Chapter 105: Venting
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Pingyao drove the carriage, the carriage walked slowly, the closer it was to Dingyuanhou, the calmer her heart was, and her heart was as calm as ashes.
She closed her eyes, and the picture in her mind had been floating on since she met him at the age of fifteen, but there was a slight break in the middle, probably because time had really passed so long, so long that she had forgotten that she had ever loved such a person.
The corners of her mouth were bitter, this person! She finally managed to pull himself out of her heart, and left no trace, she really admired him.
The carriage stopped, and Pingyao's voice beckoned her to come back to her senses.
The curtain was lifted, Pingyao handed over a white light veil, she knew what Pingyao meant, reached out to take it, and slowly covered her purple eyes.
After all, in this world, whether it is Ye Jianing or Su Fu, she has disappeared.
Who is she, or is it important?
She got out of the carriage, raised her head high, straightened her back and entered the Dingyuan Marquis's mansion.
Pingyao led her towards the inner courtyard and went straight to Qingxin Courtyard.
She stopped at the gate of Qingxin Courtyard, her voice cold, "I want to see Ah Zhao first." ”
Pingyao didn't know her true identity, but it seemed that from the beginning when he saw her, she was this kind of old man's face, doing things smoothly and calmly, except for the only time she climbed the wall with her temper, but at that time, she didn't have the cold temperament that she is full of now, and people couldn't help but be a little low, which is the momentum of the superior.
He made up his mind and replied, "Su Zhao is inside." ”
She stepped into the courtyard, and the closer she got to the study, the more she could hear the sound in the study.
"Sister doesn't like you, and Zhao doesn't like you either." Su Zhao's slightly immature voice came, mixed with obvious disgust.
I only heard that it was quiet inside, cool and pleasant, "How do you know that your sister doesn't like me?" It was a joke, but she heard a hint of inquiry.
She stopped and heard Su Zhao continue, "Sister frowned when she saw you, and she would be unhappy when she mentioned you. ”
As soon as the words fell, there was a coughing sound in the house, Pingyao stood beside her, stretched out his left hand, and motioned for her to go in, there was no other sound except coughing, thinking that Yanyu was not inside, so no one looked for medicine for him.
She sighed to herself and walked inside.
The eyes of the two people in the room were focused on her, but they didn't do anything, Su Zhao ran directly to her side and hugged her arm, while Lu Qingli's eyes were staring at her tightly, like a shackle, almost strangling her out of breath.
She habitually touched Su Zhao's head, "Ah Zhao, don't be afraid." ”
Su Zhao nodded, "Sister Ah is here, Ah Zhao is not afraid." ”
She smiled slightly, and when she looked up at Lu Qingli, her smiling eyes returned to the beginning, without any emotion, some were just like an ancient well without waves, which was originally waterless, and throwing in a stone could no longer stir up ten thousand ripples.
Lu Qingli only paused for a moment, and then returned to his usual state, as if nothing had happened, "Jianing, come to me?" ”
She snorted, "I'm afraid that Hou Ye will let me die at any time, so it's better to stay away from Hou Ye!" ”
Lu Qingli disagreed, "I don't know yet, you are so sharp-toothed and sharp-tongued, but it is not the same as you before." ”
She glanced at him, hugged Su Zhao to a chair far away from him and sat down, and didn't forget to return the salute in her mouth, "Hou Ye is not the same as then, at least it was not as real as it is now. ”
Lu Qingli raised his eyebrows, lowered his head and took a sip of tea, noncommittal.
He shook his head and sighed, "Jianing, how could you not understand my mind? ”
She sat up straight, her eyes serious, "If Master Hou really has a heart for me, it is better to let me go." ”
The teacup fell from his hand, the tea spilled on the ground, and his face became more and more calm, "Jianing, don't be obsessed anymore, being by my side is the best destination for you." ”
She was silent, endured it for a long time, and finally couldn't help it, and suddenly stood up, her face full of anger, "This is my best destination, isn't the Hou Ye joking?" I fell from a pampered county lord to a prisoner, this is not the fault of the Hou Ye, but the Hou Ye transferred me to the Changting County dungeon, when He Shouzhi forced me to draw a prison every few days, I bribed the jailer to cut off my hands, and when he asked a few jailers to defile me, I almost bit my tongue and committed suicide, I spent three years in the prison in darkness, in the past three years, I thought more than once that you would save me, but unfortunately, when you heard me say these things, you only gave me one sentence, it was you who did not arrange it properly. The sufferings I have suffered have been dissolved by you in a sentence that is not properly arranged. ”
"Lu Qingli, who are you and me? Beckon, wave? Am I so cheap in your heart? Wake up, you don't love me at all. ”
Every word of her words is like a nail on an iron plate, every word can stir up bright sparks, and like a thousand waves on the sea, overnight, the whole person will be buried.
Does this violent blow hurt? Is this thousand-layer wave cold?
But all this is not as good as her three years in prison, encroaching on the dark time, gradually engulfing her, despair enveloping her, she condensed the thought of dying thousands of times, but when she thought of him in an instant, she advised herself to hold on for a few more days, maybe just these days, he sent someone to pick her up.
But those days could not have been more rapid, until finally he could no longer be her desire to live.
Since it's no longer possible, let's die!
She never thought that even if she survived again, she still wanted to be with him, but unfortunately, the world made people, and she wanted to know who the person who hurt her was, and she had to pay the price.
This is the consequence of obsession, and obsession will always lead to a deadlock from which it will never recover.
Lu Qingli's face was pale, he tried his best to hold back his cough, so he became swollen red again, she could always give him a fierce impact, and when he finally eased up, he called Pingyao in and brought Su Zhao back.
The door closed again, and there were literally only the two of them left in the room.
He looked at her with a frown, hoarse throat, and said softly, "A-Ning, you listen to me." ”
Her gaze was indifferent, this was her usual look after borrowing the corpse to return her soul, she took such a look, word by word, "Lu Qingli, I don't hate you, but between us, there is nothing to say." ”
She said that she went to the door, and when she reached out to open it, the door was locked.
She looked at Lu Qingli, "Open the door." ”
Lu Qingli's expression remained faint, "A-Ning, stay." ”
She looked dazed and bowed slightly, "I thought I said it clearly enough." ”
Lu Qing was silent and did not open his mouth to release him.
Until the door was knocked, Yan Yu's voice came, "Master Hou, there is a letter here." ”
Yanyu was sent out by him to do things, and if he asked where this letter came from, he would naturally know it clearly, and this matter was also very important. Almost without a choice, he ordered, "Pingyao, open the door!" ”
The door rang, a wisp of wind blew, and in front of her, she was no longer imprisoned after all.
"Pingyao, please go to the Heart Raising Hospital."
The Yangxin House is at the back of the Qingxin Temple, although it is a guest room, but it is decorated with a suitable room IKEA.
Her heart sank, and she understood that Lu Qingli would not let her go. (To be continued.) )