zhang Xiaoyu looked at the familiar path in front of him, thought for a few seconds and walked quickly behind him.
Zhang Xiaoyu followed behind, seeing the little firelight flickering in front of her, she saw Lin Ziqiao's lonely expression, a touch of desolation in a pair of deep eyes, he held a cigarette with his slender pale fingers, slowly put it to his mouth, took a shallow breath, and slowly exhaled the smoke ring, bursts of smoke......
Her heart suddenly churned! Zhang Xiaoyu looked at his pale cheeks, moist eyes, and slightly trembling hands, that kind of uneasy emotion made her painful and annoyed, she didn't know when he would learn to smoke, Lin Ziqiao, who had always been gentle, didn't like the smell of cigarettes the most, and now he actually started smoking in front of him......
She still remembers that after graduating from high school that year, they watched a movie together for the first time and wandered aimlessly for the first time. In the past, he rarely went out shopping, unless he was softly ground and hard by Zhang Xiaoyu would compromise, that time Zhang Xiaoxiao bought two movie tickets and a large bucket of popcorn, Lin Ziqiao hurriedly took the things in her hand.
He said that men were supposed to be porters for their own women, and he stood there stupidly holding the snacks she bought, looking at a boy of a similar age at the door with a finger of cigarette in his hand and smoking one by one!
Lin Ziqiao's dark black eyes that looked dark and shining under the thick eyelashes stared at the man's face affectionately and sadly, and he said a little irritably, "I don't like to see others smoking the most, every time I saw my father smoking in a daze, it made people feel a heartbreak, that kind of loneliness and loneliness made people sad!" ”
But now Zhang Xiaoyu looks at him the same and has a heartache! (To be continued.) )