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My mother went out to buy some food and came back.

In the afternoon, he ate late, and he didn't have any taste, but he just coped with the Lord in two bites.

My mother saw that I was eating absent-mindedly and worried that I was not feeling well there.

"Mom, I'm fine" I shook my head and replied to my mother: "Zixuan helped me cook in the afternoon, and I just ate, and I'm not hungry." As he spoke, he still held the new mobile phone that Zixuan threw at the bedside when he went out.

"New phone?" Mom asked.

"Hmm."

"Who?"

"Huh?" I didn't understand what my mother meant for a while.

"I mean, who gave you the phone?" My mother looked at me sternly.

I know that my mother has always been very strict with me and has not allowed me to accept gifts from others.

In fact, every time you accept a share from others, whether it is a help or a gift, you will owe someone a share. Heaven and earth have cause and effect, and there is no free lunch in the world. Feelings are even more so, and they are not simply reciprocated with courtesy.

I'm holding this phone heavily. I know that Zixuan may be just for my convenience, but I don't have a communication tool in the hospital now, and my mobile phone is not too expensive, but it costs about 2,000. The significance of this is more than the amount itself. It's not about the money, it's not about the stuff. It is his dedication and care regardless of return that makes him even heavier.

"Who?!" Seeing that I was distracted again, my mother asked again.

"Zixuan," I replied softly.

"Hey!" Mother let out a long sigh and her brows tightened. After a long moment, he said worriedly: "Zixuan is a good boy, but it's a pity that their family is against your affairs now......

"We weren't originally people of the same world." I said something lightly, but my heart sank straight down.

"You forced us to live and die in the first place, forcing him to get you engaged!" My mother frowned, as if she thought I was talking too much.

"It was too impulsive at that time, and I was the one who caused him to be burdened." I frowned, and my heart was sad.

"Zixuan's affairs are not good anymore, innocent people receive the benefits of other people's children, and the more they owe it, the more they owe it...... If this continues, it will be a disservice to you. ”

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Next......

There was a dead silence, silence.

I know that the arrears that my mother said are not only related to Zixuan's finances, but also emotional!

Thinking about it, I actually laughed, and the smile was a little sad and sad.

My debt really seems to be mounting right now!

The hospitalization fee was paid in advance by Lan Bing. Even Zixuan bought the mobile phone for Zhang Luo, and all the money he lent me to treat the children was lost! It seems that the debt on me is getting more and more! There are even some strange and inexplicable debts, such as the ...... that Blue Ice lost.

Maybe that's not the heaviest either......

The heaviest thing is the helpless emotional debt that can never be sorted out......

Mom said that the matter with Zixuan can no longer be trusted, and it must be dealt with as soon as possible. In fact, I don't know.

But how?

I have already confessed to Zixuan that I no longer have any form of emotional connection with him, all the previous rituals no longer exist, he is a free man, and he can find his happiness at any time. But every time I talk about this topic, I feel that Zixuan's face is very bad. The freedom I gave him on the surface seemed to be only a deep humiliation and hurt to him. So after saying something like this two or three times, I didn't dare to say it to him again. Maybe it's unbearable, maybe it's because you think that there are some things that everyone can know, so why bother to be so clear and hurt each other deeply? And Zixuan doesn't seem to think so.

Then the rest of the matter must be solved with money. At that time, my family more or less always received dowries from others, and this had to be returned. And if the money for this dowry is not returned, Zixuan seems to be unable to turn the page of engagement.

It turns out that feelings, life, and even survival are inseparable from money. What kind of life and love that you yearn for beyond money are fairy tales. None exist!

Now that the two men in the family are gone, it's like losing two pillars of heaven.

I also thought about holding up this sky. only to find that it was so difficult to hold up this piece of sky.

I can't seem to stand up to it. And the situation is frequent. Strange and strange things are constantly happening.

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At night, my mother went to bed early, and there was a bed in the ward, so I was not afraid that she would sleep uncomfortably.

She must be very, very tired these days when she worries about me and her children, but now that the children's condition is better and I am better, she can hardly rest assured and sleep peacefully. So as soon as she lay down for a while, she let out a slight snoring sound.

I have something in my heart, and I can't sleep on my side after tossing and turning.

Father's strange state of soul, that dangerous fight; Black crows, giant arrays, blood corpses, stone demons, zombies; Blue Ice, Double-Faced Daoist, Silver-robed Man; The tragic death of the black cat, the dancing naked duck.

Scenes are like spinning canvases, constantly appearing in my mind. It seems that he has just fallen asleep, but he is awakened by repeated nightmares, and layers of sweat oozes from his body.

I took out my phone to check the time, and it was already more than 11 o'clock in the morning.

There was a dark shadow floating outside the window, and I knew that it was the five ghosts who were guarding their duties.

I can't help but think of the armed police in the corridor I saw during the day, and Lan Bing left five ghosts, is he worried about anything? Thinking about it, things must not be as calm as they appear to be......

My mind is in a trance. Suddenly, I felt that the sky seemed to change outside the window, and the inexplicable wind was terrible.

Through the window, some light could have come in. There is the moonlight in the sky, and there is also the dim light of the hospital. But now it's all bleak. It seemed that a dark cloud was falling from the sky, enveloping the entire hospital.

I felt a chill for no reason, and I couldn't help but get up and look.

And when I opened the curtains and looked outside, everything seemed to be back to normal. The wind stopped, a bright moon hung in the sky, and the lights of the hospital were faintly on.

Even in the courtyard downstairs of the hospital, there are armed policemen in twos and threes, which is not available during the day. Is there any danger that is so close that the government has to deploy troops in hospitals?

I was puzzled, and I couldn't help but look at it twice. It doesn't matter if you look at it twice, for some reason, those armed police soldiers on duty, I always feel that they seem a little weird.

Are they standing too straight?! It looks so stiff!

I couldn't help frowning, what is wrong with it? Because I'm on the fifth floor, it's a little far from the ground, and it's blocked by trees, so I can't really see it. But I was curious, and I couldn't help but look at it carefully.

And this contemplation, I was surprised to find that I could see farther and hear farther! If you capture it carefully, you can even hear movement in other wards. Soft talking, painful moans, these voices were amplified, and the quiet night seemed so noisy. He quickly retracted his voice and concentrated on looking at the place where the armed police were standing.