Chapter 164
Qian Yun saw him frowning with a blank expression, first frowned slightly, and then suddenly understood, and couldn't help covering his mouth and laughing, not giving him half of face: "Look at you, what big thing was I thinking about when you were before, it turned out that I turned over the old vinegar again, and I am really not afraid of being laughed at by others." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info It's all old-fashioned words.,I'm still the same sentence.,If you can't break the old love, I won't give you a chance.,No matter how noble your status is.,I won't blink an eye.。 ”
The only thing Qian Yun didn't dare to say to him was that he originally approached him with ulterior motives, and now he didn't dare to say anything, and every sentence was just from the bottom of his heart, so he didn't seem to show any flaws.
Zhu Zhao's heart stabilized at this time, it was never an identity issue between him and Qian Yun, and he never thought of using his identity to suppress her when he was with him. The only thing he asks for is the love and companionship he has never received since he was a child, he suffers from gains and losses, not because he doesn't believe it, but because he is afraid that his new efforts can't match the love that she and Deng Yuancai grew up together, he can remedy anything, but there is no way to do this. They didn't know each other during that time, and if he had known that his favorite person was here, he would have hugged her under his wings in advance.
The ecstasy and excitement on his face made Qian Yun couldn't help but sigh, what did this person suffer when he was a child to become so uneasy? Although he is ruthless and majestic outside, he does not have the slightest appearance of a prince in private, what eyes are above the top, arrogant and lascivious, and there is no trace of it on him. He was ordinary, ordinary like an ordinary man.
"It's enough to have your words, it's better not to see him in the future, although I don't have a big heart, but I'm also afraid that he will jump off the wall and do something to hurt you."
Qian Yun pursed his lips and smiled: "I'm afraid it won't work, you are in the limelight now, and I think those people can't get used to you anymore, and they want to find fault with you." It's probably going to be used on me and the Liu family, even if I take every precaution, I can't say that there will be no handle in their hands at all, not to mention that there is no excuse for the crime that I want to add. ”
Zhu Zhao stroked her hair and comforted gently: "Don't be afraid, everything is on me, you and the Liu family will do our best to protect you, even if they want to do something, they have to step over me." I have endured it for so many years, and finally I have today, even if the road in the future is more difficult, I will hold on, not for myself, but for you. ”
Qian Yun didn't know much about his major affairs, and she didn't care very much, because she already knew who the final winner of this battle would be, sweet fruits were not so easy to eat, so she was already ready to deal with what kind of hardships she would suffer, but she couldn't bear to let her grandfather be implicated, and now the only one who could help her was Zhu Zhao. She leaned on his shoulder, sighed and said: "It's okay for me to be myself, just don't implicate the innocent, my grandfather's life's work has been put on these industries, if there is a good guy I really don't have the face to face his old man, so you have to help me deal with it, I am really grateful." ”
Zhu Zhao touched her soft long hair, and then wrapped her soft little hand in the palm of her hand, and said with a smile: "Why does the family say such polite words?" Even if you don't say it, I can't just watch and be indifferent, can I? You are implicated for me, if I can't protect you, what face do I have to face you? I'm ready to make a plan, and if I'm cornered, I'm not going to put up with it anymore. In fact, this kind of thing will be discovered sooner or later, but it is just hidden a little deeper to give yourself a chance of winning. ”
Zhu Zhao suddenly remembered what he said when he said that he was willing to be wronged under the second brother, and sighed helplessly, maybe he will eventually be a treacherous person, and everyone has unspeakable grievances when they stand in each other's camp, but as long as there is someone in his heart who wants to protect him, what if he is a person he disdains? The strong give birth to the weak and die, the rules of survival that have been set by God a long time ago, no matter how many years and how many dynasties have passed, most of them can't avoid such an ending.
Qian Yun also knows how hard and important everything he bears, those who are willing to follow him have a lot of hope, either for glory and wealth or for power, no matter what is the strength needed to achieve this road, he seems to be high, but everyone's hopes are pushed forward under his own decision, he can't let anyone down, but he has to take care of himself.
I don't know why my heart suddenly hurts, this man is obviously so tired but he still has to make a relaxed and smiling expression in front of him, when she doesn't know or can't see his expression clearly, is he also rubbing his eyebrows, no matter what, he can't smooth the folds on it? She hugged him tighter like a child, and kissed him on the face to pass on the warmth of her body, she only knew that this silent comfort he could understand, and he should be able to understand her pity for him.
Although they are together with less and more separation, because they put all their energy into each time, their affection is stronger than anyone else. Every time he approached, he felt that he had already integrated into her blood and bones, as long as it was not something she deliberately hidden, he could understand. In fact, he knew early on that Deng Yuan would only see her, he originally wanted to stop it, but he indulged it because of the trance decision in his heart, what could be more ecstatic than getting the result he wanted? is because of her intimacy, so he is willing to do anything for her.
It's like Yao Linlang and Baicao, Yao Linlang thinks that as long as she doesn't come forward, she won't count this kind of thing on her head, as long as he wants to know about the things of this world, there is nothing to hide, not to mention that he can know anything about Yao Linlang without guessing, so he let her leave without saying a word to her. For this kind of young lady who is originally smart but pretends to be stupid, sometimes saying something useless is better than saying nothing at all, which makes her feel more uncomfortable.
They grew up together, what kind of person Yao Linlang knows better than anyone else, but she always challenges his bottom line again and again, making him no longer tolerable.
And that Baicao, who is obviously too clever, her feelings are not worth half a point in his eyes, what qualifications do you have to take into account what she is thinking? If all the women in the world have feelings for him, then he still has to bring them all back? It's really ridiculous, this kind of thing naturally doesn't need him to go out in person, and any person under his hands can make her die. Sometimes he has to be grateful that he lives in that kind of environment, so that he knows exactly what he wants, instead of being confused by what he has because he has too much, like other royal brothers, who do not refuse, and anyone can accept it, presumably they don't know what they want now.
But on the day he returned to the city, the Baicao was still entangled in front of the carriage, stared at by a group of soldiers with a miserable white face, staring at him regardless of the words he wanted to be by his side, Zhu Zhao only felt sarcastic at that time, this girl who didn't know the height of the sky, he squinted at her and said: "I also know which family you are from, just to be a young lady, you should have the appearance of a young lady, I originally admired you, a daughter's family came to the barracks to save the dead and help the injured regardless of the eyes of outsiders, I want to praise you in front of the emperor, but what you did behind me really made me a little unbelievable. Born in such a family since childhood, you should understand that many things are not done by you, you don't care about the face of the family, I don't know whether to say that you are courageous or confused, I believe that I don't need to say more, your family will deal with you. I don't want to see you appear in front of me in the future, I don't have as much effort to deal with your sesame mung beans as you think, if you don't give up, I'm going to have someone visit your house. ”
Baicao never thought that this man who could speak softly and affectionately to another woman was so ruthless and unsympathetic to himself, at that time she didn't believe the person who passed the word, she didn't believe that he would not be moved when he heard his affection for him, and although her father was not a big man, he also had a bit of face, even if there was something in the future, he would naturally be able to help, she thought he could recognize the stakes, who knew that he was so incomprehensible, which made her anxious and angry, and just wanted to seek justice.
And this time just to confirm that what he heard was not true, but he didn't expect the reality to be so cruel, and he didn't even pay attention to her sadness, sadness and despair. The whole person seemed to be missing a soul, and could only watch him leave numbly, walking farther and farther until he couldn't see anything.
The maid beside her said to her: "Miss, the war in Yunnan is over, and we should go back." Don't take this matter to heart, I want to ask someone like the Sixth Prince, he will definitely not do such a bad thing. ”
Baicao wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and smiled miserably: "I naturally know that he won't do this, but I just can't be willing to let him do this to me." My identity, my mother said that I am worthy of these princes, and if you want me to die, it is impossible. In this world, he is not alone in the final say, sooner or later one day I will let him have to marry me. What is that Yao Linlang? It's just that the daughter of a general dares to show off her power in front of me, and that Qian Yun, sooner or later I will make them pay their due price. ”
The maidservant girl beside her lowered her head in disbelief, she never thought that the always gentle young lady would make such a sinister expression, it turned out that a person changed so quickly? Because there are things in my heart that I can't think of, I can practice my nature and reverse it? Although she is a subordinate who can't control much, she still feels uneasy when she sees such a thing again, for fear that the young lady will be full of anger in the end.
Qian Yun saw Zhu Zhao in a daze, and didn't know what he was thinking, so he had to smile and say, "What do you think?" So obsessed? ”
Zhu Zhao thought about it and still didn't hide it from Qian Yun, and told her about it, Qian Yun just lowered his head after hearing it, and said after a long time: "I can't blame her for this kind of thing, but I like you, and I just forced you to choose us for myself and my children." Your reputation is getting louder and louder now, and your position in the court has obviously become more important, and there will definitely be no fewer people who want to win you over, and maybe when you return to the capital, many people will step through your threshold. Who made me just a concubine? It's really no one's fault. ”
Zhu Zhao pressed her raised head on her shoulder, and said with a smile: "What are you fooling about?" I've told you so many times, don't you believe anyone wants to believe me? Even if I say that, I'm at fault, otherwise I wouldn't have made you feel uneasy. But don't worry, this time when I go back to the capital, I will definitely make it clear to my father, and I won't let you fall into this embarrassing situation all the time. ”
I didn't care about it before, so I told Qian Yun at this time: "My father sent someone to send a decree to me to return to Beijing as soon as possible, and my uncle will also return to Beijing together." This time, don't be busy going back to Jinju, follow me to the capital, although I know that you are no stranger to that place, but I still want to stay with you for a while, but I am wronged that you have been so embarrassed to follow me around. ”
Qian Yun shook his head slightly: "Speaking of which, I haven't seen my grandfather for a long time, and even when I gave birth to a child, I just asked someone to send a letter to the past." He has been alone for so long, he must have been looking forward to it ruthlessly, and it was my fault for so long. ”
Zhu Zhao touched her hair, as if she couldn't touch it enough in her life, and said softly: "Don't worry, I will go to see him with you when the time comes, in the final analysis, I can't live with his old man, so I should go to the door to apologize to the old man." ”
Qian Yun laughed and didn't say anything, it was very rare for him to have this heart. He was grateful for the old man who didn't come and go much, but he was the only old man in this world who really loved her. I miss it more and more, and I look forward to the day when we see each other again, and now I can't wait to get to the capital as soon as possible. No matter how sad and disappointed she was about to be in the capital, she still decided to return to the capital, just to be filial in front of the old man.
There are some things that I care about very much, so no matter how far away they are, they can still be heard by people in Jinju City. Qian Hao was downcast by the old lady and had to go to Qian Yun, in fact, the father and daughter have not been close for so many years, and even he himself doesn't know what kind of attitude to use to face her, but no matter what he thinks on the road, his mind is still blank when he arrives at Qian Yun's house. But when people told him that Qian Yun was not at home when he was far away, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, facing Qian Yun was much more difficult than he imagined.
On the way back, he looked around, feeling that he hadn't gone out for a long time, many places obviously didn't have any changes, but he felt very nostalgic, and the days of freedom were really warm, just at the moment of raising his eyes, he saw his daughter Ah Xiu, his most beloved daughter at that time, at this time she had changed into a woman's clothes, I don't know what she was busy with, so that the girls and women moved things back and forth. He thought about it and stepped forward, facing his daughter who didn't see him, and said in a trembling voice, "Ah Xiu." ”
Qian Xiu was stunned at first when he heard this voice, and tears couldn't help but welling up in his eyes, but he quickly wiped them away, turned his head to look at the person who came, and said indifferently, "What are you doing here?" Is it to see the joke? As you wish, I'm not living badly or well, just like a dog, I'm going to starve myself to death if I don't move by myself, so what do you and I want to say, old man? I don't think there's much to say between us, so you better get out of here and don't disturb my business. ”
Qian Hao's throat was sour, and he choked slightly and said: "Ah Xiu, I know you hate your father in your heart, but at that time, your father was also so angry that he was like that, if you mother and daughter wanted to tell me earlier, how could our family become what it is today?" I know it's useless to talk to you about this, and you won't forgive me, but Dad really remembers you, your mother...... It's been so long, I don't know where she is, while I can walk around by myself at this moment, you tell me, I'll go and see her, so many years of love, I haven't even drunk a word and said it, she will hate me even more in her heart. Actually, I don't blame you for hating me, all this is my confusion, it was me who harmed your mother like this, if I hadn't indulged her greed at the beginning, it wouldn't have become what it is today, it's all my fault. ”
Qian Xiu sneered and said, "What's the use of you saying such things now?" The person is dead, do you know how embarrassed she looked when she died? She was thrown out of the house, and at that time the whole person was haggard and couldn't look like it, and many people outside were scolding her, saying that she died well, and I was her own daughter, do you know how I felt when I was next to me? I never thought that my good home would one day become like this, I just felt terrible, I didn't know what I was going to do in the future, and my brother would have to live under that vicious woman all the time. What do you know? Have you ever thought about us? You said that you were just angry, but your anger didn't make a sound and killed my mother's life, but you paid my mother back? As long as you give my mother and my brother back to me, even if this life is no matter how hard it is, I won't say a word more, I now understand that the most unreliable person in the world is you, and it is indeed you who can have such an end today. ”
Qian Hao said with difficulty: "Ah Xiu, don't say it anymore, I haven't been better than you in my heart, so don't say it again, okay?" Dad will find a way to get everything back that was lost, okay? Without you, my heart is empty, I don't know how to live anymore, don't leave my father, don't hate my father anymore, okay? Daddy will do anything, okay? ”
Qian Xiu looked at the vicissitudes of the man's cheeks in front of him, even the trembling of his temples turned white, and he felt a touch of sadness in his heart, no matter how ferocious he was at the beginning, but at this time, how could he not be sad when he saw his decadent appearance? But what can you do if you're sad? Under his eager gaze, Qian Xiu lowered his head, pursed his lips and said as if he didn't care: "Cheng, I want to see how you remedy it, how much do you know about my sad days for a while?" No, you don't know anything, how would you know? Don't you still have a very caring aunt by your side? Will you really be willing to let her go then? You do it for me, but I want to see how far you can go. Oh, by the way, the people Qian Yun relies on are getting more and more powerful, don't you feel sorry? In fact, I feel sorry for myself, if I had married him, maybe there would not have been such a thing as now, but how cruel do you see the reality? What's even more cruel is that once people lose the right to speak, what will happen to them? It's like us, the intelligence watched all this happen but couldn't expect anything, and no one would be kind enough to save us, how desperate we were at that time. ”
Qian Hao opened his mouth, but after all, he didn't say anything, he trembled and took out a silver ticket from his clothes, and laughed miserably: "When I came out, I thought that you might need it, so I brought some out, although it is not big, but I will work hard to get everything from the Qian family back, and then you can live a good life again, you don't have to be so wronged, I will not avoid the punishment I should bear, I will admit it, is this okay?" ”
Qian Xiu looked away coldly, and didn't even say a word to him, Qian Hao knew that now he couldn't make his daughter be kind to him, and only by trying to repay everything he owed them could she feel better, and he could feel more comfortable in his heart, after all, he was a child who hurt him from childhood to adulthood, although he was just a concubine, but Yangyang was treated according to the eldest lady, and no one was more uncomfortable than being a father when she was so wronged.
"If you don't speak, I'll just take you as if you agree, then I should go back, I will come to see you every day, if you have anything to say to me, I am willing to listen, if not, I will come to see you twice, I just hope you don't drive me away, okay?" I'll go back first. After speaking, he sighed and turned to leave, he is still old after all, people say that parents are partial, but he is really partial, even if his daughter has done a big bad thing, he is still reluctant to treat her harshly, just because of preference. If it was replaced by Qian Yun, it was true that he would not give a good face, but this daughter did not understand his hard work, which made him very sad.
Qian Xiu listened to the heavy steps and walked farther and farther, the eyes holding back the tears were red after all, tears were like rain, and she couldn't see the back in a daze, she cried like a child, although she hated it, she couldn't let it go, in the dead of night, she would wonder if he slept well?