Chapter 59: Wandering and Uneasy

Who knew that Liu Bei still shook her head when she heard his words, but said something inexplicable: "Alas, you don't understand what I mean at all." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Her expression was a little lonely, her eyes no longer looked at Ling Han, but at the trees in the distance under the moonlight, swarthy, eerie, and weird.

“……?!” It seems that this girl doesn't mean that, which she? Ling Han couldn't figure it out, he looked at Liu Bei with a puzzled expression, not knowing what she was trying to say? Ling Han kept looking at Liu Bei strangely and stopped talking.

After some ideological struggle, Liu Bei mustered up the courage to say to Ling Han: "Ling Han, you don't understand my mind at all, I didn't ask you to make this request because I was bored, and I didn't want to just use you as a shield, but really wanted to be your girlfriend." ”

After she finished speaking, she looked at Ling Han quietly, waiting for him to make a decision, just like the eagerly waiting for the results of the exam after the exam, her face began to turn red, and her already towering chest looked even more turbulent at this time. Her eyes were already shining, and they looked even more shining in the cold moonlight.

"Huh?! - "Ling Han's shock this time was even stronger, he didn't expect this girl to be serious, he always thought that Liu Bei was joking, thinking that he wanted to let himself stand out for her and be her shield, deterring the frivolous behavior of those disciples chasing bees and butterflies. Although Ling Han was unwilling and uncomfortable, he reluctantly accepted it because of his feelings.

I thought that there were not many such cases, and it was enough to help her settle it once in a while, but I never thought that this girl would have such a ridiculous idea, this is too child's play, right? The lightning love in the world is nothing more than Erer, right?

Ling Han had thought of countless situations, but he didn't expect this to be the case. At that time, when the girl was downstairs, the middle-aged aunt once joked, and she said that she would talk about it, which prompted Liu Bei to have a relationship with herself, but she never thought that her joke would become a reality bizarrely, this crow's mouth! This is exactly what the sentence is: if you have the intention to plant flowers and flowers, you will not bloom, and you will have no intention of planting willows and willows. Hehe, this girl actually proposed that she was willing to be her girlfriend, where is this?

Ling Han was wondering, was this girl having a fever and burned her brain, otherwise, how could she make such an absurd request? Ling Han had an impulse to step forward and touch her forehead to see if she really had a fever? If this is the case, advise her to go to the hospital as soon as possible.

Ling Han was a little nostalgic for the life in that small mountain village at this time, every day when he woke up, most of them chatted with the old cigarette stick and hiccuped, he would not be affected by such a huge impact at all, how comfortable that little day was. I didn't expect that I hadn't been in Zhongzhou for a few days, and I was living this kind of startling life every day, could this nerve bear such an endless toss?

Ling Han looked at Liu Bei, who was like a goddess in front of him, with a look of disbelief, and the thoughts in his mind became a mess, and he couldn't pay attention to it. Because judging from his contact with this girl tonight, she is not a frivolous girl with a watery Yang Hua Dynasty and Qin Duchu, she should be a very assertive girl who is not disturbed by the outside world, how can she make an unbelievable request, what the hell is this world? Why are the girls or even women I meet so rebellious? First of all, An Shuiruo's grace and elegance are breathtaking, then An Xiaoxiao's deviance is terrifying, and then the beauties are all Chen Hong's charms, which makes people linger. Now another Liu Bei has appeared, and he would say such a shocking and bizarre words, which made Ling Han feel that he was dancing on the tightrope, which made his little heart "pound" and make his nerves almost crazy.

Liu Bei said with a little interest: "Ling Han, you don't know how tired I am, let me tell you, I'm really tired!" ”

She sighed, then stood up from the stone bench, went straight to Ling Han, squatted down, and looked at Ling Han face to face, now this situation is as ambiguous as it is, they are about to have zero distance contact, the two are only as far away as a fist, the two are eye to eye, nose to nose, the other party's heavy breathing can also be clearly felt, even the thin fluff on the other party's face can be seen clearly, not to mention the facial expressions.

Ling Han didn't want to take over her topic easily, he looked at the beautiful and beautiful face in front of him, since he didn't have the desire to continue to get along with her, he had to pretend to be stupid and didn't know anything, and asked something unnutritious: "Coax, what's wrong with you?" What do you mean by that? Why are you tired again? ”

In fact, Ling Han also knew that a quiet girl had to face all kinds of harassment in her life alone, not only did she feel physically tired, but her psychological exhaustion was unknown to outsiders. Ling Han knew that she had already reached the limit of her endurance, so she would let out such an exclamation.

"Oh, nothing." Liu Bei smiled at Ling Han, answering Ling Han's question, she looked resentful, like a resentful woman raised in a deep boudoir, and she couldn't tell how depressed she was. She got up all the way, it was really not easy, her bitterness and there was no way to confide, and now she met an object to talk to, so she opened her heart: "You don't know how bitter I am, it's not easy to go all the way for so many years, I have gritted my teeth and persevered tenaciously, especially since I was sensible, to say that Aunt An and Xiaoxiao of the family where my mother worked were good to us, although Liang Yuan was good, but it was not her own home, there was a feeling of being under the fence, which made me secretly swear that I must make a name for myself, Honor my mom well. ”

Liu Bei paused slightly, and then continued: "Especially as I grow up, this feeling is like being eaten by ants on the tip of my heart." That's why I live alone in school and live on work-study. Coming and going in the wind and rain outside, it is inevitable to meet all kinds of people, etc., I stick to my bottom line, pretending to be very strong, and the outside is wrapped in thick armor that does not allow others to blaspheme. Persevering every day, it is harder than walking hundreds of miles, I am a pure face in front of people, very strong, everyone mistakenly thinks that I am a strong woman, in fact, how do they know the bitterness in my heart. Sometimes I can't stand it, so I hide under the covers and cry. How I longed for a thick arm for me to lean on, alas, I knew that this was only a luxury for me, and when would it be the end! ”

At this time, Ling Han reined in his mind and became serious, he saw that tears began to overflow from the corners of Liu Bei's eyes, and he did not interrupt her whispering, when she was a loyal listener: "You finally understand now, I would rather hope that I can live an ordinary and quiet life." But God created things to make people, because this world is too realistic, their stinky men, on the surface polite, sanctimonious, in fact, are a stinky skin, but in their bones they are full of petty people, they are complete demons, gluttonous, they don't really like me, they are greedy for my beauty, coveted me, I am helpless and speechless, this world is like this, what can I do to change it. ”

"Seriously, I hate myself so much, since God gave me a beautiful face and didn't give me the ability to protect myself, this endless harassment makes me annoyed, I can only use false Qinggao as my armor to resist external harassment, but I also know that this is as ethereal as the emperor's new clothes, it is too insignificant, and talking about morality with those domineering so-called gentlemen is tantamount to seeking skin with a tiger. So, if someone really uses coercion to force me to do something I don't want to do, what do you think I should do? Like today, what would have happened if it weren't for your presence is really unpredictable. Alas, it's hard to be a man, it's really hard to be a woman, especially for someone like me who still has a bit of a posture and no background. ”

Women are all weak, isn't there a saying that women are made of water? Liu Bei is no exception, whether she pretends to be high or arrogant in front of outsiders, in fact, it is all helpless, she wants to use this seemingly strong armor to protect herself, and she is also eager to get the real care of a man. If she can have a strong boyfriend to shelter her from the wind and rain, why should she live in the shadow of fear.

Ling Han was moved by what happened to her, so he said from the bottom of his heart: "I understand your heart, this world is so ruthless, in fact, there are many people in this world who have encountered this kind of yours, some of them have survived strongly, and some have sunk under the coercion of evil forces. You're good, it's really not easy. Ling Han praised her from the bottom of his heart. In fact, he also knew that what he said was pale and weak, and it was superfluous to say anything in front of this girl, and when he faced Liu Bei, whose temperament had changed, he knew that it was useless to say anything.

It is a rare quality for a girl to have persistence, but it is not easy to persist for a long time, the bitterness and bitterness are incomprehensible to ordinary people, Ling Han can really feel Liu Bei's hesitation and uneasiness.

Liu Bei felt a little better when she saw the other party's genuinely concerned gaze, she also opened her heart in front of an outsider for the first time, and after saying it, she felt relieved, she relied on her female intuition and chose Ling Han as the object of her confiding, and decided that this little boy was not a man who gave up from the beginning. Therefore, she told the other party everything that had happened to her without reservation.

She made her request again and said, "Ling Han, have you thought about it now?" Would you like to agree to be my boyfriend? There was a hint of anticipation in her eyes, and she didn't know how much the little boy would hurt if she rejected her.