Chapter 285: Why I Hate You

After a long time, Tang Youyou sighed softly and continued dejectedly, "On the day of my departure, I have been enjoying our future with my sister non-stop, so much so that I didn't notice my sister's abnormality at all. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info”

"I don't know...... I don't really know. The dark heartbreaking memory was dissected again, Tang Youyou seemed to be unable to bear the impact it brought her, crystal tears burst out of her eyes, babbling and explaining, repenting, "I don't know, what kind of state of mind my sister listened to me, perhaps, she was a little relieved to see the world I had constructed." Therefore, she would rather commit suicide herself than wait for me to fight for a future......" Finally, Tang Youyou wailed weakly, covered his face with his hands, convulsed violently, and cried. A heart, but it has already flown to the place before, the ten-mile lilac.

"So, what about later?" Xue Hitomi's voice trembled.

"Later?" Tang Youyou...... Even crying and laughing, he sneered, "What do you think...... Will I easily let go of those who have hurt my sister? Tang Youyou said coldly, his cold and cold expression was like a brilliant ice, and there was no life at all.

"It's a pity that the law can't rehabilitate my sister, and there is no way to prove that my sister was violated and accepted inhuman treatment, so I can only use my means to avenge my sister!" Tang Youyou cut the railway.

"What did you do?" At this time, Tang Youyou seemed to be more dangerous than before, and even Xue Tong couldn't help but tighten her heart and asked.

"Huh...... Do you know why I want to be mercenary? Tang Youyou didn't answer the rhetorical question, "Because, those who have bullied my sister, I will torture them over and over again with the things they are most intoxicated with, so that they can't survive or die." What do you think is something that makes people want to be at will? Tang Youyou's cold eyes flashed slightly.

"Drugs!" Xue Hitomi almost blurted out, "You're selling drugs? This time, she was really shocked, she thought that Tang Youyou was just a woman who was simply greedy for money, but she didn't expect that she was actually selling drugs.

"Heh......" Tang Youyou smiled coldly, "The lives of those scum are not worth my life...... Tang Youyou said leisurely, "I just brought back the seeds when the poppy was first implemented...... Who knew that in the end, they were collectively intoxicated, and even sealed the village...... They deserve it, don't they? Tang Youyou said softly.

"These people don't deserve to live in this world, it's good to be so drunk and dream of death......" Tang Youyou said coolly.

"So, because they never came out, you alone took care of all their food supplies?" Xue Tong spoke, surprised.

Tang Youyou glanced at Xue Tong in surprise and appreciation, hooked his lips and chuckled, "Do you know why I remember your name as a primary school student and a poor student?" ”

Tang Youyou's smile seemed to confirm Xue Tong's guess, it turned out that Tang Youyou had been controlling that person, and what he wanted was to let them realize their mistakes again and again between drunkenness and dreams.

However, the turn of Tang Youyou's next sentence made Xue Tong a little stunned.

Shaking her head slightly, Xue Tong has always wondered why Tang Youyou would remember his name when he first saw him.

"Because, I hate you so much!" Hooking his lips and smiling lightly, Tang Youyou said unabashedly, "I hate you very much......"

"I hate the hope in your eyes, I hate the stubbornness in your eyes, I hate the madness and ambition in your eyes......" Tang Youyou said softly, "Because I hate myself who is lost, I hate myself like this." And you...... I see in you who I used to be. ”

"The same stubbornness, the same self-righteousness, the same self-righteousness," Tang Youyou said softly...... "And, I know, you are smarter and wiser than me, but you are like this." If you go astray like me, you will be ten thousand times more terrible than me. So, I hate you, actually, I hate myself even more. Tang Youyou said lightly. looked at Xue Tong with guilt, gently took her hand, and said seriously, "I'm sorry......"

Mu Ran shook his head, Xue Tong was a little stunned, and the amount of information was a little large.

It turned out that Tang Youyou was so disgusted with herself and embarrassed herself everywhere because she saw her former self from herself?

It's a bit ridiculous, but she can't laugh at it, because she clearly knows what she and the poor old man have endured since she was a child, and what kind of secrets are hidden in her heart......

Tang Youyou's words, although they didn't make much sense, made Xue Tong's heart flutter.

"Don't be afraid......" Seeing Xue Tong's frightened look, Tang Youyou couldn't help but comfort, "Actually, it seems that you are much better than me now." After all, there are a lot of friends around you who are worthy of your care and people you like. And I, at that time, was only bent on avenging my sister, but I also lost myself after all. So, my final advice to you is, understand......" Finally, Tang Youyou sighed suddenly.

"I remember that my sister said that she wanted me to bury her in Shilihuapo, so that she could see my return every time she saw it for the first time, and then ...... Since her death, I have never returned to that village, and even my so-called parents, I have never forgiven them. Tang Youyou said softly, "Now it seems that it has been more than ten years and I haven't returned to that place." ”

"Perhaps, it's time to go back and understand all these grievances. Give yourself a closure, too. Tang Youyou said lightly.

"I discussed it with Gugu, and when everything is settled, I will turn myself in and pay for my mistakes,......" Tang Younu smiled happily, looking at Xue Tong with a light gaze, "Only in this way can I truly live with Gugu at ease." ”

"Why are you telling me this?" Xue Tong looked deeply at Tang Youyou and said.

Tang Youyou was stunned for a moment, and looked at Xue Tong suspiciously, "Yes, why did you tell you this?" Maybe it's because this has been on my mind for too long. I want someone to talk to. Maybe...... It's because we're a bit like ......."

"We're not like ......" Before Tang Youyou finished speaking, Xue Tong immediately interrupted, her words a little intense, "It won't be like it." ”

Tang Youyou smiled and glanced at Xue Tong, "Yes, I checked your previous ...... It turned out to be like a blank sheet of paper, and there was not a trace of it...... You, what the hell happened before? Tang Youyou looked at Xue Tong with a smile, and then smiled comfortably, "Don't be nervous, I was just curious at the beginning, after all, everyone has a past that they don't want to be known." I can understand that when I get better, I will go back there and see my sister...... Forgive the person who made the mistake, and forgive myself. ”

"In the future, we shouldn't have any more intersections, so you don't have to have any burden." The corners of Tang Youyou's mouth curled, and he looked at Xue Tong with a good temper.