Chapter 195: I can't survive, I can't die
In fact, it's just a dream word, I believe that whoever listens to it won't care too much, but the use is different, if he is deeply in the pain of losing his son, he will never say that he killed his son, as the so-called day and night dreams, if he hadn't been tormented by this thought during the day, how could he unintentionally say the whole thing that bothered him in his dream at night. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 So early the next morning, his wife asked Shi Yong directly and seriously what kind of role he played in this.
At first, Shi Yong always maintained a state of denial, claiming that the dream words were not true, but the more this happened, the more his wife felt that he was lying. In a hurry, thinking of his son's tragic death, tears flowed down in an instant, and he shouted to Shi Yong in grief.
"What the hell is going on with all this? How long do you want to hide from me?"
Seeing his wife like that, Shi Yong really couldn't bear to hurt her, but now there seems to be no other way than to confess, even if his wife will blame herself after that, she can't live like this, so Shi Yong told all the truths about the haunting of the house and the arrival of mysterious people. After hearing this, the wife just cried more violently, maybe she really couldn't accept this fact for a while. However, she really wanted to find someone to blame for her son's death, but reason told him that Shi Yong was also forced to be helpless, if he didn't sign that agreement, I am afraid that he and his son would have already become underground ghosts, and now that she has learned everything, her wife has no doubt about the ability of the mysterious person.
In the next time, his wife calmed down and then left home, although she knew very well that she couldn't blame Shi Yong for this, but for a while she just couldn't face a murderer who indirectly killed her son, she needed time to accept, Shi Yong understood his wife's mood at the moment, however, he just thought that he didn't want his wife to misunderstand him, which would lead to a bigger and bigger estrangement, and would make his future life fragmented, so he would tell the truth, and his heart was full of eliminating his wife's suspicions about himself, Didn't think of a deeper level. He didn't chase his wife back, because he knew very well that what his wife needed now was time to adapt, and forcing her too hard would only exacerbate her sadness.
However, it didn't take long for the news that Shi Yong was on the verge of collapse, and his wife was frightened to death in the bathroom of a shopping mall. After Shi Yong arrived at the scene, he desperately hugged his wife's corpse and cried bitterly, but death was like a lamp going out, although it would make the survivors fall into never-ending pain. In just a few days, bad news came one after another, all of which happened after Shi Yong peeked into Xiangning's living sacrifice, and everyone who knew Shi Yong expressed deep sympathy for his plight. But Shi Yong understands that it is all his fault, if he can ignore Xiangning's affairs, his son will not die tragically, if he is not to make his wife better, he will not tell all the truth, and therefore break the contract, let that mysterious agreement work, maybe what his son and wife saw in the last place before their lives is really very terrible, otherwise they would not have died because they were frightened.
This happened like this, his wife's eyes were closed, and everything in the world had nothing to do with her, but Shi Yong was left alone to bear these things alone. The mysterious man was right, once Shi Yong broke the contract, he would attack the people closest to him, and then leave Shi Yong alone. This kind of torture is the most cruel, afterwards, Shi Yong really lost confidence in life for a while, he wanted to end it with death, but when he didn't make up his mind to commit suicide, he would always inexplicably interrupt the process, for example, when he hanged himself, the rope would suddenly loosen at a critical moment, and when he cut his wrists, there would always be friends at home to visit him, resulting in his timely delivery to the hospital. After a long time, Shi Yong gave up, because he knew that these were ghosts made by mysterious people, and he just hoped that he would survive and be tormented by pain all day long.
Shi Yong's narration ended, Xiaokang looked at Shi Yong, who was already in tears, and didn't know what to say to comfort him for a while, presumably after so many years, his self-blame and pain should not be alleviated in the slightest, however, through this incident, he also knew that Qi Ming's ability was far beyond his expectations.
"For so long, I have been tormented by my demons every day, and for me, there is nothing in the world that I care about, death is liberation, but this is a very simple thing, and it is not something I can control."
Shi Yong's words are so desolate, so helpless, bent on dying but unable to die, this must be the saddest thing in the world.
Of course, Xiaokang is not afraid that this breach of contract will affect him, because the reason why Qi Ming spends so much time planning Xiangning's affairs should be for himself, so he will never let himself die like this. But from this point of view, Shi Yong has already told everything he knows, and the only help to Xiaokang is just to let him know that Qi Ming attaches great importance to the deep pit sacrifice, but he still can't understand what he has to do with this matter.
Xiaokang comforted Shi Yong again, and then left, his mood was very heavy, Qi Ming's existence deeply affected many people, Shi Yong was one of them, his future life is still unknown, no one knows when the death he is looking forward to will come. It seems that if you want to know more of the truth, you have to start digging up something earlier, before Xiangning was established, the people in the village would be fine as long as they didn't leave, there must be some reason why I don't know yet, after Qi Ming appeared, everything was a lot more complicated. Suddenly, Xiaokang felt very tired, often wanted to explain everything, but was always filled with other doubts, and now he has once again walked into a dead end, and there is no direction to investigate at all. Now, there are only a few short months left before Du Jie's one-year limit, if he still can't know what Qi Ming is going to do during this time, I am afraid that in the end, the boundary between yin and yang will still be broken in a completely unexpected way, and there will be no more peaceful days in the yang world.
With a heavy heart, Xiaokang got on the bus back to Du's house, looked out the window, and his thoughts kept flying, where is Qi Ming? (To be continued.) )