My heart, which I thought was sealed, was ready to move again. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

He was always like this, standing up to help me when I needed help the most, and then silently guarding my back without asking for anything in return.

I know he doesn't like me. The reason why he helped me was because I was in the same situation as him, and he didn't want me to be like him.

Jue Ling is a good person, a good person who has nothing to say.

But I don't like the way he helps others, he is always discrediting himself and shining a light on me. I don't know if he did the same when he helped others!

There is no help in return, and even the person being helped does not know that he is being helped, and he will only make himself more and more lonely by doing so.

At this moment, I clearly understood my mind, I can't let go of him like this, even if I can't contact him, at least I can help him improve interpersonal relationships.

On the way to take out the trash, I asked him why he did that.

He replied: "Today is indeed my duty, and it is inconvenient to take out the garbage alone, so I want to find someone to help." At school, you were the only one I knew, and if you say those things in front of your friends, you have to come and take out the garbage for me. ”

Deceitful! I immediately debunked and said, "I don't believe it, I am not the only one you know in school, isn't there also Xia Yuexiang?" ”

When Jue Ling heard this, he suddenly fell silent.

After that, I didn't say a word to him, but I understood in my heart that he was irreplaceable, and I seemed to have the kind of psychology that he would not marry, and this kind of wishful thinking was a bit embarrassing.

Either way, though, I'm going to fight for it.

Just because you can't get in touch with him now doesn't mean you don't have a chance. We are all still young, and we are still too early to talk about marriage, as long as we find a job that the outside world cannot get involved in before then, earn a lot of money enough to support our families, and then ......

Hehe, I can't help but smile bitterly, the difficulty factor of this task seems to be very high, as if it is a daydream.

However, this is the only thought that I don't want to abandon!

I want to take the initiative to change my life, and I can't rely on him for everything.

From this day on, in addition to studying, I began to carefully observe the students around me who needed help.

It may have been a bit difficult to communicate at first, but I gradually overcame it. It does not mean overcoming the language communication barrier, but the courage to take the initiative to speak to others.

I'm glad that everyone has opened up to me and talked about their problems, which happens to be the things I can help with.

I gradually got busy, helping with homework, doing duty, collecting homework, matchmaking, making props for extracurricular activities, and helping classmates communicate with parents......

In just two months, I have done a lot of things, and sometimes I even take the initiative to help the teacher with some labor.

Of course, I can't do these things alone, and Jue Ling sometimes helps me in secret.

As he said, I started to become popular, and the teachers and students took good care of me, and they would take the initiative to help me and talk to me.

The language communication barrier is also said to be cute, and the outstanding appearance is rated as an angel, and then I have the title of "campus little angel".

Looking at me two months ago, I could never have imagined that I would have a popular day.

I live every day to the fullest, and there is a lot of happiness in the air around me, and it feels good to be accepted by everyone, and I want him to experience that feeling.

Just like when I was in junior high school, he rescued me from the abyss, and then he kept falling from the abyss, never touching the end!

And this time, Xia Yuexiang, a childhood sweetheart, was no longer by his side.

It's also strange to say that Xia Yuexiang is bored in the classroom all day long, except for studying is studying, and she goes home alone after school every day.

Obviously I was a neighbor with him, walking the same road, but we didn't go home together. I can't understand Xia Yuexiang anymore, in my eyes, it's like she abandoned Jue Ling.

I've always wanted to ask her about it, but I'm not qualified. Because of the agreement, I had to show indifference to Jue Ling in her observation range.

Ambivalence often oppresses me, and I can't let Jue Ling practice himself again.

So, during the placement adjustment of the mid-term exam, I resolutely left the key class and transferred to the second class.

When I arrived, the second class was very welcome, but the figure lying on the table in the corner made me feel distressed.

He was really isolated in the class, and he was unabashedly rejected.

There were obviously five or six empty seats in the front row, but he was placed in the corner of the last row, alone, without a tablemate.

At this point, how I wished the teacher would put me next to him, but I was placed in the third row.

I thought that transferring to the same class would help him improve his interpersonal relationships.

As a result, a semester passed, and I still didn't do anything, he never took the initiative to talk to me, and I was in the way of the agreement.

Under the rule that the head teacher arranges a monthly lottery to randomly change positions, the position I draw every time is a long distance from his position.

The head teacher is a good teacher, her name is He Muzi, and she likes others to call her Teacher Muzi, and the classmates in the class are called so.

Although she usually behaves very well, she really thinks about her students, and she is a teacher who treats Jue Ling equally.

I sometimes have the illusion that Teacher Muzi is defending Jue Ling.

Although Mr. Muzi's rules for changing positions are very fair and just, after the position is set, it is not allowed to change positions until the next month.

However, Jue Ling didn't appreciate it, and also took Teacher Muzi's words as wind in his ears. Every time he changed places, he would silently return to his seat in the last row.

I know that he didn't want to embarrass his classmates at the same table, so that's why he did that.

However, I can understand it, but everyone doesn't understand it, thinking that Juelin is pretending,

Despite my efforts to moderate the gossip, people grew more and more disgusted with him.

I don't know what to do, what is my role? What is my existence for him?

The answer was revealed to me in the second half of my sophomore year of high school, and everything came very suddenly.

2014.4.20

That Jue Ling, who was as cold as an iceberg...... Confessed to me!?

"I like you, Thousand Moon Blossoms."

He breathlessly uttered these eight words, and I was caught off guard.

Is this a dream?

In my expectation, I should be the one who took the initiative to confess, and now ......

I couldn't react to all this, and I just wanted to escape from the scene to calm down, so I said "I'm sorry" in a daze, and ran away as if I was running away.

If I could do it all over again, I would never say those three words, and there has never been a single thing that I regret so much.