402 Love Is Not Possession
"Zuo Junyu, nothing is suitable between the two of us, whether it is friends or husband and wife, even ordinary friends are not suitable. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½ā
"Yuxi, are you still blaming me for the cold words I gave you before?"
Liu Yuxi shook his head: "No, Zuo Junyu, in fact, there are some questions that I was very confused and couldn't figure out at first, but then I thought about it carefully, and suddenly one day I figured it out." ā
"What's the matter?" Zuo Junyu asked.
Liu Yuxi took a deep breath and said indifferently: "I used to think that I loved you, so in order to get what I wanted, I would do whatever it takes, but until now I realized that maybe that kind of thinking is not because of love, but because of my unwillingness and jealousy." Sometimes I think about it, it's ridiculous to behave in the past, and if I hadn't done that, it wouldn't have come to this point. You and your loved ones will also live happily ever after. I feel that it is a pity that if my thoughts at that time could have been a little kinder, and if I had waited a little longer, I would have met him, and then I would have been happy. ā
Her voice became more and more uncomfortable the more she spoke, and at the end her eyes were red.
"Him?" Zuo Junyu was a little puzzled: "What do you mean ......?"
Liu Yuxi immediately said: "Zuo Junyu, maybe I have never loved you, because after meeting him, I know what true love is, love is for the sake of the other party, at least for me." ā
"Yuxi, are you talking about him?" Zuo Junyu seemed to understand something, he thought of the sunny man.
Liu Yuxi nodded, "That's right, it's him, it's a pity that I missed him, there are some things in this world that are destined, I have nothing to do with him, but there is no way, our lives have to go on, don't you?" He's going to forget about me one day. ā
Liu Yuxi closed her eyes, a tear crossed the corner of her eye, how sad her heart was at this time, only she understood that leaving him was a very difficult choice, and it was even more difficult to leave without a sound, maybe he would one day slowly forget everything and find a girl who loved him and loved him, at least that girl could be worthy of him, there was no such unbearable past.
"Yuxi, in fact, I can see that he cares about you very much, that time I spoke to you very politely, but he was so excited to come out for you, you can imagine how important your position in his heart is, he can't see you being bullied by others, so I think there may be a ...... between you and him."
"Is it still possible?" Liu Yuxi smiled lightly: "It's impossible anymore, I've been divorced, I've had a miscarriage, and I probably can't have a child yet, and now I have one less kidney, and I'm no longer worthy of him." ā
Now Liu Yuxi feels that he is no longer worthy of anyone.
"Yuxi, although you think so, but he may not think so, I think everything is still possible."
"Nothing is impossible, it's all over and I'm doing well now. I'm sure he's doing well too. ā
"You're not having a good time." Zuo Junyu's voice was very certain.
Liu Yuxi turned his head: "How do you know that I'm not doing well?" ā
At least Liu Yuxi feels that his life is very peaceful now, and he doesn't have to carry any psychological burden and stay away from everything.
"How can you live well without him? You must be sad right now, right? Zuo Junyu knows that feeling, he loves someone but can't be with him, the pain in his heart may not be visible on the surface, but his heart is suffering every second.
"Zuo Junyu, I almost forgot that you also loved, you also lost, and you also have that kind of time when you can't ask for it." Liu Yuxi suddenly found that he and Zuo Junyu also have a lot in common, at least the two of them are a little similar, that is, they both love someone but can't get it.
However, now Zuo Junyu can be with Zhang Xiaodie calmly, but he can't be with Zhu Yi, this is the difference.
"Liu Yuxi, I think you should fight for it. Instead of blindly hiding like this, for you, you may be for his good, but for him it is not, so I think you should call him. ā
Zuo Junyu thought left and right, he didn't know what was wrong with him, but now he was thinking about Liu Yuxi.
Liu Yuxi shook his head: "You don't have to persuade me anything, I know what I do in my heart, and there are some decisions that I will not change once I make them." ā
Seeing that Liu Yuxi was so determined, Zuo Junyu stopped arguing with him, and the two of them stayed there quietly.
After a while, he pushed his wheelchair and walked around with Liu Yuxi, and the two of them had never been so harmonious and quiet.
Everything is so natural.
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Zhu Family Manor.
An Lan took Zhu Yi's arm and came to Zhu's mother: "Hello, Auntie." An Lan has now changed her words, no longer calling her Mrs., but directly calling her aunt, which was also instructed by Zhu's mother.
Although Mother Zhu still doesn't like this An Lan very much, after this An Lan appeared, Zhu Yi has improved and is no longer infatuated with that Liu Yuxi, so Mother Zhu is relieved.
She specially set up a family banquet at the manor today, and everyone sat together to have a good chat.
"Mom, you're really beautiful today." As soon as Zhu Yi saw his mother, he praised without hesitation.
Mother Zhu touched her face with a smile and said, "Today, my mother went to do a beauty." ā
Zhu Yi smiled and said, "That's not, you usually take good care of yourself, you are moisturized every day, like a girl." ā
Mother Zhu listened to Zhu Yi's words, not to mention how happy she was, "You stinky boy, your mouth is as sweet as honey, you know how to please me." ā
Seeing that Zhu Yi is now back to his previous sunny appearance, Zhu's mother is very relieved.
"You're my mother, I don't please you, who else can you please me?"
"You can put more thought on your girlfriend, I hope you have a child born soon, and I will help you bring it after you come down, I am quite lonely when I am alone, and I will not be so lonely when I have a child by my side."
Zhu Yi's face was a little embarrassed, and he turned his head to look at An Lan.
An Lan's face was flushed at the moment, and then Zhu Yi said to her mother: "Mom, don't worry about this matter, the future is long, we have time, besides, I haven't decided on a relationship with An Lan yet." ā
"Although it is said that the coming days are long, but there are also long nights and dreams, you can establish a relationship now, or how about getting engaged now?" Zhu's mother hugged her grandson and hoped that Zhu Yi would quickly get rid of Liu Yuxi's shadow and return to a normal life.