Chapter Ninety-Eight: The Unforgettable Will Be Breeze
Xu Yao was stunned, although he was still a little sad, but it was not as serious as K said. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
He has already let go of a lot, and the rest just needs to wait for time to pass slowly, and time is not just memories.
"What do you say? I'll admit, I'm a little sad right now, but I don't have a chance to go back to where I was, so I don't need a relationship. ā
"And, I don't think I like her anymore. It's just a pity that the result of my first love is not perfect, in fact, I used to want to hold her hand, to get married, to have children, to Baishou. ā
"Huh?" What a pure person.
They all said that after the previous relationship has been precipitated for a period of time, another relationship is needed to fill it and dilute it. I've never been in a relationship, but I know a little bit about it. You, it's time too. K said seriously.
"What about me? Aren't you in love yourself? Xu Yao smiled.
"Because I haven't been in love, I haven't tasted love, so I don't have so much to look forward to." k replied.
"Hey, why is this happening? Have you never liked someone else? ā
"It's hard to say. Doesn't it take a while to like someone? And it just so happens that I will find out that the other party is a fool during this time......"
"......" Xu Yao paused, "You are really special, others are afraid of being found out to be a fool, so they fell in love early, FFF." ā
"You can see from my reading of the original English version of "The Little Prince" that I am not stupid at all, and I am very smart, I am a top student!" K said arrogantly, "I always think you're a fool. ā
"What is this?" Xu Yao couldn't cry or laugh, "Ah! I'm not stupid, okay. Am I also considered a top student, okay? ā
"You?" K skeptical, "I don't believe it. Tell me, which school are you? ā
"Army Non-Commissioned Officer School."
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"Really."
"So you're a soldier now?"
"Yes, active soldier."
"Graduated from the Army Non-commissioned Officer School, and now he is a lieutenant, right?"
"Yes, I don't think you know that! Not bad! ā
"So, you are in the army now, can the army have access to the Internet?"
"I'm on vacation right now."
"Hee-hee," K scoffed, "Ah, find a better reason to fool me!" How can the army have so many vacations to take off, it has been more than half a month since I met you, except for the Spring Festival, I have never seen such a long vacation. ā
"You don't believe me?" Xu Yao's mind was stunned, and he was puzzled, how could no one believe the truth these days?
"I don't believe it." K said, "What the hell do you do?" ā
"Well, I'm actually the coffee shop manager." Xu Yao smiled and said the "facts".
"That's right. But when will your coffee shop open? It feels like you've been preparing for a long time. ā
"It's going to open tomorrow, do you want to come? You're free. ā
"Forget it, we can't meet now, it's too early." K refused, and said, "Can you accept online orders?" ā
"No, in fact, I didn't want to make much money when I opened a store, I just wanted to change my life, and I used to want to open a store like this, looking at the sky, looking at the streets, and watching people come and go."
"It's really relaxing, unlike students like us, who have to work hard." When K said this, Xu Yao could imagine K's expression.
"Work is work, if you don't sleep so late, your body can't stay up." Xu Yao said with concern.
"Thank you for your concern, this kind of time won't last long, it will be over soon. On the contrary, it's you, who don't sleep in the middle of the night, and it's not about work......" After K sent this message, he suddenly felt a little regretful, and felt as if he was stupid enough to explode.
"I don't mean anything, it's just that it's not good for you to stay up late, that's all." K explained.
"It's not staying up late, it's insomnia." Xu Yao exhaled.
The floor-to-ceiling windows had been closed, the air conditioner was a little dry, and a small desk lamp shone a warm yellow glow at the bedside.
"I'm sorry." K's fingers stiffened, and he slowly typed out this sentence.
"It's okay, it's not your fault, I brought it on myself."
"I ......"
"It's okay to tell you, in fact, it's the first love that meets, and she recognizes me. We had coffee together and chatted...... Anyway, it's good to get together and disperse. Actually, it's not a big deal, although it's a bit embarrassing to say it, but it's okay. Xu Yao crackled, and didn't care what K wanted to say, he directly said what he wanted to say in his heart.
A certain girl looked at the phone screen with her hair loose and frowned, pouting, "Hey, I'm a fool." ā
Clicking on the call, K's mobile phone showed a big cartoon gray rabbit, which she set up herself, and the note on it was "Little Gray".
"Yabuse, is there no one around? Call me, aren't you afraid to wake people up? K didn't speak for a while, and when the phone vibrated again, Xu Yao found that it was K who came to Kakaotalk, so he immediately answered it and said softly.
"I'm home alone." K's voice was weak, as if admitting a mistake, and the voice was soft and glutinous, very good, "I'm sorry just now, I accidentally made you sad." ā
"It's okay, I'm fine."
"Really?" K didn't believe what Xu Yao said, pouted, and said it didn't matter, obviously his mood was so low, and even his voice seemed lonely.
"Really, I'm still smiling." As if he was afraid that K didn't believe it, Xu Yao really showed a smile at the wall, but unfortunately no one watched.
"Lying~" K muttered quietly.
"It's not lying, it's really laughing. Although it was so unforgettable before, it is precisely because it is unforgettable that it is said so lightly now, so I am really laughing. ā
All the things that have hurt us and shed tears will always be said with a smile, love has become pain, and pain has become enlightenment.
In the past, Xu Yao was still insisting, but since he met Lin Yun'er, he began to understand: love without an ending will end after all; Those who can't have it, sooner or later will forget.
Slowly, there will be no more tears, slowly, it will pass......
K didn't speak, and the sound of slow breathing proved that she was still listening.
After a long time, K spoke, with a hint of gentleness: "I think the girl who was able to be liked by you must be very lucky." ā
"No, I'm lucky." When he said this, Xu Yao's eyes looked out the window, the night sky was very vast, and his heart was very relaxed.
It is not the long years that make people mature, but an unforgettable pain.
Therefore, she made him understand.