This kind of happiness, only An Xiaoxue thinks that it is a kind of happiness. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Later, by chance, my father's classmate met Aunt Meijuan, although Aunt Meijuan didn't know all this, my father's classmate still told my father the news.

Father quietly followed Aunt Meijuan, knew her current life, knew that she had always been a lonely person, and the relationship with her family was also very bad, so she could only live alone all the time.

However, the father understood that he already had a family and children, so he never dared to appear in front of Aunt Meijuan, and he couldn't tell Aunt Meijuan about his experience.

In the face of his own love, his father can't say that his family is now stable, and in the face of his own family, his father can't say that his original intention has not changed.

When his father said this, An Xiaoxue suddenly remembered a passage in his mother's diary:

I have never seen him so helpless, such pain, if it is really the fault of the previous generation, then this mistake must be borne by someone, and this person should not be him.

Everyone has a good nature, and the best solution to this problem is to let the least number of people be harmed.

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Although these words, at the time, An Xiaoxue didn't know what her mother meant, but, now that you think about it, it was probably written down by her mother after she knew about the existence of Aunt Meijuan.

In her mother's love, there are no complaints, and she has done it.

However, at this time, his father said that when he saw Aunt Meijuan again, Aunt Meijuan would resolutely not be with her father, she thought that her mother was a good person, and she would not do such a thing.

In those years, she also proved with her actions that she was not the kind of selfish woman who only thought about herself in her heart.

"Back then, your Aunt Meijuan, she was very firm, she said that she could live without disturbing us for so many years, so that we can live with peace of mind, and it will be the same in the future, and we should not waste so many years of hard work."

An Xiaoxue understood what his father meant, he didn't want him to resent Aunt Meijuan, and when he left, he should make all the misunderstandings over the years clear, so that people who should be kind don't hurt each other.

For many years, my father has been running away, he is afraid that the people around him will mix the original grievances with his own color, and all this is his own fault.

That's right, the mother fulfilled her father's love back then, and her mother has always adhered to her original love alone, she believes that this is the lowest harm to love.

It's just that behind these many emotional entanglements, the grievances of their youth hurt the innocent An Xiaoxue.

Adults can pursue love, pursue happiness, let go for love, and fulfill the uncomplaining and unrepentant in their hearts, but no one can take care of An Xiaoxue's young heart.

Who is wrong, under the entanglement, no one can tell.

"Xiao Xuan, over the years, we are all sorry for you, we owe you too much, Dad can't give it to you, I just hope you can live a good life in the future, please believe that Dad's love for you has never changed, but Dad has never dared to face you."

It seems that the legend outside is indeed true, after the father and mother separated, the father left everything he had, just took Aunt Meijuan to another city, and started their new life.

From his father's experience, An Xiaoxue believes that his father is a responsible person, and in the face of the people around him, he always has to lose, he chose his love, but this probability happened to An Xiaoxue, so she will not accept it.

's father's honesty about his own approach, I believe that he also went through ideological torture back then, but all this has no meaning for An Xiaoxue.

The gloomy 20 years turned out to be a mistake made by the old feudal thinking, and everyone felt wronged who was to blame.

was so honest in front of him, although An Xiaoxue had all kinds of regrets in his heart, he finally sorted out the entanglements that he had been suffering for more than 20 years.

It's not that anyone did it badly, and it's not a mistake that anyone deliberately made, it's just the trick of fate, decades of grievances, in the end, many things should be buried.

Here in An Xiaoxue, I hope that everything is over, there is no longer any involvement, and the resentment in my heart is no longer the anger of the past.

An Xiaoxue also understands the truth, if her mother doesn't let go, her father won't leave, but the love of that era is like this, it can't save everyone's happiness, but in the face of love, everyone can be regarded as living up to their hearts.

And thinking about these many years, her mother's meticulous love for herself, An Xiaoxue is also satisfied, and her mother has put all her thoughts on herself, which is undoubtedly her greatest happiness.

Now it seems that everyone has their own happiness, just like Aunt Meijuan back then, who would not disturb the life of Zeng's An Xiaoxue family, just like her mother who has not disturbed Aunt Meijuan's life for many years.

Later, after my father and Aunt Meijuan came to City A, everything had to start from scratch, and it was very difficult at first, but in the face of love, they were still very happy.

Later, they had the crystallization of their own love, a younger sister named Annrey.

Although these are not what An Xiaoxue wants to know, An Xiaoxue can only accept these realities now.

"Xiao Xue, these things have been pressed in Dad's heart for many years, Dad doesn't know who to talk to about these words, you have grown up, you are the person Dad wants to sit down and talk about the most, you don't want Dad to nag, these years, I really miss you very much, Dad remembers your coquettishness with Dad when you were a child, and your laughter at Dad is a lingering memory."

Father also sighed to himself, but the years have been so fast, An Xiaoxue is no longer the little girl she was back then.

For reality, An Xiaoxue still needs some time to quiet himself, and his father is clear about this.

Of course, An Xiaoxue's calmness now was something his father didn't expect before, and he was always worried that An Xiaoxue didn't want to see him at all and didn't want to listen to anything he said.

The current father, although he was in the last moments of his illness, could see his simple satisfaction.

"Dad, you have a good rest, Mom can not pursue anything, let alone me, over the years, Mom has given me all her love, she can see you again now, I can see that she is very happy, I don't want her to worry about me for the past."

In a quiet ward, sitting quietly, the father and daughter who have been separated for more than 20 years.