0094 I, don't want you to be responsible

The sun, back to the earth, Ma San shook his head and woke up, a spring dream last night, not a spring dream? Ma San looked at his naked body in surprise. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info bed, faintly there is the lingering fragrance left by Zhenzhen. Thinking of last night's lingering, and then thinking of Xia Yu, he had promised her to take good care of her, but now he is actually.

"Are you awake?" Zhenzhen suddenly appeared at the door, wearing only a shirt on her body, her wonderful body loomed, her steps were light, like an angel was walking towards her, plus the reason for the morning, Ma San felt a little nosebleed, but reality quickly pulled him back to reality, and unconsciously wanted to find something to block his embarrassment. But autumn in Shenzhen, in fact, there is no autumn, and the thin blanket can't stop all this.

"Sister, I, we ......" Ma San's words made Zhenzhen, who had just sat on the bed and wanted to give him a kiss, felt a pain in his heart, could it be that in this life, I really don't deserve love anymore? Zhenzhen's tears flowed unconsciously. I don't know what I've done wrong, God, I have to punish myself like this. She naively thought that even if Ma San fell in love with Nuno, they already had the reality of husband and wife, which could make Ma San feel a little affection for her, but now it seems that everything is not taken for granted.

"Sister, don't cry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have drunk so much wine and hurt you. I, I'm damned. Ma Sanyi saw Zhenzhen crying, and felt that he deserved to die. Unconsciously slapped himself in the mouth.

"I know that a woman like me is not worthy of love, don't worry, I, I don't need you to be responsible." Zhenzhen said this bitterly.

"Sister, Zhenzhen, I, I didn't mean that. I'm just, just, I always thought I ......" Ma San was a little incoherent. He always thought that Zhenzhen just regarded him as a younger brother, but everything last night kept churning in his mind, she was so perfect, and he was just a little ** silk who didn't go into the stream, but no matter what, he had his dignity and responsibility. He himself also understands that his heart is indeed not pure, and his feelings are not single-minded. But he understands better that he has no right to hurt Zhenzhen, a sister who has always loved herself, loved herself, and cared for herself.

"Zhenzhen." Ma San, a little afraid to call me sister again, he is afraid, afraid that this is **** You know, I, in fact, now, there is nothing, eat you, live yours, and I can't help you. I'm afraid, afraid that others will say that I have harmed your reputation, I have always called you sister, but I have done such a thing. ”

"Are you my own brother? I, Zhenzhen, am I such a snobbish person? Zhenzhen's heart couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. When did this kid become stupid like this?

"I don't mean that, I just feel that I'm not worthy of you. Ma San couldn't say anything about Xia Yu, but if he didn't say it, he felt even more heavy in his heart.

"In this world, whether you are worthy or not, I don't know what others think, I just want to know, do you like me or not." Zhenzhen didn't want to lose it again. She just wanted to know if the man in front of her was real, and she lifted her pants and didn't admit it.

"You know, when I was in college, I had a deep love for a boy, and I thought it would be the love of my life, but in the end, he ran away with my best friend. After graduating, I used to think that the most ideal company, I thought I would be there, go to work and get off work with peace of mind, and then, one day, get married, have children, and live my life plainly, birth, old age, sickness and death, 9 to 5. However, I was defiled by the people I admired the most. Perhaps, a woman like me should no longer be deserved love. I'm a sinner, so I haven't dared to tell you, or even, I don't dare to tell anyone, only the dark night can understand the pain and helplessness in my heart, and I also know that I'm not as good as Nuonuo, don't worry, I won't hold you responsible. Zhenzhen was helpless, the pain that had been pressing on her heart for many years was said at the moment, as if it was indeed much easier, but the tears had already broken the embankment.

"Fool, why do you bother to say this about yourself, do you know, you are so perfect, all this, it's not your fault, it's just that I, Ma San, I, not long ago, just got along with a girl, not Nuo Nuo. I said I would take good care of him, but I didn't. I know, I haven't changed my mind, and I haven't thought about running away from anything, I just don't know how to face you two. Ma San unconsciously hugged Zhenzhen, for fear that she would escape, "I know it's scummy to say such things now, but I really can't lie to you." Ma San stroked Zhenzhen's face, and wanted to kiss it, but he didn't dare.

Zhenzhen looked at the familiar but somewhat strange man in front of her, she always thought that her opponent was only Nuno. However, now that there is an inexplicable person coming out, she is a little overwhelmed, this man, is it impossible to reincarnate the peach blossom? Otherwise, how could it be that this little time has caused so many romantic debts. Zhenzhen suddenly hugged Ma San tightly and cried. I secretly scolded myself in my heart, why did I have to set this trick on myself in the first place. She hates so much, hates herself, and hates Ma San. He wanted it so much, and told her that he wouldn't have it.

The world of love is always selfish, she Zhenzhen is not a saint, and she can't do what she wants to let go as long as you are happy. She liked him, but she hated him. "Ah......h Zhenzhen was slamming his shoulder, biting hard. He didn't dare to scold her, let alone push her away, it hurt, but he didn't dare to shout, for him. Even if Zhenzhen wants to kill him now, it's not too much. Blood, slowly oozing out.

"Why don't you hide?" Zhenzhen looked at this wound and unconsciously became sad again. The salty smell of blood brought her back to her senses, and the corners of her mouth were still stained with blood.

"I'm sorry for you, even if you're going to kill me, you should be. I'm Ma San, I can't do the thing of lifting my pants and not recognizing people. I did it, I did it, I have some responsibilities, and I can't escape it. He gently stroked the misery girl. He really deserved to die, and he actually hurt this girl who had suffered so much.

"Zhenzhen, I'm sorry for you, and I can't give you everything you want, but as long as I'm here, I'll do everything I can to stop you from suffering." Although Ma San said it very lightly, it was very clear and heavy, and it shook Zhenzhen's heart very much.

"You, is this a confession?" Zhenzhen smiled helplessly. got up and found a medicine box to help Ma San treat his wounds.

"I, don't dare, I just won't let you suffer anymore, I know that I must have wronged you today, but I really can't betray what I said. Don't worry, I will help you report back the people who have hurt you one by one, and ask them to regret what they have done. At this time, Ma San, the nameless fire in his heart, burned, although he also hurt Zhenzhen, but as he said, Zhenzhen, if he wants to kill him, he must not dare to beg her for forgiveness.

"There are some revenge, even if you take revenge, you can't go back, can you?" Zhenzhen smiled helplessly.

"It's one thing to go back or not, but if I want to repay my grievances with virtue, it depends on whether this person is worth it or not, for them, since you don't have a good impression, if we don't do anything today, tomorrow, more people will suffer from their scourge. I, Ma San, although I am not a god, but someone dares to bully me, even if I fight hard, I have to pick a few hairs from him. Even if I am a small **, I have to have the bottom line and dignity of being a human being. If you dare to hurt my woman, I will make him regret living in this world. Ma San's evil anger made Zhenzhen's heart a little scared.

"You don't want to be like this, I'm not telling you this to make you stand up for me, I said, I don't want you to be responsible." can get Ma San's sentence "The woman who dares to touch me". Zhenzhen's heart was suddenly full, and she didn't want him to do something stupid.

"Fool, I have my own measure." Ma San hugged this weak girl lightly, hating himself in his heart, at the beginning, he should have been ruthless and only hurt her well, maybe, there would not be such a difficult situation today, but, time, can never go back to the past. Regret is always an excuse to escape.

The sunlight slowly shone into this small room, Ma San was a little reluctant to put the girl in his arms, his heart, from the beginning, has always lived in this beautiful girl, but, as he said, there are some words, he can't betray himself.

"Zhenzhen, you know what? The first time I saw you on the train, I liked you, but at that time, you were a goddess on top, and I didn't even dare to have the courage to speak, and it was a great happiness to be able to talk to you. However, when the car reached the end, you, gone, we were separated after all, at that time, I lived in a small hotel of twenty or thirty yuan, although I had your phone in my hand, but I couldn't make a call, I told myself at that time, I must get ahead, and then go to you, just hope, I can quickly grab ahead of others, can really get ahead. ”

"However, Shenzhen, a ghost place, is said to be tolerant of people, it is indeed tolerant, it is realistic, and it is definitely not bad, I am an ordinary college student, I want to get ahead here, I have no connections, let alone money, and I want to find a decent job, it seems so difficult. You have appeared in my dreams countless times, but I can only choose helplessly. Until, later, you saved me from the brink of death, I used to naively think that this is our fate, but later, I feel that you are like an angel, and I dare not blaspheme. It's all my fault, all these years, you have suffered so many grievances. Ma San unconsciously revealed his heart.

"Angels. Hehe, I don't want to be an angel, for me, I want to be an ordinary woman, there is a man who loves herself, it just so happens that I also love him, this is happiness. Little San, do you love me? Zhenzhen looked up at the resolute man. For her, all she wants to hear is three words: "I love you". Maybe that's enough.

"Me. I don't know what love is. Ma San scratched his head helplessly, but I knew that I must like you, but I had never been in love, and I didn't know what love was.

Zhenzhen couldn't help but chuckle, this stupid person, is he coaxing a girl like this in bed? At this point, his face turned red unconsciously, "Little San, I don't want you to be responsible." Zhenzhen, whispered softly in Ma San's ear. (To be continued.) )