My name is Zang Jing. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Born in an ordinary family, his parents are very gentle, and he has a powerful older brother.

When I was a child, my parents were busy with work and had very little time at home, and my brother took care of me most of the time, so I always relied on my brother.

My brother's name is Zang Yuan, seven years older than me, he is a very powerful brother, he can go into the kitchen to cook at the age of seven, and after he was admitted to junior high school at the age of thirteen, his grades have always been the first in his class and the top ten in the whole grade.

has a handsome face.,Speaking in a very gentle voice.,People are often praised for their life.,With the goal of [getting a guaranteed place in school and college to reduce the burden on the family], I've been working hard.。

Very considerate, very good at taking care of people, even if he is busy reviewing various materials and homework, he will not snub me, and will always tell a joke from time to time to make me laugh.

Maybe because I was born in a poor family, I was already a child who was often praised for being "sensible" before the age of ten, and I still remember my brother's efforts vividly.

I still remember what my brother often said at that time - I will definitely be admitted to a good university, get ahead, and let my family live a good life.

Every time I heard my brother say this, I would giggle for a long time, suppressing the loneliness in my heart and not disturbing my brother's study.

I...... I like my brother the most.

Five years ago, I was eleven years old and my brother was eighteen.

In the half month after the college entrance examination in early June, my brother, who was relieved from his studies, would come to school every day to pick me up and drop me off, and I was really happy.

However, half a month later, my brother received an admission letter from the university, and everything began to change dramatically.

The day after I received the notice, my brother went to the university he was going to study in advance under the leadership of the school, and it was a free guarantee, and the high tuition fee did not have to be paid by the family, and I was really happy for my brother at that time.

At the same time, I also fantasized about the day when my brother came home to get ahead......

But in the year since, I haven't seen my brother again, and I've always used the phone to ask for warmth.

And this small phone contact finally disappeared. From the first frequent phone calls home, to the end of the monthly phone call is a luxury.

Please don't get me wrong, I'm not resentful of my brother because of such an inconsequential little thing, because I'm very sensible, so I know that my brother must have a hard time outside.

I began to have the concept of "resentment", which was born at the end of the year when I was thirteen years old, and I replaced the title of "brother" with "bastard", and changed from a sensible good girl to a ruined girl, all after that year.

Because before the end of that year, my brother sent a notice in advance, saying that [I will come back for a reunion before the year], I should have been very happy, and I even dreamed of jumping into my brother's arms in my dreams.

However, when that day came, when I saw my brother, I couldn't be happy with that handsome face that I hadn't seen for a long time.

Because my brother ...... Not alone.

Yes, my brother is not one who came back, and by his side, there is also a beautifully dressed woman, really beautiful.

After seeing my parents, the woman calmly grabbed my brother's arm and greeted us familiarly.

When my parents asked who this woman was, my brother just touched his head and giggled, and I gradually understood that this woman might become my sister-in-law.

Although I was very unwilling, for the sake of my brother's happiness, I could only accept that woman with a smile.

In exchange for my brother's neglect, until I left (back to school), my brother and I chatted alone for less than five hours, and I knew that maybe I was missing the enthusiasm I had at the beginning.

It would be a lie to say that I was not sad, I was very scared at that time, afraid that I would never have the warm days I used to have again, and I was afraid that my brother would never care about my existence in the future.

The more I thought about something, the more something would happen, and what I feared happened.

On the fifth day after my brother returned to school, he called and cried to his parents about the breakup.

Yes, the brother broke up with the woman, and the reason seems to be that he dislikes his brother's family background.

It's ironic, but in fact, I felt this in the ten days I spent with that woman. That woman has a bad life in her life, but [my brother likes her] made me hold back and not say it.

Now that I've finally broken up, I'm glad for my brother while I'm worried, such a woman is not worthy of love.

That night, Mom and Dad and I said a lot of comforting words, and my brother seemed to cheer up.

For a long time after that, my brother called back to report his safety.

In June of that year, my brother came back again, and this time he brought another girlfriend, also a beautifully dressed woman.

In contrast, I can only be silent, as long as my brother is happy.

As I expected, on the second day back to school, my brother broke up with his second girlfriend.

This time, my brother was unexpectedly calm and called back to say goodbye, without crying or shouting.

I think, my brother should be able to understand it now, only family members are the ones who will not dislike you.

It was only later that I realized that I was wrong, and I was wrong. Not only did the elder brother not understand it, but he also intensified his efforts to bring women to the house, all of them were beautifully dressed women, which was dazzling.

In just three months, I have met more than a dozen beautiful women, and each time it ended in a breakup.

My brother must be crazy, I asked him to negotiate, but those cold eyes made me unable to say a word.

No, don't be like this, brother don't become a stranger, this is not the life I want......

Pretty woman, right, as long as I dress up beautifully, can I make my brother notice me again, and can my brother change back?

At that time, I was panicked and could only think of this way, for my brother, I used all the money I had saved in the past few years to buy cosmetics, and invested all my living expenses and tuition fees into it.

When I changed drastically from my previous self, I was looking forward to getting my brother's attention again, but the reality poured cold water on me.

For me who was dressed up beautifully, my brother still ignored me, and then gradually counted me down, saying that "if you have spare money to spend on dressing up, it is better to save money for the family".

Gradually, my original intention of [learning to dress up] changed, since I have been commented as a "loser girl who doesn't know how to share the pressure for her family, but only knows how to spend money lavishly], then I will show you that I am a loser, and I spend money without measure.

And when I was so crazy that there was no turning back, my brother gradually changed back to his former appearance, but he lost his original ambition.

After graduating from university, my brother chose to become a teacher and applied to be transferred to Hehua County, Dongai City to teach, and became a middle school teacher at Weng Liu Middle School.

Weng Liu Middle School is not far from home, but it seems that because of my presence, my brother hardly comes home.

At least in my eyes, I can't rule out the possibility that he avoided me and went home.

I want to go back to the past, but I can't...... (To be continued.) )