Like a stone falling into a lake, splashing waves, the topic of Park Chulong's love gradually spread. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

At the beginning, the members of Apink were still worried about the company's punishment for Park Chulong, but after a few days of no action, Park Chulong had a few more trips, and their worries completely disappeared, but they were a little more curious.

Who the hell is this person? Who would have such a great ability that the brokerage company would not dare to take a breath, and even could only treat Park Chulong amicably?

pestered Park Chulong and wanted her to tell them that Zheng Eundi, who knew the inside story, was very calm, not tossing or speaking.

Originally, Park Chulong had been in a very heavy mood because of Xu Yao, and was so troubled by the members, and his mood was inexplicably better, although he had been asked about his "boyfriend", but Park Chulong kept silent, because she didn't know if she would have the opportunity to see him.

In fact, she already knew the result in her heart, but she pretended not to see clearly like some people, and always held on to the hope of one in ten million, hoping that he would come back one day.

Even if the kind of plot in the TV series happens, as long as it can appear again, this requirement is not too much at all.

It's just that how funny would it be to have such a plot happen in reality? How rare should it be? How heart-wrenching?

She didn't know what else she had to expect, but her heart kept longing for it, and it seemed to be something that was out of reach.

Every night, Pu Chulong would lie on the bed where Xu Yao had kept the temperature, lingering in the old days, thinking about his appearance at the beginning, young and flustered. Thinking of their first kiss, the first time she really became the closest person, just thinking of him makes her smile involuntarily bloom on her face.

Some people say that the best love is to put the other person in the bottom of your heart, give yourself the most sincere love, and start your new life after he leaves.

This is the best explanation for yourself and for him.

However, Park Chulong doesn't think so, she just wants to live in her memories with him, as if he is by her side, so love will become a kind of nostalgia, which exists in life every day and has never been far away.

When he sees something, or what he once liked or hated the most, he will think of him.

Miss at least once a day, this is Park Chulong's most correct understanding of love. At least that's what she thinks.

Love is crazy, intoxicating, and leads people to different paths.

For example, Park Chulong.

However, the people who live in their memories are not only Park Chulong, Quan Baolan is also such a poor person.

It's just the most humble giving, holding the distance between each other, and not daring to cross the line after being rejected, because he knows his intentions, and of course, there is also the fear that life has nothing to do with him from now on.

Paying again and again, refusing again and again, is nothing in Quan Baolan's heart, as long as he doesn't reject them all, isn't it very happy soon?

Like that parting kiss of blessing.

Although he couldn't touch his forehead and couldn't put a mark of his own, that feeling reached his heart, he knew, he didn't refuse, which was a happy thing for Quanbaolan.

After all, she wants very little, doesn't she?

Because it's not my own thing, it's out of my reach, so I become so demanding, and I always put myself in a very low position, silently taking out my favorite and handing it to him.

Because I like it, I become more and more timid, and I am more and more afraid to say the kind of friendship I have for him.

When I found out that the other party had become someone else, in addition to pain, I felt more regret, and there was no such feeling as remorse, which may have been expected for a long time...... She was only an outsider all along, but she was always close to the edge of this bureau, constantly hurting and crying.

Suddenly, she felt that maybe there was a mistake between them.

The meeting is wrong, the acquaintance is wrong, and the acquaintance is wrong.

Even if the case is raised......

Hearts are also going in different directions, her heart is facing him, but his heart is facing away.

Just as the kingdom of heaven is on the left, but I walk to the right, without looking back, and I can't change the direction of the kingdom of heaven.

It may be wrong from start to finish, but is it possible to get the right answer from the mistake?

The world is unpredictable, maybe something like this will happen, right? Quan Baolan, she was probably thinking about such a thing, right?

But......

She had never received the answer she thought was right, and she was still searching for it, until he left, and she wanted to know.

In the days when Xu Yao left, she hardly cried much, and poured all her heart and soul into the thousands of paper cranes, one by two...... Ten twenty ...... One hundred, two hundred......

It's been folded for a long time, but it's only a few hundred, and it's still a long way from nine hundred and ninety-nine.

Park Ji-yeon always scolded her for being stupid, saying that she was really stupid, she had always been stupid, and she was thinking about something in her head......

She replied, "This is not my head, this is my heart." ”

Her heart has been going in that direction and has not changed.

Maybe Park Ji-yeon didn't understand, but she cried in the end, crying inexplicably, obviously Quan Baolan, the party was not so sad. She still has the belief that Xu Yao survived, but fortunately, this belief has not been broken.

She knew that what she could do was to take Xu Yao to heart as her own belief, and this song she confessed to herself was also an explanation of the past time.

She doesn't have a list like Park Chulong to make it public directly in front of the media, and she doesn't have the qualifications...... Maybe she did very little, but she did her best and did what she thought she was.

This may be what she likes.

When Quan Baolan explained to Park Ji-yeon like this, Park Ji-yeon hugged her and hugged her into her arms, and Quan Baolan didn't cry yet, she lay on Quan Baolan's shoulder and cried bitterly.

Quan Baolan doesn't understand Park Ji-yeon's complicated feelings and complicated feelings for Xu Yao.

Maybe it was as a reliance in this life, and he finally broke the solid stone in his heart and began to accept him gradually, but he hadn't let her fully understand her, and he hadn't fully understood her, so the connection came to an abrupt end.

From loss to possession, it is a long process, from accepting Xu Yao on the surface, making Xu Yao feel relieved, and then really accepting Xu Yao, so that they can gradually enter each other's hearts, how difficult is it? However, it is so simple from possession to loss, Park Ji-yeon is not the first time to see it, it is just a small accident, just a parting that she thinks is short, and she will lose the person who occupies an important part of her life forever.

He had just begun to pay his affection, and before he could accept it, it disappeared.

They say that time is poison that can make people lose their memory, and many of the things that were once most important slowly blur in their memories until they can no longer remember them. When I think about it, I can't recall the heart-rending pain I felt at the beginning.

Park Ji-yeon is also scared, afraid that Heo Yao will disappear into her memory, she knows that some things can't be manipulated by manpower, she can only try her best to remember him and touch his former belongings.

Just like she moved into Park Chulong's apartment and lived with Park Chulong, she just wanted to get closer to Xu Yao's imprints.

Forgetting is inevitable, and all will be dusted to the ground.

All human can do is slow down the process.

The more she thought about it, the more sad and surprised Park Ji-yeon became.

I suddenly remembered the shoulders on the train, the scenery that flashed outside the window, the endless flow of people, the flowing river, the still wishing platform, and the unchanging redwood avenue......

Flying leaves, laughter......

The figure of a person gradually appeared, occupying her mind, her pupils, and this was the first time she wanted to be alone to such a point.

Why do you miss it, and why don't you give up?

Because of the entanglement of feelings, because it is not clear enough.

Because, he's important.

In the end, Park Ji-yeon felt that she would still forget him and never forgive.

In the time that Xu Yao has passed, they are all thinking differently, different psychological transfers, in short, they still have to start a new life.

In the three months since Xu Yao's death, a lot has changed.

For three months, the coffee shop was open as usual, but the owner became Park Chulong, and the business became more prosperous.

In these three months, Apink's showtime ended.

In the past three months, Park Chulong has filmed a TV series, she has finally changed from a vase to an actor idol, although the performance is not satisfactory, but she has begun to improve, and her acting skills have also been expressed by the audience.

In the past three months, Park Chulong announced his relationship, but he only hid the man's identity.

In the past three months, Park Chulong's itinerary has become more and his rest time has been much less.

In these three months, Quan Baolan learned a lot of Chinese, folded 999 thousand paper cranes, and made a wish, the wish is "I hope Xu Yao can be happy, no matter where she is", she has expressed her deepest love.

In these three months, Park Ji-yeon returned to her original life, running trips, sleeping, staying at home, exercising from time to time, reading books, and chatting with good friends.

In the past three months, Tara has held several concerts, in China, Japan......

But for three months, they were all thinking differently, but the same.

……

"Finally, here he is, where he lived for a few years." Park Chulong thought silently in his heart, looking at the eye-catching title "Seoul XXX Military Region" in front of him, which is the station of Xu Yao's unit.

"Ernie, this performance should be a little happier, right?" Zheng Endi, who was sitting on the side, knew what Park Chulong was thinking, and he used to sigh, but now it has become understanding.

"Definitely, after all, he was here before." Park Chulong smiled, the corners of his mouth hooked.