0075 doesn't have to be a rainbow after the storm

Sunlight poured into the dream. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info woke Ma San up, Xia Yu was wearing a piece of clothing, sitting on the other side of the bed and smoking. At this moment, Ma San was stunned, not because he saw Xia Yu smoking, but because he felt the happiness of having someone by his side after waking up. Ma San hugged Xia Yu into his arms from behind.

"Forget about last night." Xia Yu tore Ma San's hand away.

"Why?" Ma San was a little surprised. He couldn't believe that these words were said by the woman who had been with him all night last night.

"You don't know what I want?" Xia Yu was a little unanswered.

"What do you need me to give you?" Ma San also answered directly.

"What I want is a happy life. I used to think you were a rich young master, but now it seems unlikely. It turned out that I once had a relationship. Originally, I thought we could live a lifetime. In the beginning, we were all fresh out of college, with no money and no world. When they first arrived in Shenzhen, the two of them were full of hope and infinite longing for the future. He has many dreams, but they have never come true. But at that time, love was such a happy thing, I never cared about it, he was very good, really good, and so good to me. I have always felt very happy, and others envy me. Xia Yu began to tell the story that Ma San vaguely heard last night. But he didn't ask, and he didn't speak, he knew that since Xia Yu decided to say it, he would definitely say a result.

"However, gradually, I began to feel that our life is too dull, Shenzhen, such a beautiful city, I no longer just want to go to the park on the weekend, I don't want to live in an urban village. Watching other people either drive or shop, I also feel like that should be my life. I started to get unhappy with him, but he never complained. Every day, cook for me and do housework. At that time, I thought that he was really useless, a man, who only knew how to do this. Later-" Xia Yu cried when he said this.

"Later, one time I was coming back from a business trip abroad, and I told him, let's break up. I feel that I can't stand this kind of world. I want a bigger world, a better future. When one of my foreign clients came over, he was very close to me, very close. I knew it was a shortcut to the life I wanted. However, it was only a week before he left, and before he left, I knew that he was so close to me that it was just a need. For him, love, if it exists, is just a transaction. At least that's the case for me. However, it turned out that he had always taught me about my worldview, and when I wanted to go back to him, he had already moved away. I don't know where he went. I realized that I still loved him so much, but I didn't know that I had killed my love with my own hands. ”

"For the past year, I've been thinking about what kind of life I want. I felt that I just wanted a life of prosperity because I felt so tired, so tired. I don't want to work on it anymore, I want it ready-made. Can you give? You can't give it to me, I'm just wondering, where did you get the peach blossom luck, how can there be so many people, it should be said that beautiful women, have been surrounding you. Xia Yu didn't know what she should choose now, which made her confused because of Ma San's identity change.

"How do you think I'm a rich second generation, and how do you find out that I'm actually just an ordinary person?" Ma San felt that he didn't actually reveal any information.

"Because of your rusty movements, and, your actions. You don't have the aura that a rich man should have. Xia Yu lowered her head, she did find out that she had invested in her true feelings last night, otherwise, she would not have had the physical and mental integration with Ma San last night.

"Xia Yu, I know that I may not be able to give you anything now, and now, no matter how I promise, I seem to be a little pale. The reason why I didn't tell you the truth is because I was investigating one thing, a matter of the instructor of Nantian Driving School privately accepting money from students. Nantian is the property of the Bai family, and among the people who are often with me, Nuo Nuo is the eldest lady of the Bai family, and everyone else is her friend. I confess this to you, just to tell you that you are my first woman, I, I love you. "Ma San really likes Xia Yu. These words are also true.

"Love. Hehe, you still don't know what love is. Let me calm down. A cigarette reminded Xia Yu of what happened before looking for Ma San last night.

Xia Yu, who got off work as usual, was about to wait for the bus, but he saw a crazy man who loved himself two years ago. She wanted to say hello, but found that she didn't have the guts to do so. All she could do was follow him silently, he didn't take the bus, he walked directly to the supermarket, picking up the vegetables attentively. Perhaps, when he was with me once, he was like this, he always thought that he had changed, but in fact, he has not changed. Watching a man's action of picking vegetables, Xia Yu's heart was a little sour for no reason, and she realized that when she was with her, she had forgotten which part of his picking of vegetables was careful, you are an old woman. At first, she thought he was a very housekeeper. However, later, he would actually look down on his behavior. Now, I am inexplicably moved.

He picked out the dishes, alone, carried the dishes and walked back, talking on the phone as he walked, maybe, it was a business dealing, he was a salesman, at least when he was with her. However, at the moment around the corner, Xia Yu's heart suddenly ached, because there was already an extra woman in his arms. Looking at the happiness on the face of a woman, her heart hurt even more.

Once, she chose to leave, and now, when she wants to come back, she finds that there is no chance. Just as he lowered his head and laughed at his ignorance, a word woke her up. "Summer rain? How did you end up here? He asked.

She didn't answer, she smiled. How could she answer? said that he happened to pass by, and he looked like an idiot, and said that he was stalking, hehe, someone's girlfriend was around, and of course it could be his wife. She didn't answer, she could only walk forward to say hello.

The girl was very generous, and she didn't ask much to invite Xia Yu to dinner together. This is the saddest dinner Xia Yu has ever had, and when he was deceived, he didn't feel so sad. Looking at the happiness of their little couple, she could only force herself to swallow the rice in the bowl, including the tears in her heart.

After dinner, he sent her down. The girl didn't ask about their relationship until she left. When she was downstairs, she wanted to pull him away, but she couldn't think of a reason why she could take him away. He asked a lot of questions, but she didn't have the courage to answer any of them. It's like not having the courage to pull him back to himself.

"You're still so strong." These were the words she said before she left. She smiled, still didn't say anything, just said "Thank you." You're happy. Then he turned and left.

He didn't keep her, he still had his own life, and she should have her life too. There were cars on the side of the road, people were coming, she suddenly didn't know where she should go, she used to be like her, full of admiration for him, but in the end, she was the first to get tired of leaving. Feelings are always so strange, sometimes, I think I have forgotten, but I never think that I have never forgotten, but I have been buried deep in my heart. Some people have never wanted to remember, not because of hatred and hatred, but because they have always pretended in their hearts, but they don't want to admit it.

The street lamps have begun to light up the city, and the sky, has become a little dim. Xia Yu suddenly didn't know where she should go, Yang Li went back to her hometown, and the 15-day annual leave was enough for her to take almost a month. She found that in this city, she was so lonely, like an abandoned baby, looking for a hug, but found out what a luxury.

When she walked under the red light and heard a bunch of horns around her, she realized that she had accidentally broken into the middle of the road. returned to the side of the road and took out the phone, but there was only Ma San's phone, which she still dared to call. However, I didn't expect that she, who had always been calculating, miscalculated again this time.

"Huh. I should go. Xia Yu sat up and picked up his clothes. Ma San hugged her.

"I know, I don't have the right to ask you for anything. But, maybe you're right, I don't know what love is. However, you are my first woman, and I don't know if it will be the last, but I hope that if you have any unhappiness or difficulties, remember to find me. After speaking, Ma San gently kissed Xia Yu on the forehead. Silently let go of his hand.

Xia Yu didn't say anything, picked up his clothes, stayed in the bathroom and walked......