Chapter 166: Remorse

But said that Mama Zhou, the housekeeper of Jing Zizhai, was the second lady's dowry girl. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 In his early years, because he was proficient in medical skills, he was always responsible for regulating the body of the second lady when he was not on an errand with Chen Yifei.

This time, Su Jinchen let Chen Yifei break her body with extremely rough means, and her body kept bleeding, so Chen Yifei naturally thought of ordering someone to find her at the first time.

…… Su Jinchen had already forced himself back to the next room and changed into a new set of clean and refreshing clothes.

The girl lay on the bed with her eyes closed, her delicate little face as pale as paper, lined with a plain bed curtain, and became whiter and whiter like a lifeless porcelain doll.

Mama Zhou is also a businessman. Originally, I saw the mess all over the ground in Chen Yifei's house this morning, and Su Jinchen's Qingwu was also vaguely guessed that the two of them were afraid that there would be a lot of trouble last night, and Chen Yifei specially sent a little girl to look for her - the girl was still young, and she was also ignorant of what Chen Yifei commanded, so she only turned things upside down, and parroted the second young master to ask her to prepare more medicinal materials to stop bleeding and relieve pain...... Mama Zhou was even more determined about the previous guess in her heart.

But having said that, many times, guessing in my heart is completely different from seeing it with my own eyes. So when Mama Zhou took a closer look at Su Jinchen in the tent, she carefully rubbed medicine on her wounds...... When I came out again, my face suddenly didn't look good.

Chen Yifei sat at the table with his arms folded in distraction.

This was the first time he had come to Su Jinchen's house, but he didn't expect it to be under such circumstances-

Seeing Mama Zhou put down the curtain and walked out, he hurriedly stood up, "How is it?" ”

Mama Zhou made a silent motion, "The girl is already asleep...... Please also borrow a step to speak. ”

Chen Yifei glanced at the tent with heavy eyesβ€”in fact, he couldn't see anything at all...... Only then did he follow Mama Zhou out.

"Girl's place...... It's very torn...... "Mama Zhou whispered, "and it's ...... That's when a lot of blood came out. ”

His heart tightened, and he said in a dumb voice, "Does it matter?" ”

Mama Zhou saw him with a solemn face, and said busily, "Don't worry too much. It is the first time for a woman to accept joy, and it is inevitable that there will be some discomfort on her body...... The slave maid had already given her medicine just now, and she would prescribe a few nourishing prescriptions when she got back...... The girl drank patiently for a few days, and gradually got better. ”

Chen Yifei breathed a sigh of relief.

Mama Zhou was a little uneasy--remembering the bloodless little face on the bed just now, the scarred body...... She hesitated a little in her heart, but still stubbornly said, "It's just that the slave and maid look at it like this, and the girl's body seems to be extraordinarily delicate, just like the flower bones on the branch...... If you can, it's better to raise it for a while. She secretly glanced at Chen Yifei with her peripheral vision, and saw that the other party's expression was still as usual, so she lowered her head and said, "Within a month...... It's best not to have sex anymore. ”

A hint of embarrassment flashed across the man's face.

"I see." He lowered his eyes and nodded, "You go down and write out the prescription, and let Zhilan and the others take it to grab the medicine." ”

Mama Zhou answered softly, leaned over him, and retreated.

Chen Yifei did not leave immediately.

Two magpies in the yard chirped merrily from the branches...... He watched silently for a moment, then turned back to the room behind him.

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The room was very quiet, and only the sound of the girl's very soft breathing could be heard.

He slowed his pace and sat down at the head of her bed.

Approximately...... He's really wrong!

He shouldn't have asked for her in anger.

He closed his eyes vigorously, and it seemed that she was still crying in her ear when the two of them came back from putting out the lanterns: "Don't ...... Hurt...... You're making me hurt......"

A person who is obviously so afraid of pain...... Last night, I barely said a word.

Do you regret it?

Repentant.

Blame yourself?

Self-reproachful.

More ...... Still distressed.

He didn't even know if and how the two of them would turn back when they got to where they were today.

…… Chen Yifei thought blankly.

Maybe she's right.

He really couldn't protect her all the time, he couldn't even ...... Give her a more decent and self-respecting life.

But in the future, what will happen when she is really free?

Without him to protect her, would she be bullied? A girl like her, Chen Yihong is eyeing her at home, if one day, she really leaves his blessing - will the third child be more fearless, will more people want to get her?

At that time, how can she protect herself, and who else will be able to protect her like him?

Even if...... Even if there is really such a person, he doesn't care about her past, he doesn't care that she is not perfect, and he is willing to devote his life to giving her happiness and peace......

Will he be happy? Will you feel happy......

Not really!!

The thought of her one day lying under another man, trembling in that man's arms, like last night, makes him go crazy with jealousy!

Can...... He said yes.

…… Chen Yifei gently lifted the bed curtain, revealing Su Jinchen's delicate and plain white face.

The girl curled up uneasily, her hands clutching the quilt she had crumpled.

The newly changed clothes and pants were dirty again, and dried blood stuck to the pants.

The chest, as if someone had been punched hard, was muffled and aching.

He simply climbed onto the bed and scooped her petite body into his arms.

"Morning ...... Su Jinchen ...... he whispered in her ear, his thin lips brushing her snow-white cheeks and red and swollen lips.

She was frightened, her body trembled again, and she muttered something that she couldn't hear at all...... But the tears were real.

"Shh......h Don't be afraid......" He held her like a child, gently rubbing her arm, "I won't hurt you...... Don't be afraid...... Chen'er, don't be afraid of ......"

The girl's anxious and frightened body gradually calmed down under his repeated whispers of reassurance, and finally pillowed on his chest and stopped moving.

Holding the hair from her cheeks behind her ears lovingly, he whispered, "You really want to leave like that?" So want to get away from me? Am I treating you badly...... Su Jinchen, don't I treat you well? ”

She let out an unconscious "um", her little hands grasping the corners of his clothes in fear.

Chen Yifei pulled the corners of her lips self-deprecatingly, and the hand holding her couldn't help but tighten.

The girl frowned nervously, ......her voice was as sweet and delicate as a child's, and she clutched his shirt and cried quietly, "Don't ...... I hurt ......."

Thinking of the bruises on her body......

The hand that held her tightly loosened, and the handsome face buried it in the girl's soft hair with remorse......