Chapter Twenty-Three: An Unusually Decisive Decision
Each scumbag has its own characteristics, and the characteristics of the veteran scumbag Fang Mo'an can be roughly summarized as - [three nos]. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
First, it is not decisive.
Indecisiveness in emotional processing, picking up this head and not letting go of that head, although I want to make each other happy, but I don't have that ability at all, the longer I go, the more I have no idea, and the more inclined I am to live by luck in a delicate balance, which is both a kind of inaction and an escape.
The second is lack of self-confidence.
Unconfident in love life, although they feel that they should pay more, they are often unwilling, thinking that the other party is paying too little, wondering if that person has changed his mind, and even being deeply stimulated by some things that do not matter under careful consideration, and then lose his temper.
The third is not a long memory.
I don't have a long memory after emotional problems, even if I can tell which is right and which is wrong, and which should and shouldn't, but when something happens, I will deal with it purely emotionally, and always let myself go intentionally or unintentionally, even if I swore so much before.
However, Fang Mo'an is not the only one who has these three problems in this world, some people's problems are even more and more complicated, it's just that those people don't feel like they are scum, and they have various reasons to explain it.
Therefore, the current Fang Mo'an suddenly realized that although he was an old scumbag, he was still saved, because he dared to admit that he was a real scumbag, and had a precious opportunity to do it again, but the start of this restart was not so good.
The current situation is that he not only angered Kim Taeyeon, but also had an ambiguous relationship with Lim Yoona, which was not his original intention and needed to be solved urgently.
However, it is indeed a big problem for the other party to change the way of dealing with feelings from indecisive to decisive, and it is very difficult in actual operation.
Not to mention anything else, he is hesitating at this moment on how to communicate with Lin Yun'er in order to restore the relationship between the two parties to normal and no longer be redundant and ambiguous, because he is afraid that he will lose Lin Yun'er as a friend if he handles it too much.
"The old problem, the old problem of indecisiveness has been committed again, and if it drags on like this, it will not be good for anyone, so deal with it resolutely!"
Fang Mo'an muttered to himself, and began to edit the text message to Lin Yun'er, although the effect of calling or interviewing in person would be better, but Fang Mo'an didn't dare to do that, he was afraid that he would be soft-hearted.
Expressing his attitude with cold words is already the most decisive thing Fang Mo'an can do at present, but I don't know how Lin Yun'er will feel when she sees it.
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Lin Yun'er turned on her phone and saw the text message sent by Fang Mo'an, she was resting, and an important crying scene had just been filmed.
Lin Yuna performed well in that crying scene, and she herself was very satisfied, but inexplicably, she wanted to reshoot it once, so that she could vent in that scene and vent all the sadness held in her heart.
But she didn't mention it in the end, because she didn't have the qualifications to ask for a reshoot, and if she filmed again, she was afraid that she would cry so much that she couldn't end it, and others would see the clues.
"So, am I rejected, a person who has always been wishful thinking."
Lin Yun'er pretended to be casual, so as not to let others find out that something was wrong with her, I have to say that acting skills are really a good thing, you can laugh when you want to laugh, and cry when you want to cry.
But on the other hand, that's also a bad thing, because no matter how good your acting skills are, it can't change your really happy or really uncomfortable mood, it will make you feel that the more you pretend, the more you can't hold on, because you are acting, you are deceiving yourself.
It's one thing to understand that you have to temporarily stop liking someone, and it's another thing to be rejected outright by someone you like.
Lin Yun'er looked at the text message sent by Fang Mo'an, and didn't know how to reply.
Was it a relief for her?
No...... It's more like torture, because judging from the content of the text message, Fang Moan really doesn't like her, and he doesn't have the idea of dating her.
Therefore, she can still hold on to luck and feel that she has buried her heart in her heart again for the sake of her career, will Fang Moan still agree to be with her in the end?
Through the text message she just received, Lin Yun'er knew that it was completely her delusion, something that could not happen, she thought about it for a long time, and sent out a line of superfluous nonsense:
"You really don't like me at all?"
"Yes, I'm sorry."
Soon, Lin Yun'er received a reply, and Fang Mo'an gave an affirmative answer, and apologized for his expression being too hurtful.
"It seems that he really didn't mean anything to me, and he didn't have a roundabout excuse to say he didn't like it? Even if it's for work, it's better not to think about feelings now, so why don't you try to like me...... Hey~"
Lin Yun'er, who was bored in her heart, let out a melodious sigh and replied to Fang Mo'an with a message, and after that, she turned off her mobile phone without waiting for a reply.
She thought she was going to numb herself with a period of hard work.
How long it will take, whether it will succeed or not, she herself is not sure.
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The message is delivered in a very short time, and its charm lies in the fact that although you can't see the other person's expression, you can guess and judge the meaning between the lines, and think about what the person is thinking.
However, Fang Mo'an watched Lin Yun'er reply to his text messages, and he could feel a kind of pain without guessing.
"I've thought of many ways to be with you, like a half-hidden door to happiness one after another, but now, they've all been shut down by one ruthless you after another. Although I won't open it even if I run over and knock you one by one, at least, you should understand that although the result is not satisfactory to me, I do not regret liking you. But in the future, I want to put it down, and I hope I don't mention it, and you don't mention it to me again. ”
"Understood."
Fang Mo'an hastily typed two words and issued them, without any idea of applauding his decisiveness, not even a little happy.
I'm afraid he really doesn't like Lin Yun'er at all, but so what, the result is already like this, and it can't be changed.
Change means turning back, and really taking responsibility for Lin Yun'er and beginning to accept her slowly.
And this is not the result that Fang Mo'an wants.
So, in the past, in the past.
"Is it a man's flowery nature, or am I actually a flowery scumbag?"
Fang Mo'an thought about this great question, he had a relationship with two people in his last life, one was Kim Taeyeon and the other was Seo Hyun, at best, he was an ordinary flowery man, and he didn't have any development beyond friendship with Lin Yun'er.
But now, Lin Yun'er's crying face inadvertently appeared in his mind, and it didn't seem like a low-level thought that he could not think about it soon.
"Hey, I'm really useless, I refused so neatly, and when I look back, I'm so entangled, what's wrong!"
Fang Mo'an knocked on his head, feeling that he really had a lot of problems, and he urgently needed to correct them, so he couldn't help but start his verbal hypnosis:
"Lin Yun'er, I don't like it at all! Of course, it's better not to entangle with her anymore, there is nothing to worry about! It's good to be an ordinary friend with her in the future! That's right! Decisively, I solved a big thing! ”