Chapter 137: My heart is confused
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Because of Liao Yanwan's episode in front of them, the two of them had their own hearts and minds, and no one took the initiative to speak along the way.
When he returned to the room, Zhilan had already decocted the medicine, how to serve him to take the medicine during the period, and how did Chen Yifei reorganize the books on the shelves with nothing to do...... That's fine.
For a whole night, one of them was absent-minded, the other was excited, and their expressions were sad. This kind of negative emotion also obviously infected the other subordinates in the room, and every girl did things lightly, as if she was afraid that one would accidentally displease the second young master.
Chen Yifei peeked at Su Jinchen several times in the gap between the books, and saw the girl standing quietly in front of the table like a stone statue...... The soft candlelight shone on her fair cheeks, faintly emitting a faint light, which only felt extremely beautiful but untouchable.
He felt depressed in his heart, finished tidying up the bookshelves, leaned on the head of the bed and read the history books for a while, then got up and went to the clean room to wash.
When he came out in his bedclothes, Su Jinchen and Zhilan had already taken the little girls to make the mattress.
"The second young master rests early, and the slave and maid retire." The two of them were blessed with respect, and they were about to withdraw with a few girls.
"Ruoxun," Chen Yifei suddenly said, "You stay first." β
Su Jinchen was slightly stunned.
Zhilan beside her pursed her lips and quietly turned her elbow, answered yes with a smile, and retreated with the little girls first.
The others rushed out, leaving Su Jinchen alone standing in place.
The sound of the door closing came from behind him......
Chen Yifei suddenly got up from the chair and walked straight to her.
The man had the unique pancreatic fragrance of bathing, and his black hair poured on the snow-white bedclothes, adding a bit of casual chic.
Su Jinchen's face turned red, and he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at him, "Second Young Master...... Any other commands? β
Chen Yifei was condescending, lowered his head and looked at her silently for a while.
"What just happened...... You don't have anything to ask me? Chen Yifei asked softly.
Su Jinchen was stunned for a moment and raised his head blankly.
She...... A girl who sleeps with him, what is he qualified to ask him?
Somewhere in my heart seemed to be suddenly pricked by something, and the pain slowly spread to the limbs along with the blood...... I only feel that the determination I have made up these days and a little yearning and courage for the future are just so vulnerable in the face of reality.
He is so good, naturally some people will like him, and he will like others one day......
She knew, always known, and she even kept admonishing herself every day, but ...... When the day finally came, she would still be a little confused.
She really wanted to ask him...... There are many, many things I want to ask, but what about after I have asked? And what can change......
She is the daughter of a criminal minister, and she is a family concubine who came out of the Oriole Pavilion, no matter how much he exalts her, she will always be a lowly subordinate, is it difficult to ...... Do you want to be jealous of your master?
Something burning seemed to be coming out of his eyes...... Su Jinchen hurriedly lowered his eyes and shook his head gently.
"Aren't you curious, what did I tell Miss Cousin?" Chen Yifei refused to let her go, he took a step forward, stared at Su Jinchen's eyelashes trembling like butterfly wings, and asked in a deep voice.
He didn't know what was wrong with him.
In fact, he didn't need to explain these things to her at all, but ...... He just wanted to tell her. He was even very angry at Su Jinchen's current indifference and staying out of the matter--as for what he was angry about, even he couldn't tell.
Su Jinchen lowered his head and didn't speak, and he didn't urge, but the tense atmosphere that permeated the air did not subside by half a minute with the passage of time.
Ultimately...... Su Jinchen sighed compromised in his heart.
"If I asked......," she said softly, "will you answer?" she said, gently pursing her lips. β
Chen Yifei breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably, and nodded seriously, "Yes." β
She bit her lower lip slightly, "What...... Is anything fine? β
"Anything."
"That's good," Su Jinchen nodded kindly, thought quietly for a while, and then said softly, "Do you like Miss Wan?" β
"Of course not." This question was exactly what he wanted, and Chen Yifei hurriedly replied.
"Then ......" Su Jinchen thought for a while, "will you marry her?" β
"Absolutely not." He cut through the railroad. "I already refused-" Before he finished speaking, he suddenly remembered that Su Jinchen was not ......
Chen Yifei's face was suddenly a little embarrassed.
Su Jinchen didn't seem to care, she nodded while following his words, "No wonder I looked at Miss Wan's expression just now...... she curled the corners of her lips bitterly, still forcing herself to smile, "Being rejected by the person I like, I ...... It must be very uncomfortable...... "I'm just afraid...... will also hate her by the way.
The empathetic tone made Chen Yifei's heart tense for no reason, and he was about to say something, but he saw Su Jinchen suddenly take a deep breath, raise his face with a smile, and look at him with clear eyes, "Then have you ever thought about what kind of person you want to marry in the future?" β
Chen Yifei couldn't help but pause when she tried to hold her hand, and pursed her lips tightly.
To marry...... What kind of people?
β¦β¦ Naturally, he wanted to take a wife.
He never thought that he would give up his due right for Su Jinchen.
He never thought about how a girl who was unusually beautiful and pleasing to her master would deal with herself in front of her mother when the time came......
Chen Yifei was a little stunned, but his hand was silently put down.
"You're thinking too much......" he said abruptly, "I...... He has no plans to marry yet. β
Su Jinchen looked at the embarrassment on his face and smiled lightly, but he didn't stop there, "You may not like Miss Wan now, but there will be other young ladies in the future...... There will come a time when you will meet someone you really want to marry. The girl Yun smiled lightly, "In fact, for slaves and maids, no matter who you marry, you are the masters of slaves and maids, and slaves and maids all respect the same, and there is no difference." She paused and pursed her lips self-deprecatingly, "You...... There is no need to worry about slaves and maids. β
"Jin Chenβ" Chen Yifei's expression darkened, and he reached out to hold her arm.
Su Jinchen took a step back first.
Chen Yifei's hand suddenly stiffened in the air.
"It's not too early...... If the master has no other orders, the slave and maid will retire. Su Jinchen lowered his head and blessed his body, "You should rest early." β