Chapter 174: Not Voluntary
Zhen Rujia's voice began to become hoarse, and she slowly made a whimpering sound! She held back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes, but they finally fell like broken beads. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Hao Yixuan watched her tears fall like raindrops, and he unconsciously reached out to help her wipe them, "This is not my intention, but I am the heir of the Hao family, the Hao family is about to collapse, my father signed a condition with the Tang family in order to save the Hao family, and the only condition is that I want to marry Tang Jinxi!" But are you the one I love? ”
His warm eyes watched quietly, uncertain in his eyes, he didn't know if he should open his mouth, he could give up everything he was now if she wanted to, as long as he could be with her. His big bright eyes looked at things, as if he was looking into a distant place, "You know, I've always wanted to find a chance to ask you, I don't want to lose you, I'll take you to elope, okay, we can go to a place where no one knows us and start ...... again"
Zhen Rujia's heart was beating violently at the moment, even if he was willing, she couldn't let him be so impulsive, if he would never say such childish things in two years, or he would regret it many years later.
Hao Yixuan held her hands excitedly, he could feel that Zhen Rujia seemed to be a little shaken at that moment, he knew that she loved him!
Zhen Rujia felt that her hands were painful from her grip, and she murmured, "Did you say you wanted to elope with me?" But I haven't graduated yet? ”
Hao Yixuan took her hand and walked to the square not far away.
Zhen Rujia's heart is extremely struggling, she can't be so indecisive, Hao Yixuan is not a child of an ordinary family, so his fate is destined to be inseparable from the interests of the family, she can't be so selfish and ruin his life for her love, her grief is like a small grass that can only shake weakly, she can live humbly but he can't, he is destined to live in people's admiration......
Hao Yixuan sat on the familiar bench, he turned his head gently, and asked her, "Do you remember here?" ”
Zhen Rujia's face was gloomy, she wanted to get angry and scare him away, but what was she going to do?
Zhen Rujia looked at him and said angrily, "Obviously, you left first, and you should be the first to forget!" ”
Hao Yixuan smiled dumbly, he might have been a little surprised, he didn't expect her to say this! He still couldn't help but grab her cold little hands, leaned in front of her and said, "My heart has never left!" ”
Zhen Rujia saw him clutching his hands so tightly, and his heart began to beat unconsciously again, for fear that he would disarm and surrender again at this moment! She is not a person without principles and bottom lines, but in front of him, she is always in a mess and involuntarily led by his nose!
She tried hard to raise her chin and pretended to look at him calmly, even if she loved him and couldn't let go of him, how could she turn back so easily, she wouldn't look back again, even if it hurt again, even if she couldn't bear it anymore! She could only keep him in her heart. She still shook off his hand,
Said coldly, "Don't you think you're shameless? Please trouble every time you come out to seduce a girl from a good family, go back and look at your identity and tell yourself that you are engaged. ”
This sentence seemed to be a slap in the face, like the whole body being exposed, ashamed and embarrassed, Hao Yixuan almost suffocated at that moment. His face erupted with bruises, staring at her angrily, she was obviously not angry just now, why couldn't she let go of this matter.
He trembled and leaned on the stool with one hand, and in a deep voice he defended, "It was all forced, I didn't do it voluntarily......"
Zhen Rujia's eyes stared at him directly, and she made a calm and sad voice, "Then accept the reality, I don't think we will have anything to do with it in the future!" ”.
"The reality is that I still love you and can't let go of you, even if I'm shameless, I'll only be shameless with you! I miss you, I want to see you, I finally saw you, but you don't let go of me and talk about my engagement..."Hao Yixuan's fist slammed on the back of the bench, he was angry and annoyed, "I'm very shameless, those who go to college, graduate, and work, they are not as shameless as me!" I'll pay for my shamelessness, and I'll be responsible for you," he excitedly turned his head to stare at her standard little face. His black eyes sank deeper, like a bottomless pit that could take away the soul, and he grabbed her shoulder! Let her look him in the eye.
Zhen Rujia pushed his hand away and said lightly, "You look like a human being, you can say such bastard words!" She knew he was a jerk, and he could justify himself at any given time.
Hao Yixuan straightened up, approached her like a demon, and made a ghostly heart-warming voice, "I just don't want to lose you, what I want no one can stop!" ”
Zhen Rujia looked at this familiar and unfamiliar man, her eyes drifted into the distance, and she sneered, "Impossible." ”
Hao Yixuan frowned angrily, stretched out his big hand to lift her chin, clasped her body tightly with one hand, and said lightly, "I said no"
Zhen Rujiaxing's eyes widened, her eyes flashed with uncontrollable anger, and she tried her best to break free, and her hands couldn't stop beating his body,
He said forcefully, "Really? ”
Looking at her defiant eyes, his eyebrows were raised angrily, his eyes were shocked, and the muscles on his face froze suddenly, like an enraged lion, and he said sharply, "I make you feel disgusted? ”
She looked at his angry eyes and said coldly, "Shouldn't you be disgusted, what you did made me feel even more hateful!" She lifted her chin, she should be more uncomfortable than him at the moment.
Hao Yixuan's expression was even more ugly, and his eyes burned with anger, "You hate me because you have found a better one, Lin Ziqiao is so gentle and elegant, you even look at his eyes full of tenderness!" ”
"You can like Tang Jinxi, why don't I leave a way back for myself, Lin Ziqiao is handsome, and his family is rich?" Her face was strangely sad and desolate, frozen like ice, cold as a rock!
Hao Yixuan's eyebrows trembled, and his whole body trembled. A pair of eyes sunken in the sockets stared at Zhen Rujia viciously, and he let out a low sobbing laugh, "I thought that what you liked was me, and it had nothing to do with my identity, if I had nothing, would you still love me?" ”
With a deep sadness and a kind of pale and powerlessness on her face, she snorted coldly, "If you have nothing, are you still Hao Yixuan, you are not you anymore!" ”
Hao Yixuan's heart was like there were tens of thousands of sharp blades slaughtering there, and his whole body trembled. His trembling hands subconsciously wanted to hold Zhen Rujia in his arms, and his choked voice was like the wail of the nighthawk, "Impossible, I don't believe it......"