The black and oppressive mountains are as high as the sky, and the craggy black stone monsters seem to be ready to pounce on me at any moment, surrounded by endless darkness that has lost its light, and there is no other color that can represent life. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info air circulating at high speed, rolling up the endless black clouds in the sky, rolling and tumbling on the top of the mountains, pouring out endless coercion and mania, as if to seal and crush me who is as small as an ant in this group of mountains and ravines. I felt that the air was stagnant, the air pressure was heavy, every move was so difficult, even my breathing and heartbeat were sluggish, and my chest was extremely tight.

A ray of cold light jumped the tip of the sword, piercing the endless black darkness.

Sword dance, cold light like practice, I finally pierced the heavy resistance of the air like substance - stabbed to the shadow in front of me, so desperate and sad, it seems that everything in heaven and earth will be destroyed with this sword, with my life, the shadow falls, I have burst into tears, I can't know why I am so sad, my heart is like a knife at the moment when I raise the sword, as if to crush all my emotions and put me on the verge of collapse, no longer have the strength to support, the heavens and the earth collapse, I seem to have lost the most important thing in my life, Life is destroyed at the moment of the Sword Dance! My screams of despair!

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I gasped heavily, sat up on the bed, and finally lost the dullness, but the tears on my face were still there! It's this terrible dream again!

How many times have I been, and it seems like every night it will wake me up from such a nightmare, what is the place in the dream? Who is the figure that fell? Why do I feel so painful?! The thick sadness that permeated the dream made me still unable to get rid of it when I woke up from the dream......

How long has it been, and why do you always have the same dream! It seems that after the mutant brother left home, he began to fall into this endless nightmare?

But suddenly there was a knock on the door, and I quickly got up, where is this? Is this the former home? Beautifully and warmly decorated, bright living room, am I actually in my bedroom? Aren't we supposed to be in a rented courtyard? How could it be in the old home?

The knock on the door grew more and more urgent, and it was too late to think about it.

Pull open the door, it's my father......

"Dad, you're back?! Are you really back?! I was surprised, even excited, I went up and held his hand tightly, that hand was so cold, the cold pierced the skin and hit the bottom of my heart, but I was still holding it like that, reluctant to let go for a moment.

My father looked at me but just smiled and didn't speak.

He sat at home, looking happy, and as if he could come back happy and secure. I greedily followed him one step after him, and where he went, I followed there.

But my mother didn't know when to follow me, and she seemed to be on guard.

My father seemed to be tired, and lay down on the bed and fell asleep peacefully, and even snored.

Is he asleep? Did he really fall asleep? He seemed so peaceful, as if he had found a haven where he could rest assured, and I was already in tears, but with a smile on my face! It's good that he's back!

He woke up suddenly, looking at the family a little blankly, and when he saw my excitement, he smiled again, he smiled dotingly, rubbing my head as usual, laughing at my "silly child" expression. I shook his hand again, and it was warm! My heart was ecstatic!

Is it really warm? Is it really warm?! So he can not go, I feel incredible, I hope all this is real, it must be real, the furnishings in this house, his warm palm, there is nothing that I really feel, I tears like rain: "Dad, if you can come back, come back every day, then even if you really can't do anything, as long as you can come back like this often, even if it's just to sit, it's good, Dad!" I greedily absorbed the warmth of his palm, and felt the sense of security given to me by his generous palm.

But at this time, my mother was angry, and I didn't understand why she was suddenly angry and panicked.

"What do you mean? You go now! Let's go now! Let's go! The mother shouted at the father, looking angry.

"Mom! What happened to you?! You can't let Dad go, you can't let Dad go, Dad's hands are getting warmer, really warmer, I don't believe you touch it. ”

Dad still looked at me with a smile, and looked at my mother with a smile, not angry or angry, but not like usual, when my mother scolded him, he didn't care about women but had no choice but to cry and laugh, but just smiled calmly and lightly. It was like a spring breeze, which made me love him even more and reluctant to him.

"Continue the city! You go, you go! Are you going to go or not?! "When my mother saw that my father didn't move, she just smiled softly, and suddenly exploded hysterically, and her emotions were so excited, I was completely panicked.

"Mom! Mother! Don't do this, please don't! ”

"Continue the city! You can't go! You can't go! Ignoring my dissuasion, my mother even picked up the broom that swept the bed and beat it on the bed fiercely, "Xu Jicheng, you say, what do you mean by this?" What exactly do you mean? What are you doing?! ”

"Mom! Dad's hands are warm, please touch his hands, it's warm, it's really warm! Don't let Dad go, let him come back every day! ”

My mother didn't touch my father, but turned her head and yelled at me angrily: "You are in a dream, you are in a dream, do you know?!" None of this is true! ”

"Mom! It's not in a dream, it's not in a dream! I can feel it clearly! It's all true, it's true! I also got excited and shook my head vigorously to retort.

"Continue the city! I'm fighting with you! "When my mother couldn't persuade me, she lost her mind and began to go crazy.

"Mom, please believe me, believe ......" and my words didn't continue in the end, I was suddenly pushed down by my crazy mother, pushed behind her, and she used her body to make me the best barrier......

I woke up suddenly, sat on the bed and gasped for breath, it was the bed in the rented cabin, was this the time I woke up? At the same time, I realized that I was wrong, it turned out that I was really wrong, and in the dream I kept arguing with my mother that everything was true, but suddenly I woke up from the dream, and it turned out that it was myself who was wrong.

Why wake up from a dream? Waking up from a dream is a deeper grief!

My father is finally gone, and he will never come back, even in his dreams, he can't expect him to come back to his side, so hateful, so hateful, so hateful, he once hurt his beloved relatives like that, and it is too late to redeem it is heaven and man forever!

A heart-rending sense of loss lingered in my heart, there was no light in the room, but it was not completely dark in front of my eyes, floating was my broken heart, no one could experience the reality of that dream, no one could know, how much I wanted that dream to be real, even if I exchanged my life!

In my dreams, my mother was so excited to protect me, right? But if the Yin Spirit is the father, I'm not afraid, and I don't need any protection!

"Hey! ......" I suddenly heard a long sigh that seemed to contain infinite pain.

"Who?!" I couldn't help but ask, the muscles in my whole body had collapsed for no reason.

I felt what seemed to be a cold flow of gas around my body.

I only dared to roll my eyes, but there was no light on in the dark room, and I couldn't see anything, but I didn't even have the strength to raise my hand to turn on the light.