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Xia Yu enjoyed this somewhat familiar, but a little sad taste in Ma San's arms. www.biquge.info She didn't speak, and she didn't let Ma San speak, she just wanted to hug him quietly. The feeling of having someone is like a story from a long, long time ago, and now she doesn't know when she will lose it this time. Therefore, she cherishes it. She hasn't been touched for a long time, but today she was so moved that she wanted to cry because of an ordinary sentence.

It was a strange feeling for her. What Xia Yu didn't expect was that last night's grievances actually made her always want to find someone who could give her a little comfort. The **** she planned last night made her physically and mentally exhausted, and the look of the meat seller before she left hurt her fiercely. She should have looked down on this little sister, but now it's good, but others pity her.

But she didn't blame anything, she could only choose to ignore it. Now, Ma San's wide chest has given her stability, calmness, and a touch of happiness. This man, who gave her the first time, dragged her back when she chose to forget. For her, I don't know what will happen in the future, but the current responsibility and responsibility give her the urge to rely on it for a lifetime.

It's been two years, and loneliness and loneliness have always been at night, beating her heart hard. In fact, a large part of the reason why she helped Ma San do these things was that she hoped that Ma San could become mature as soon as possible, even if there was no meat to eat, the soup would always have to be drunk. However, now Xia Yu suddenly felt that such a plan was a bit dirty, and she shouldn't have done this to him and calculated him. I always thought I was looking down on everything, but now I found out. In fact, she sees it more than anyone else. Although Ma San was the third man in her life, suddenly. She wished it was her last man. Feelings, after going through it. After being abandoned and abandoned, you can always see reality very clearly.

"Xiaoyu, there is something I want to talk to you about." Although Ma San didn't want to break such a peace, looking at Xia Yu's dependence, he felt a little helpless guilty.

"What's the matter? Listening to your tone, it doesn't seem to look very good. Xia Yu raised his head and looked at Ma San blankly.

"It's not very good. I'm a little sorry for you, to be precise. Ma San took a deep breath, feeling that his lungs were full of the fragrance of summer rain, this woman was really fascinating and difficult to extricate himself.

"When I first arrived in Shenzhen, I met a girl named Zhenzhen, who is my current boss, and she is also my lifesaver. When I first arrived in Shenzhen, I didn't have much money. I went to live in a hotel for 20 yuan a day, and one day when the high fever burned me in a daze, it was her appearance that saved me. She has been the goddess of my heart since the beginning. Now, I still can't let go of her, though. I wanted to tell her about us for the past two days, but I didn't. Ma San sighed. Xia Yu didn't speak, holding Ma San. Listening to him quietly, she really never really got to know this man.

"Actually, we met on the train, and then came to Shenzhen, maybe it was the arrangement of the sky that led to our meeting, of course, I should be glad that she recorded my phone number on the train and called me. But that's not the point, the point is that I confessed to her, although she rejected me, but in fact, she should be my unsuccessful first love, because for a long time, my dreams and my mind were always full of her shadow. All along, because of her anger, I didn't dare to talk about these things again, but I really can't forget it now. Ma San also gently hugged Xia Yu.

At this time, the park is as quiet as a grove in a mountain village. Today is not the weekend, two young men and women who are absent from work hide in this sparsely populated park for a tryst. However, the man doesn't seem to be as excited as he imagined, and the woman doesn't have the usual happiness, the two of them are as calm as friends they just met, if they don't hug each other, no one will think that they have intersections, after all, the woman is not talented.

"Because I work in her shop, I met Sister Du and Bai Nuo, who run a car wash. These two people, I snatched their first kiss. Ma San didn't say anything else, because this sentence snatched the first kiss, which is enough to explain everything.

Xia Yu still behaved very calmly, but her heart was extremely surging, she had always only felt that Ma San's reliance might be snatched away by another person, but now, she found out that it was not one, but three.

"I'm sorry, you must think I'm a big carrot, but I once confessed to Sister Du, she said, I'm now, just a person full of fantasies about love, I don't know what love is, you also talked about me like this, I told you this, just want to know, if we want to be together, what should I do. Originally, I always hoped that Sister Zhenzhen could be my girlfriend or wife, but later, I hoped that it was Nuonuo, and in the end, even Sister Du was added. Later, I thought that one of these three women should be my woman, but what I didn't expect was that you would become my woman. I don't mean anything else by this, because we have really just known each other. As you said, I don't really have much experience with love. Or I don't know what love is, but what I want to say is that you are my first woman, and I really don't want to lose you. After Ma San finished saying these words, he suddenly felt that the pressure in his heart was much lighter. He didn't dare to say that other people, he was not willing to lose, in this case, he might really be a hopeless carrot.

What should I do, Xia Yu didn't speak, and he didn't dare to answer. This is a question that does not need to be answered. Ma San asked her, thinking about what to do to make Xia Yu more acceptable. Although loving someone is very selfless, but in fact, love is also the most selfish, who wants to share their lover with others, who doesn't want to have their lover alone. Xia Yu didn't want to answer this question, if Ma San really would make a choice desperately for her, she didn't have to answer at all, but she would definitely fall in love with him, because everyone else was better than her. If Ma San has concerns, she doesn't have to answer, because the answer is meaningless.

Hugging is the joy of seeing each other, but also the reluctance of separation. Xia Yu didn't answer Ma San, but just used a hug to tell himself that this man was in his arms now. She didn't want to let go, whether she loved it or not, she felt that Ma San was hers, at least for now. If no one robbed her, perhaps, she would accidentally forget Ma San, after all, for her, Ma San was just a moment of confusion at that time, saw the wrong person, and later became a happy partner. When she saw Ma San's true situation, her plan was already a little shaken, if she didn't think that she could climb to the Bai family from him, perhaps, Ma San was really just a dream in her life. But these days of contact made her understand why the first kiss of the two women was snatched by him, this man may be said to have achieved nothing now, but the sincerity of his heart and his chances, she believes that Ma San's future should always not be too ordinary. At least, it should be much better than her. It turned out that she thought that it would only be Nuno who was her competitor, and she didn't take it to heart, this kind of situation where the door was not right, she believed that she had an opportunity, so there was no one to rob her at all. But the current situation is that not only are there people robbing, but there may not be just one or two, no matter how bad this man is, he can't let it out casually. This is Xia Yu's heart now. What's more, now she really needs a man to comfort and take care of her, and Ma San's behavior these days has really moved her.

Maybe Xia Yu herself is not sure if she really doesn't love Ma San, but she must not hate it, and she should like it. Maybe it's just because of the appearance of her first love that she can't accept it at once. After all, everyone's first love will always inadvertently re-enter your world. Stir up your world and let you get lost in your existing world.

The sun, I don't know when it has been hidden in the clouds, at this time the park, a little too quiet, the breeze passes, the fragrance flows, and the breath can be heard.

"Xiaoyu, let's finish one thing together first, shall we?" Ma San couldn't help but say first.

"Yes, no problem." The summer rain was received quickly. It was so fast that Ma San couldn't react a little, and when he asked this question, Ma San just wanted to confirm whether Xia Yu's heart was still here, and what he wanted to hear was Xia Yu's answer just now. For love, what he lacks too much is assertiveness, he doesn't know what he wants, he doesn't think about what love is, how to love.

Love, after all, is too profound, too philosophical, Ma San doesn't know how to understand love, and he doesn't know how to love well, so he can only take one step, experience it, take another step, and then use his heart, and slowly explore the roots of love and roots.

Love is indeed too heavy to explain, and a wise Plato has not been able to escape the curse of love; Great than Nietzsche, it can't be explained in its entirety.

After all, there are always too many differences in the love in everyone's heart. (To be continued.) )