Chapter 194: His Confession

She took a deep breath, and the Yingying water in her eyes crashed into his heart unexpectedly, "I've tried many times - when we were trapped by bandits, and life and death were uncertain; When you run for your life in the woods and can't even see hope; When you fell off your horse, covered in blood...... I even told myself that as long as I could live, even if I was a slave for the rest of my life! As long as I can stay with you, I will feel happy. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" She held back the tears that were about to overflow, reluctantly hooked the corners of her lips at him, and said softly, "But it turned out to be ...... It turns out that no. I wanted so much. More than ...... I would think I was different, I thought ...... After all this, I am entitled to expect more. She looked at him fixedly and shook her head self-deprecatingly, "So you see, I'm not really a very self-aware person...... The better you treat me, the more greedy I become, and in the end...... It's just disgusting to covet things that can never be one's own. ”

She smiled helplessly, "So please ...... as well In the future, don't give the slave and maid any illusions - the slave and the maid dare not ask for it, and they can't afford it. ”

She finally said what was in her heart.

He thinks that she is delusional, or she doesn't know what to do, but it's just an explanation of the obsession in her heart for many years.

Su Jinchen didn't dare to look at his face at this time, and turned around and left without looking back.

Chen Yifei was stunned for a moment before quickly catching up with her.

"Su Jinchen."

Seeing that she didn't mean to stop, he simply stepped forward and grabbed her hand, "Since you've said everything, why don't you finish talking before leaving?" ”

Su Jinchen raised her head, the eyes of the two met, and she opened her eyes lightly, "Slave maid...... That's all I want to say. ”

"What about me?" He took a step forward and looked at her with burning eyes, "You said a bunch of them, and everything you thought about yourself, what about me?" Don't you want to know what I think? ”

She still stared unblinkingly at the wildflowers blooming in the distance. It was probably because the sun was too bright, and the clear and crystalline white was also covered with a faint halo, and gradually turned into a piece of gold, which made her eyes hurt.

In fact, she shouldn't have said these words, and she didn't expect to get any answers. Now being asked so seriously by him made her overwhelmed: she wanted to know his reaction, but she was even more afraid to know his reaction.

Su Jinchen pursed his lips and said nothing.

Chen Yifei sighed softly, lifted her chin to force her to look at him, and said word by word, "If I say that there is nothing wrong with these 'thoughts' of yours, I am even glad that you can say it openly and honestly...... Don't you still want to hear what I think? ”

His breath seemed to blow on her face, making her heart suddenly beat wildly for no reason, and she forgot how to react for a while, and just stared at him blankly.

"I see what you mean." He paused slightly, and said seriously, "Maybe it's because I've always done a bad job that made you suffer so much." But anyway, I thought you should have known ......" his expression was solemn, and his voice became deeper and more flat, "I have the same thoughts as yours. No one can predict what will happen in the future, but at least I can guarantee that no matter how it changes in the future...... My heart for you will not change. I hope you can trust me too. ”

Su Jinchen's heart froze suddenly, and tears suddenly fell.

Cool tears ran down the white cheeks and crossed the corners of his mouth, bitter and astringent.

She didn't know what was wrong with her...... She wanted to be better.

But in my heart, it is like a lake blown by the wind, and the ripples are rippling from near and far, rippling layer by layer, and I can't help but turn the waves.

She suddenly wanted to ask him if he knew what he meant by saying this......

If his heart really is the same as hers, then she-

But he suddenly stretched out his hand to her, and gently wiped his fingertips along the lines of tears on the girl's face, from the corners of his eyes to his cheeks...... Rub it against the two soft tear-soaked lips.

Su Jinchen's body trembled slightly, and he was inexplicably panicked about what was going to happen next, and was about to turn his face sideways to avoid it, but he had already leaned in and kissed him first.

Xu is because he has just poured flowers and plants, the special, fragrant grass and flowers mixed with the refreshing breath of the sun seem to linger on the tip of his nose, and her ears seem to be able to hear the heartbeat of "puff puff", so that she can't tell whether it is his or her own for a while, only to feel that this messy and warm makes her limbs weak, and there is only a blank space left in her head in an instant. The previous hesitations that had not had time to exit, those thoughts that had turned a thousand times in his mind, were suddenly blocked between his lips and teeth.

She stretched out her hand to push him away, but her hands couldn't exert their strength, only helplessly pressed against his chest, allowing his two big palms to support her waist and the back of her head, and the next moment the whole person fell limply into his arms.

The kiss was soft, long, warm and moist lips that first sucked and licked lightly on her lips, until they could no longer taste the bitterness of tears, and then carefully and tentatively pried open her teeth...... This kiss came so delicately and lingeringly, and because of a bit of restraint and forbearance, it was so gentle as if in a dream, the tingling feeling gradually spread from the lips all over the body, Su Jinchen's head was dizzy, his cheeks were dyed with a faint flush at some point, and even his eyes closed involuntarily, and the hand that was against his chest subconsciously grabbed his shirt......

Under the scorching sun, the spring flowers all over the mountains are beautiful.

The figures of the two are intertwined, accompanied by the sweet fragrance of flowers, quiet and beautiful like a picture scroll.

I don't know how long it took...... He reluctantly let go of the mellow he was holding.

The thin lips scraped the girl's sensitive earlobe, and the burning breath sprayed on the neck...... Her body shrank unconsciously, but she heard him whisper in her ear, "Don't worry, when this happens, I will repair the book to explain the elders in the family...... Although there is no precedent for taking a concubine before marrying, my family affairs are different from others after all, and I don't think my grandmother and mother will be too embarrassed for us......" His voice was already warm and clear, mixed with suppressed wheezing at the moment, and it was a little hoarse and sexy, which sounded particularly charming.

She froze in place.

Su Jinchen raised his eyes, the light red on his face had not completely dissipated, as if he hadn't heard clearly, he looked at him blankly, "You just ...... Say what? ”

Her eyes were misty, and her stunned appearance was particularly pitiful. Chen Yifei's heart softened, hugged her and whispered, "I know...... I know I've wronged you. But you should also understand that my marriage is ...... It's not that I can do it to the Lord...... But no matter what the future holds, it doesn't matter ......," he paused, "between you and me, there is no one else. ”