Love, I heard, is a feeling of being blindfolded by dust. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Years ago, I guess that was how it felt. Foggy, I can't see anything clearly, and until now, I can only see her appearance clearly.

Since Xu Yao returned to the apartment, his mood has not been very good, low, like low air pressure.

When I was painting, I suddenly fell into a trance when I looked at the distant scenery, and I was about to change the channel while watching TV, but when I looked at the TV screen, my consciousness was scattered again.

Park Chulong felt that today's Xu Yao was so abnormal, not like usual at all. Usually, if they come back, the two of them will definitely have a lot to say, every day is like this, but after Xu Yao went home today, he only said a few words.

Park Chulong thought that Xu Yao wanted to be quiet today, but later found out that this was not the case.

Who is talking and suddenly stops? I didn't say what the reason was, I was silent like that.

Park Chulong was a little anxious.

"Yao, what's wrong with you today?" Park Chulong sat next to Xu Yao and changed the channel with the remote control.

"Nothing." Xu Yao replied softly, and then fell silent.

"Yikes! Go but you're angry, what can't you tell me?" Park Chulong felt a little dissatisfied, and immediately asked with a frown.

"It's nothing." Xu Yao replied in the affirmative again, then got up from the sofa and walked straight to the bedroom.

Pu Chulong puffed out of his mouth, threw down the remote control, and followed Xu Yao directly into the bedroom.

After Xu Yao entered the bedroom, he directly put on an eye mask, lay on the bed, and gently covered it with a sheet, looking like he was about to fall asleep.

But it's only five o'clock in the afternoon, I haven't eaten dinner, and I haven't slept yet, how could Xu Yao be able to sleep? Soldiers like them have a specific biological clock, which is preserved because of long-term living habits, and it is not so easy to change.

But looking at Xu Yao's posture, he won't answer anything, right?

"Yao, are you going to sleep?" Park Chulong leaned on the side of the bed and asked softly.

Xu Yao said "um", then turned over, indicating that he was going to sleep.

Park Chulong exhaled and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the ceiling.

Park Chulong knows Xu Yao best, when he has something on his mind, most of them will pretend that nothing has happened, and sometimes, like now, he doesn't want to say anything or communicate anything.

Park Chulong could only sigh at this, she didn't know what to do, Xu Yao looked like this......

Pu Chulong stood up, came to the living room, took in Xu Yao's clothes on the balcony, stood beside Xu Yao's bed, and folded them one by one.

Then he opened the wardrobe and put it in neatly, but today Park Chulong found that this wardrobe was a little strange, because the location seemed to be a little empty.

Huh? What about the box? I remember that there is a box put by Ah Yao here, where did it go?

Park Chulong looked around and found several hidden letters on the bedside table, Park Chulong took out one and looked at the cover.

"To: You from afar—" Park Chulong said softly, "You from afar?" ”

Park Chulong opened the letter curiously.

"Today is February 14th, Valentine's Day, you are in Seoul and I am in Turkey.

Today the dorm people are out, and I'm the only one in the dorm to write you this letter.

I don't know how you're doing now, but I'm doing well now.

Living the same life every day, seeing the same people every day, life is really simple, but it's more difficult, I seem to miss you a little bit today.

The location of my mobile phone weather setting is Seoul, and it seems to be raining in Seoul today.

Today, you must wear an extra piece of clothing and bring an umbrella to go out, it may be very cold.

It seems that this is useless, and by the time my letter arrives, it may have been a long time, so you should take it as the weather forecast from the past.

You can see the snow over there! When the snow first fell, did you make a wish? Maybe it's a promise.

On my side, there is no snow, and the sun hangs in the sky every day, so I can't see the snow, and I can't understand the feeling when you look at the snow.

On Valentine's Day, do you receive a lot of chocolate? I think so, after all, you're so good.

When I think of Valentine's Day, I actually feel quite stuffed. Our first Valentine's Day together, never together. I thought we would be able to spend Valentine's Day together, like this year, but I didn't expect that we would break up in a few days, which was really surprising, but it was also expected.

I, I can't write anymore.

You won't receive this letter anyway, it's just for me to see.

Hey, I wonder if you're likely to think of me at this moment?

Date: February 14, 2012. ”

Park Chulong read the letter in its entirety, and she seemed to have guessed something.

She pulled out another letter and continued: "Today is your birthday, I bought you a necklace, you must be beautiful to wear!" I've already bought you three birthday presents, and now I'm in a foreign country and I've bought you another one. However, I didn't send one to you because it was too far away and I was afraid that there would be changes.

I wondered, wouldn't you be happy if I met you in the future and I handed over everything to you? He was even moved to tears. ”

The letter is also dated to 2012.

Park Chulong immediately followed up and read several letters, and she knew a lot of things that she didn't know before.

For example, the person Xu Yao likes was called Lin Xiuyan in the past, and now he is called Lin Yun'er. In other words, her name is Lin Yun'er, and her name to him is Lin Xiuyan.

For example, they were in love for more than seven months, confirmed their relationship at a café, and broke up at the airport.

For example, Xu Yao has always liked Lin Yun'er after the breakup, and even wrote letters for her, but never dared to send them.

Also, Xu Yao is dead.

No matter what angle he is from, Park Chulong is sympathetic to Xu Yao.

Park Chulong put down the letters, put them back in place one by one, and looked at Xu Yao with pity.

She knew that he had sent them all back, the pictures he had kept all along...... A lot.

Those things are all Xu Yao's memories, and Xu Yao sent those things away in order to return all the memories to her and the past.

The things that had been on his heart for so long suddenly had to be given up on this day, so Xu Yao had some emptiness in his heart, and Park Chulong knew.

Pu Chulong looked at Xu Yao, who was lying quietly on the bed, breathing steadily, the corners of his mouth were deflated, lying on his side, and bending his body slightly.

Pu Chulong looked at Xu Yao silently like this, looking at his remaining dreams.

PS: I'll squint for a while, three o'clock. (To be continued.) )