Chapter 143: No Turning Back

Chen Yifei waited outside for a while, but never saw Su Jinchen come out. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

recalled Zhilan's words just now, and the way she forced a smile before she went in...... Chen Yifei felt a faint trace of uneasiness in his heart, and he didn't care about anything else, so he simply lifted the curtain and strode in.

The girl in the clean room had just taken a bath, and her already pale face was becoming more and more pale and transparent in an orange jacket...... With an almost morbid beauty.

She was now struggling to tie the buckle on her jacket with her other uninjured hand, tears silently sliding down her white porcelain cheeks, and falling drop by drop on the camellia petals embroidered on her jacket...... Soon disappeared again.

Chen Yifei's sudden entry obviously startled the girl. She hurriedly turned sideways and wiped the mottled tears from her face in a panic.

“…… How did you get in? There was still a glimmer of water in the corner of her eyes that she had time to hide, but she still smiled at him, "I...... I'm almost done. As he spoke, his little hands cramped over the hem of his chest, but his eyes were wordlessly begging him to leave.

"How do you tie one hand?" Chen Yifei just didn't see anything, and walked up to her, "I'll help you." ”

Su Jinchen pursed his lips in embarrassment. Through these days of getting along, of course she knew what he wanted to do...... She couldn't refuse.

…… The little hand pressed on his chest was silently lowered.

His face was slightly pale, and he really buttoned her seriously.

…… The slender fingers went all the way up, and soon came to the girl's chest.

Su Jinchen's overly fair face finally had a faint blood color...... She bowed her head uneasily.

"Does your hand still hurt?" The man asked softly in his ear.

"Zhilan helped me rub the medicine, and it's much better." Su Jinchen lowered his eyes and answered obediently.

He quickly fastened the last buckle of her neckline.

"Thank you, Second Young Master." Su Jinchen lowered his head and said respectfully. The girl's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and several places were glued together by tears...... Cast a faint shadow under the eyes.

Somehow, Su Jinchen's appearance from four years ago suddenly appeared in front of his eyes - the immature girl who boldly broke into his room, looked him in the eyes, and fearlessly said that she wanted to "make a promise".

The shadows of the two men overlapped, and even made him suspicious for a moment...... Is the current Su Jinchen the same person as the former Su Jinchen?

If so, what made her the humble and humble she is now?

Don't...... Is that him?

This kind of realization suddenly made him feel uncomfortable for no reason.

After a while, Su Jinchen suddenly felt that his hands were being held up.

Chen Yifei carefully avoided her wounds, lowered his head and pecked her fingers, "I was wronged outside...... Why didn't you tell me? ”

Su Jinchen was stunned for a moment, and met his deep eyes. "Zhilan has already told me everything......"

Tears quickly gathered in the eyes...... Su Jinchen opened his eyes in embarrassment, and said lightly, "Actually...... Actually...... there's nothing wrong," she said, trying to restrain herself, but her voice trembled faintly.

Chen Yifei's heart became more and more uncomfortable, "Today I caused you to suffer." If it hadn't been last night...... I don't think she will deliberately embarrass you. ”

"It's none of your business." Su Jinchen shook his head bitterly, his voice as calm and soft as ever, "Miss Wan is the master...... It is a matter of course for the master to support the slave and the maid, I ......" she turned her face and bent the corners of her lips at him reluctantly, "There is nothing to be wronged about...... Don't think about it. ”

"Really?" He looked at her quietly, and suddenly reached out and gently brushed her cheek, "And what is this?" The tears from the previous stuck to his hands, with a cold temperature.

"......" Su Jinchen hurriedly wiped his face with the back of his hand, and said with a smile with red eyes, "I just felt that I was so useless just now that I couldn't even wear clothes-"

He suddenly clamped her into his arms with force, "Su Jinchen, I don't need you like this." His breath fell heavily on her snow-white cheeks with rage. I don't need you to grovel, I don't need you to be cautious, I don't need you to force a smile - I don't need you to compromise even in front of me! Do you understand? ”

His tone was very heavy, and his words were very rushing, and the girl looked at him in a daze, and the tears that she had been holding back were like a flood that opened the floodgates, and she was out of control.

"Don't cry......" Chen Yifei was stunned, "I don't want to blame you-"

"I know......" she nodded with tears streaming down her face, but her hands silently hugged him back, "I know you're doing it for my good...... I know ......."

He cherishes her, cares about her, and is willing to give her respect and decency...... She knows.

But has he ever thought about himself, not being cautious and not compromised...... In this deep house compound, how do you deal with yourself?

A girl who can be trampled on by anyone, even if she has his love...... What can we do? Can you avoid the second lady from being suspicious of her? Can Chen Yihong be prevented from calculating her? Can Liao Yanwan be prevented from humiliating her?!

Can't, can't, can't! Nothing!

She wants to live here in peace, and she has to avoid the intrigues of snakes, insects, rats and ants, these are not enough!

…… In fact, just now, on the way back, she had already made a decision in her heart - one would push him far away...... It may even be the decision to launch her life forever.

Su Jinchen's sorrow came from it, and his tears fell even more fiercely.

Chen Yifei didn't know why, while wiping her tears, he patted her back and coaxed softly, "Shh...... Don't cry...... Don't cry in the morning. The uneasiness in her heart has aggravated a little - what did she go through just now that can make her always strong feel sad like this?!

Chen Yifei thought in her heart, she was even more pityful, and the girl who wanted to hold her for a long time and comfort her, but didn't want to cry in her arms, suddenly stood on tiptoe and raised her face lightly to meet her.

The lower lip is held in the mouth by the girl's soft lip flap, with a touch of bitterness and sweetness...... Tossing and turning jerky.

With a thought, he stretched out his arm around her slender waist and kissed her back.

Unlike every previous intimacy, his kisses were extra careful and gentle, as if she were a piece of porcelain that would break at the touch of a touch, and he needed all the care and warmth he could.

Tiny kisses slid across her cheeks and the corners of her eyes, little by little kisses to wipe away the tears that fell.

She hugged him tightly, trembling and enjoying his affection and kiss.

When he discovers that she is not what he imagined her to be, when he knows......

They...... Where do we go from here?

Su Jinchen gritted his teeth and silently reached out and touched his belt-

Since there is no choice......

She would rather he get the best version of himself at this moment.