Chapter 4 [Dream of the Dawn] (4)
At the dinner table, the atmosphere was a little depressing. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Seeing that the dinner was about to end, Ding Yuqin finally spoke.
"Xiaoxi, the school...... Would you still like to go? ”
"I'm not going."
Meng Ruoxi shook her head and said bluntly: "I treated them like that before, and they will definitely not let me go." Going to school is a humiliation, it is better to stay at home and wait for the wind to pass and go out to work. ”
Hearing her daughter say this, Ding Yuqin felt a little guilty. But everything has already been arranged, and it's too late to change your mind.
"Xiaoxi, no matter how you say it, you're only seventeen years old this year, and it's too early to go out to work. Why don't you change schools? Ding Yuqin proposed.
"Changing schools?"
Meng Ruoxi thought about it seriously, and finally shook her head and said, "Forget it, I don't want to burden my family again." ”
Ding Yuqin put down the chopsticks in her hand and said very unbearably: "No, no, no, there are already people who are willing to help you bear your tuition and living expenses, as long as you are willing to study, you will ......."
"Mom, have you made any arrangements?" Meng Ruoxi interrupted Ding Yuqin's words and asked intently, already having a bad premonition in her heart.
Ding Yuqin lowered her head and said embarrassedly: "Actually...... Xiaoxi, Mom recently met a nice person, he used to be a friend of your dad, and said that he wanted to take on the responsibility of taking care of me......"
Hearing this, Meng Ruoxi probably understood what her mother was going to say, a good person, a former friend of her father, this tone of praise...... Obviously, there is a meaning of remarriage.
Not long after her father died, her mother thought about remarrying, which made Meng Ruoxi feel very painful, and a good family was shattered like this!
Yes, if you can quickly adapt to a poor life, it doesn't mean that your mother can adapt. Mom's experience is greater, she enjoys more glory and wealth, and people are about to enter the year of sixtieth year, and some things are not something that can be given up if you give up.
There is no comparison between a life where you don't have to work without worrying about food and clothing, and a life where you have to worry about food and clothing at a part-time job.
Although Mom's love for Dad is certain, the reality is like this, and it's so cruel that it's suffocating.
Meng Ruoxi was very reluctant to accept this kind of thing from the bottom of her heart, but she was not qualified to willfully prevent her mother from living a good life.
And the phrase, "willing to take on the responsibility of taking care of me," uses the word "I" instead of "we."
Thinking of her mother's proposal to transfer to study, Meng Ruoxi came to a conclusion - she was going to be abandoned!
She couldn't help but smile bitterly, didn't embarrass her mother, nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll transfer to study!" As long as you can live happily as long as your mother, I used to be too willful and caused you a lot of trouble.
Now, let me make up for my sins a little, Mom, and you don't have to feel guilty. ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
Ding Yuqin apologized continuously, and her daughter's sensibility made the guilt in her heart deepen, and her tears couldn't stop overflowing, and she whimpered and explained:
"I've been fighting with the other family's family for a long time, but they just don't want to accept you."
"I know, Mom, you did your best, it's normal, whoever made my previous reputation ruined, naturally no one will be willing to accept it."
Meng Ruoxi pretended to be strong, she wanted to cry now, but she always warned herself not to cry, this is all retribution after the bad things are done, and she should bear the results by herself, and she can't embarrass her mother.
Ding Yuqin also felt very uncomfortable, and hurriedly atoned for her sins: "However, I still won it for you, they let you go back to Xiyang Continent to study, and start over there, no one in the country knows you."
Xiaoxi, you are so beautiful, as long as you restrain your bad temper a little, you will definitely be very popular.
As for the expenses after you return to your home country, they are willing to bear it, as well as your tuition and living expenses, and they will punch you into the card on time every month.
Xiaoxi, are you willing to return to China to study? ”
In such a time, can you still answer "no"!?
……
It's already done.
On April 20th, Meng Ruoxi came to the five-star country of Xiyang Continent in Dongai City. Enrollment was carried out with the entourage.
Then the man gave Meng Ruoxi a sum of living expenses for the next month and left.
A total of three thousand yuan, which sounds like a lot to ordinary students, but for the previous Meng Ruoxi, it is not worth mentioning at all, and this little money is not enough to play a game.
The overall quality of the school is also much worse than before, and the low standard of living and inferior human habits are completely inferior to the current conditions......
Sure enough, the family would not be so kind, and played a trick, saying that it was to bear the living expenses and tuition fees, but did not indicate the quality of the school.
Although Zhongnan University is one of the best universities in Dongai City, the level is not very high, and the tuition and living expenses are no different from other bad schools.
This is not the most desperate, desperate is where he will live in the future.
Before returning to China, Ding Yuqin told her that a long time ago in the suburbs of Dongai City, there was a wooden house with a large area, although there was no electricity, but it was very suitable for living.
But the reality is different from what I imagined, it is really a wooden house, and after the wind and rain, the decay is already very bad.
At a glance, it can only be described in two words - dilapidated.
It is not so much a wooden house as a ruin, in tatters, many places have collapsed, the roof is also tattered, and it is difficult to even protect from the wind and rain normally.
This is not a place for people to live at all!
But at this point, she had no choice but to accept her fate, even though the house was very dilapidated, even though it was far from the school, and even though it was dangerous to live here, she didn't want to call back and ask for help.
My mother has no control over her when she gets married, and if she still intensifies her efforts to ask for benefits, her mother's position in that family will become very embarrassing.
In his heart, he has blamed all the guilt of his father's death on himself, thinking that if he had been sensible before, his father would not have died.
Therefore, Meng Ruoxi chose to endure a more difficult life.
She walked around the hut for a long time, and finally found a room that was still relatively intact, quickly put away her luggage, and went to the street to buy a box of candles and go home.
Then it took an afternoon to thoroughly clean the surroundings of the cabin to make it look less shabby.
After that, she began to adjust to the daily life of her new living conditions, and decided to be a good person and atone for her mistakes.
Tuesday, April 22.
On this day, she officially came to the school to report, and under the leadership of the class teacher, she came to the second class.
"Oh~, it's a girl, I'm so lucky!"
Under the cheers of the audience, she nervously introduced herself:
"Hello everyone, my name is Meng Ruoxi, I am 17 years old this year, I love sports, and I usually like to read books. From today onwards, I will spend the rest of my three years of high school with you, so please take care of me. Maybe there's something I'm not doing well enough, and I hope you don't care about my feelings when the time comes, just say it. ”