Speaking of this, Mama Song herself was a little stunned, and said: "The love between men and women in the world is the most forbidden to provoke like this, the deeper the love, the more important you value the person in your heart, the more you can't afford it." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

She's got it.

Judging from what she said, Mama Song thought that she was completely shameless to go to see her young lady again.

Mama Song knows Empress Dowager Xiao's thoughts better than anyone else.

The Queen Mother, this time she really wants to get rid of Concubine Hip ruthlessly, Concubine Hip is to her, it is a stain on the emperor's body that is spreading bigger and bigger, and this stain may be exposed in front of people at any time!

Shang Xue folded on the dressing table and said, "Mama doesn't understand, you don't understand...... If I don't understand it clearly, how can I have the courage to enter the palace? In the eyes of the world, even if the servant is free of lowly status, he is still lowly and lowly, and he is a play for people to enjoy. ”

The sleeves under her cheeks became wet after a while: "I don't have to be sorry for anyone, but in this palace, I am a dramatist, this is the ...... of sin"

She howled in despair: "I'm scared of Nanjun's affairs...... I didn't even say it. I'm afraid of this monstrous power, and in the eyes of those people, people like me are not even ants...... If someone else takes the idea to turn me into powder for the sake of Ah Yu's good, should I still feel honored? ”

"I'm famous, but I don't have anything. I have no parents, no family background, and I have nothing but a play...... How can I enter the palace as a concubine? ”

She has never been an iron-clad person, but she has never exposed such worries to others, and even the fear and fear that has been hidden and buried for a long time has never been mentioned to Lian Zeyu, in order to not want to add a trace of worry to his busyness, but now she ......

Her thin shoulders kept swaying, her slender and weak waist trembled with her crying and talking, and the oblique step slowly slipped from between her sideburns, and finally fell to the ground with a "bell", and the jade beads scattered in all directions.

Shang Xuesleeve didn't raise her head, as if this voice reminded her.

She still hid her face, but no longer vented loudly, but gradually calmed her breathing, only the endless tears seemed to tell the people around her that she was grieving more than just now.

Shang Xuesleeve said: "Mama, you only say that I don't want to, in this life, it is very difficult to meet people who are happy with each other, how can I not want to be with me...... I'm not unwilling, I'm not dare. ”

If she had, she wouldn't be able to talk to Mama Song.

Her courage is so small, she kept thinking when she went north all the way that the last trace of courage was given to her by Lian Zeyu after she appeared in person.

Because of this bit of courage, she dared to bet, didn't she know that after entering the palace, there would be no way out...... But she didn't want to regret it, so she made this decision in the mood of a moth to a fire, and never looked back.

But at this point, she no longer wants to admit it, and she has to face such a result.

Shang Xuesleeve carefully pressed his eyes with his sleeve, and the underside of his eyes was already a little red, which was quite painful.

She thought, since Mama Song said so many words of relief and consolation, then the emperor also confided in her, right?

It's okay, so that her words can also be passed on to the emperor through Mama Song's mouth.

She took a deep breath, her breath still unevenly undulating, like the autumn wind rolling the leaves.

Shang Xue lowered his eyes and said softly: "I'm afraid that the rumors have already spread in the Liancheng Palace, and they can't be easily quelled no matter what...... I will ask myself to be relegated to the cold palace. ”

In this way, it can be regarded as the reputation of the emperor.

The room was silent.

A room flickered by candlelight.

Shang Xuesleeve finally raised her eyes, and in the mirror of the dressing table, there was no longer Mama Song behind her who was trying to persuade her.

She bit her lip lightly, and said secretly in her heart: "It's okay, it's okay to make it clear in person." ”

She stood up and turned around slowly.

If you are in the cold palace, you don't know if you will be able to see each other for the rest of your life.

Thinking like this, her eyes couldn't help but linger on Lian Zeyu's face, and she thought again, she really wanted to listen to people's persuasion, she saw Ah Yu again at this moment, and she didn't have the same cold heart as yesterday, but only full of reluctance.

Shang Xuesleeve smiled, then bowed down, and was about to open his lips when he heard Lian Zeyu say, "Don't say it." ”

Lian Zeyu said again: "Don't say it." ”

He leaned down and grabbed Shang Xuesleeve's hand in his hand, and at that moment, he could feel Shang Xuesleeve's hand shrink back slightly, and she didn't seem to know that she had made such an action.

Lian Zeyu regretted it in her heart, just yesterday, within reach, she once reached out to him for help, begging him to believe.

He thought he believed it, he had never disbelieved her, but why didn't he take her hand at that time?

He held his hands tightly and said, "I don't agree." ”

There was pain in his eyes again: "Even if I agreed, how could Ah Sleeve bear to leave me here alone?" ”

Shang Xuesleeve was stunned for a moment, then smiled, and said, "Didn't the emperor think that I wanted to leave the palace?" ”

She lowered her head and said softly, "How could I be so naïve......"

Shang Xue's sleeves looked solemn, resolutely broke free from Lian Zeyu's hands, put them together, raised their eyebrows, bowed uprightly, and kowtowed: "Please let the emperor release the concubines in the cold palace to calm the turmoil in the harem." ”

In Lian Zeyu's silence, she raised her head again, and the wide sleeves that gave her hand gradually fell.

The sleeves fell, revealing her smooth forehead, a pair of long eyebrows, and a pair of wonderful eyes......

Lian Zeyu looked at Shang Xuesleeve, like a dream.

It seems that not long ago, he also received Shang Xue's sleeve salute like this, and when he saw his crush from behind the long sleeves, he could see the sincere joy in her crooked eyes before he could show his lips.

The streamer flies by, and what is the night.

The person in front of her still had a gentle smile in her eyes, her lips finally showed as her arms were lowered, and she said softly: "Ah Yu, this is the last thing I can do for you." ”

"I don't agree." Lian Zeyu said, as if he was not sure enough, shook his head again, and said, "I don't agree." ”

Shang Xuesleeve blinked, and was a little stunned for a while.

Why didn't Ah Yu agree, isn't this the best thing to do, and the most appropriate thing to do?

Lian Zeyu had already stood up and said with a hint of majesty: "You get up." ”

Shang Xuesleeve didn't quite understand what he meant, so he had to stand up.

"Come here."

She lowered her head and walked over, and there was still a foot left, Lian Zeyu stretched out his arm, took her in his arms, and said helplessly: "Ah Sleeve, I know, you blame me for not believing you...... But how did you ever believe me? ”

Shang Xuesleeve closed her eyes, and at this moment she was simply unwilling to think about the deep meaning and some reproach in his words.