1690, a comeback

Sun Changzhi naturally borrowed Yun Cang's psychology of caring about things back then, in fact, when it comes to this matter, no matter what Sun Changzhi said is true or false, even if he knows that it is a lie, Yun Cang will check it.

If you don't check what happened back then, it was really covered up, and no one knew about it later. If it is checked, at least there is a glimmer of life.

It was also at that time that Yun Cang suddenly felt that he might really be deceiving himself all along.

Yun Cang is not without psychological weakness, Bingyan can understand him, and his soul has been comforted, but this is his own relative, and as Sun Changzhi, an outsider, and a betrayal, and an enemy who participated in the incident back then. He said that it was a conspiracy at that time, which also made him more determined about what happened back then.

Without the persuasion of Bingyan, he didn't tell anyone what he said in his heart, the secret he wanted to hide most in his heart. Bingyan was the only one, whether it was the master of the original collection of clouds, the ghost-faced divine doctor, or the group of people who lived and died with him, he didn't say anything, because he was also afraid.

In the chaos back then, he naturally understood now that why his mother didn't mention it first, he must have been deliberately led there, even if he was hiding. And his mother concubine was upside down on the bed not far away, impacting his cognition and the bottom line in his heart.

Because at that time, he felt that he couldn't accept such a thing at all, in fact, he didn't believe it, he didn't want to believe it, and he was resentful on the other hand, that kind of complicated mood, he didn't want to think about it like that, but his mind was deliberately general, so he was thinking about it. His mother betrayed his father and betrayed him.

This can be regarded as a psychological suggestion, under such a suggestion, it is like you hate someone, or there is a person who is by your side all the time, saying bad things about a certain person. Even if you don't know that person, or you feel that he is not what he is said to be, but over time, you are very likely to be brainwashed into thinking that that person is like that.

Yun Cang was the same, he was still so young at the time, and then he was kicked out of the palace, his young heart couldn't accept it at all, and even kept collapsing. It was also Yun Cang who had someone to protect him at that time, and he was a steady and calm child since he was a child, he became more and more silent on the surface, more and more calm, and slowly became very precocious, but the one in his heart, in fact, was just that he was afraid, and it was really seen that it would become a straw that crushed him, and he was actually not as strong as no one imagined.

And under the heart and various predicaments of such a young child, Yun Cang felt that what he saw was a mother concubine without explanation, a mother concubine without explanation, and she was no different in that upheaval. In fact, the mother concubine was voluntary, and the mother concubine really betrayed her father and him.

How much Yun Cang used to like and love his mother, and at that time, he had hatred. Under the premise of this hatred, while he is self-disgusting and negative, the picture he imagines is actually distorted, even if he sees it with his own eyes, what may remain in his mind is not necessarily the truth.

And what really changed him was Bingyan's understanding and trust, and constantly warming his heart, but he was just skeptical, he loved his mother, but he was actually still afraid, and the truth he finally discovered was more dirty and pathetic than he thought.

And an outsider told him this at this time, Yun Cang's psychology was very subtle.

Yun Cang then found out that there was a secret back then, and he was surprised to find that he felt that the truth he saw back then, he felt that his mother did not feel ashamed, or explained something, as a matter of course.

After so many years, he didn't know why, he still remembered it clearly, he suddenly felt that his mother's face was flushed very weirdly at that time, and when she was caught raping in bed, her mother's expression was also very complicated, but this complexity was definitely not what Yun Cang thought at the beginning, absolutely not!

The uncle was sneering, but his face was extremely ugly, and his face was also abnormally flushed, which was very wrong, so whether Sun Changzhi said it was true or not, Yun Cang had to find out, even if it was to calm out the obsession in his heart, or that heartache.

Just to check, even if there is no result, this is a psychological comfort, but now this may be true, it was really just calculated back then, and it is possible for him to find the truth, Yun Cang has no other thoughts except for being happy, except for urgency.

Bingyan used this posture to hold Yun Cang all the time, and when she felt that Yun Cang's body was no longer stiff at all, she kissed Yun Cang on the face and turned to Yun Cang's side.

Yun Cang also immediately reached out to bring Bingyan to him, then hugged her and sat on his lap, hugged Bingyan's slender waist, and gave a gentle kiss, and then Bingyan leaned on Yun Cang's chest, wrapped one hand around Yun Cang's shoulder, and rested his head on his shoulder.

Yun Cang said: "Even if there is such a thing, why don't we go and see it for ourselves." ”

Bingyan nodded: "I also think this is good, we also mentioned it before, if you want to go for a walk, it is better to take this opportunity to check it out, so as to hide people's eyes." ”

Yun Cang didn't agree immediately, this originally wanted a family of three to have a good time, and they should be happy, but if it was because of this, then they had something hidden in their hearts, where could they really have fun.

But Yun Cang didn't want to refuse, he pursed his lips silently, but Bingyan went up and pinched Yun Cang's mouth: "I found that you are really similar to your son, just this action, you are exactly the same." ”

Yun Cang raised his eyebrows, thinking about Tuan Tuan's expression when he was unhappy, thinking about his indifferent and light temperament, would he pout when he was unhappy, such a funny thing?

Yun Cang himself didn't feel it, and he couldn't be as exaggerated as Tuan Tuan, but it was really a little similar.

Bingyan couldn't help laughing, let go of his hand and said, "Listen to me about this matter, so let's decide." And it's just to explore, and I don't know what will happen, if it's just a misinformation or something, it won't delay the group playing. And Tuan Tuan, this kid, do you think we will still affect him? He has a big heart. ”

Knowing that Bingyan was a persuasion to him, Yun Cang felt particularly comforted, hugging Bingyan's waist, his face was directly stuffed to Bingyan's chest, and his voice was muffled: "Thank you Yan'er." ”

Bingyan patted Yun Cang's head, just like sometimes to Tuan Tuan, and I didn't know what Yun Cang's mood would be when he noticed this.

It's just that he buried his face now, but he felt that the thousands of people he was entangled in his heart just now couldn't compare to the words he said to Bingyan, and his heart instantly became a little brighter, and he didn't know what was going on, but now he was thinking about it a lot.

Perhaps as soon as this happens, his calmness will lose a little bit of proportion.

And for almost half an hour like this, Bingyan's face became more and more red, looking at Yun Cang still did not react, she even wondered if Yun Cang was asleep, but the strength of hugging herself was not like ah, and Yun Cang's head moved at this time.

In a different direction, I wanted to bury myself more comfortably, and Bingyan's face immediately became popular.

Stretched his hand directly down, pinched Yun Cang's chin, and directly lifted Yun Cang's face in a flirtatious posture: "I said...... Almost. ”

Yun Cang looked at the red ice smoke on his face, and slightly hooked the corners of his lips: "It's so comfortable, I forget everything around me." ”

Bingyan directly gave Yun Cang a roll of his eyes, but he was speechless about Yun Cang's rogue behavior at this time.

Yun Cang hugged Bingyan and kissed Bingyan sideways: "Nest there, I feel like I don't want to come out for the rest of my life." ”

Bingyan glanced at him: "Oh, those men who are drunk and dream of dying in the gentle township, all of them are gentlemen, do you want to be such a person?" ”

Yun Cang was not ashamed, but proudly said: "If it is a lady, you will gladly accept it as a husband, drunk and gentle, I have to say, it is really a very tempting thing, I think so." ”

Bingyan was really speechless, so she was going to pinch Yun Cang's face, but seeing Yun Cang's face, I am like this, if you are unhappy, I will let you ravage, maybe it will be happier scoundrel, Bing Yan's hands are very itchy, but she really doesn't want to get it, she feels that Yun Cang will definitely make her speechless next.

Bingyan snorted very nobly and coldly, and did not speak, but she had fully expressed her disdain for Yun Cang's behavior and thoughts.

Yun Cang stretched out his hand and pressed on Bingyan's waist, and when he just lifted his body, he was pressed back into his arms by Yun Cang, Bingyan rolled his eyes speechlessly, but he didn't push Yun Cang away, and hummed symbolically.

Yun Cang smiled and blew into Bingyan's ear: "Why is the lady angry, who dares to make you unhappy, if you say it, I will not spare him." ”

Bingyan said: "Oh, why don't you spare him, I want to hear it, if it's interesting, I might as well really do it." ”

Yun Cang thought seriously and said: "Why don't you punish this person and give you a massage, how hard it is for the lady to be inside and out this day, he even dares to make you unhappy, so punish him for doing this hard work, I think he will definitely do this thing seriously." ”

Bingyan directly hehe: "This is a punishment?" It's the first time I've heard of it. ”

Yun Cang nodded seriously and said seriously: "Yes, I think this punishment is indeed a very torturous punishment for him. Otherwise, the lady will try it now. ”

Bingyan thought of something, couldn't help squinting his eyes and said with a sly smile: "Yes, I suddenly feel the same way, since it's just a massage, it can only be a normal massage, and nothing else is allowed, I'm satisfied with this punishment, forgive him!" What do you say? ”