005 Ma San is sick

In Shenzhen in July, the sun is like a big fireball, baking Shenzhen into a big furnace. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Ma San listlessly walked back to his rental house. This is a place introduced by a friend, and it is only 20 yuan for a day. Such a price is considered a superb price in Shenzhen. In the past three days, Ma San has applied for four or five companies, either he is not suitable for others, or others are not suitable for him. What's even worse is that two of them are actually called by insurance companies. When I asked myself to go to the interview, I said that I was crazy every day, what financial industry unit and what welfare is super good, Ma San has not experienced it, and I really thought that when I was finally a genius and was recognized as a talent, I didn't want to become an insurance person (I declare here that I don't look down on insurance, but I was annoyed by those insurance calls when I was looking for a job). Three days, Ma San as Tong Zhenzhen said, want to find a better company, not easy, hurriedly took a bath, this place, although it is 20 yuan a day, but the bathroom is public, and the room is pitifully small, only a bed more than one meter wide and one meter high, the reason why it is designed as a high bed is estimated to be to put things under the bed, because the room can not even open the door normally. Ma San originally wanted to live in a 30 yuan house, so that he could have a table or something, but with 10 yuan a day, he could pay an extra day's rent in two days. The job has not yet been settled, and I don't dare to rent too expensive, but think about it is better than other people's beds, which are cheaper, but do not have their own space.

I went downstairs for lunch, and then I went downstairs to the fast food restaurant for a seven-yuan dinner, which was really expensive. Although I think it's expensive, it's the cheapest takeaway nearby, and those with a better environment really don't dare to go, otherwise, you'll have to pay your own rent for one night. Fast food restaurants can basically be said to have no environment. In a place like Shawei, there are all such fast food restaurants on the street.

After eating, I went to the Internet café and was not interested in masturbating, and the pressure of life made Ma San feel the powerlessness of the game for the first time. When I was at school, I didn't have any pressure to pay for the food on time from my parents, at most there would be occasional food shortages at the end of the month. But none of this is the point, the point is that I have been living so carefree for four years, although it seems a bit poor to stand up from others, but in school, it is not a thing. Now, I'm really embarrassed to ask my family for money again, I have studied for so many years, and I am still a college graduate. Now that it's out, why are you embarrassed to ask your family for money? Looking for a job online is often a very tragic thing, because many times, I have submitted countless resumes, but I always can't receive an interview call from the recruiting unit. As for Haitou, Ma San is worried about those insurance and real estate. Many times, Ma San thinks it's quite strange, these insurance and real estate are recruiting people every day, and there are really so many jobs? But these are not of much importance to him, a flute head, and he is not engaged in research anyway.

After submitting his resume, Ma San returned to the hotel where he lived, saying that it was a hotel, but it was actually a small room that the peasants used to set up in their own houses. (I don't know how many friends in Shenzhen have lived, but I have lived, so I am very sympathetic to Ma San's beginning, maybe I am recalling my original situation when I first arrived in Shenzhen.) Ma San returned to the place where he lived, a little sleepless, and analyzed his current situation, perhaps, the reason why there are so few calls is that his card is a foreign card, Ma San thought about it, and decided to change a local phone card in Shenzhen tomorrow to use, anyway, few people remember his phone, and he changed it.

"Ma San, this is where I live." Tong Zhenzhen took Ma San to visit her residence, "Ma San, will you marry me?" I'll help you make a business of your own. Tong Zhenzhen looked at Ma San seriously, Ma San lowered his head, thought for a while, and when he raised his head and wanted to answer, he suddenly felt that Zhenzhen's appearance was blurred all of a sudden.

"I'm sorry Zhenzhen, I want to work my own, and marry you home when the time comes, wait for me, okay?" Ma San was sad and sad, Ma San didn't want to be a little white face, he was not that material. Besides, that man has no backbone, how can he stand up in front of her in the future after marrying her. Even if his love for her can allow him to accommodate her, how can people outside see him? I graduated from college, how can my parents raise their heads in the village and tell others that "my son graduated from college"? When I was admitted to college, which pair of happy eyes of my parents were replaced by endless disappointment in the future?

My parents have raised me for so many years and sent me to college, how sad my parents would be if I really did this. No matter how unfilial you are, you can't do something like this to hurt them. "Zhenzhen, when I get well, I will definitely work hard and marry you home as soon as possible."

"No, I can't wait, Ma San, we don't have time, I don't have a chance" Zhenzhen's voice was as far away as coming from the sky. Ma San was so anxious that he shouted, "Zhenzhen! Zhenzhen!! ”

Screaming and sitting up, Ma San found himself sweating all over, looked at his phone, it was more than three o'clock in the morning, another nightmare. Ma San sighed, picked up the phone, and wanted to call her, but after thinking about it, he still held back, judging from the communication on the train, she should be mixing quite well now, in such a state, how can she be embarrassed to go to her? If she wants to have a meal together or go somewhere, how can she afford her current financial situation? Ma San's heart is in turmoil, why can't you have more of this evil money in my pocket?

Ma San fell asleep again in this entanglement and sadness......

The next day, the weather was very dark, Ma San's eyes opened, he felt that the room was uncomfortably dark, the fan at the head of the bed was still blowing hard, and his head was a little dizzy, so he lay back down. My mouth was uncomfortably dry, but my whole body was sore and tired. In a trance, I fell asleep with my eyes closed, and I don't know how long I slept, but I woke up by the ringtone of my mobile phone, and it seemed to be Tong Zhenzhen's voice in a daze.

"Zhenzhen, don't go! Don't go! He whispered, and after a few words, he fell asleep again. Ma San felt that he could sleep, but Tong Zhenzhen went crazy, and in a daze, he only heard him say that he was in a small hotel in Shawei, but there are so many hotels in Shawei, how to find it, and hurried to Shawei, and after asking a few hotels, there was finally a boss who said that there seemed to be such a person, because he heard Tong Zhenzhen say that his life might be in danger, and these bosses from farmers did not dare to hide anything, and after checking the registration form, he took Tong Zhenzhen to open the door of Ma San's rented room.

A musty smell came, Tong Zhenzhen couldn't help retching a little, the landlord didn't mind, Tong Zhenzhen saw Ma San lying on the bed, touched Ma San, and was very hot, so he quickly asked the landlord to carry him to the community medical service station below. The landlord was also worried that his hotel would kill people, so he quickly carried people to the service station.

A day later, when Ma San woke up in a nightmare, he found that he was already in the hospital, not to be precise, it should be called a clinic, Ma San didn't know what kind of clinic this was, but he saw Tong Zhenzhen lying on his bedside and falling asleep.

"Zhenzhen!" Ma San gently shook Tong Zhenzhen.

"Ahh Are you awake? Scared me to death, do you remember me? I'll wipe your sweat first. Tong Zhenzhen saw that Ma San woke up and saw that he was sweating, so he began to help him wipe his sweat, "If you wipe it clean, it won't be cold again." You just scared the hell out of me, burning so badly. Why don't you tell me if you don't have a place to live? Tong Zhenzhen said complainingly. But these words made Ma San extremely useful, because the concern in these tones was better than the complaints countless times.