That's the difference between God's thinking and man's thinking. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I did bring back the girl at that time, and it was true that I only had a trace of pity in my heart, and I didn't think about what I had with that girl, or what I invested in myself.

I gave the girl some of the abilities to clean my temporary home, and the girl took it very seriously and finished the work I had given her. I, on the other hand, continue to create the world boringly, observing the changes in those worlds.

The girl would show up in front of me every now and then, and report something to me, and then ask me something as well.

She would ask me very strange things, such as the perception of thinking creatures, and in the case of conceptual questions about the world. But all this is nothing. Only once, I couldn't answer the question she asked me.

She asked me what "I felt" like.

There's really no way I can tell her. I'm the Origin Creature, the topmost creature. In fact, my ontology is not fixed, and my state depends on what others perceive me, that is, maybe I am a human thing in this girl's eyes, but in the eyes of other creatures, I may not be what I look like. I can't describe my feelings myself -- because the magnitude of the two of us is not on a normal scale.

I didn't know what was wrong with my head that day, but I just pushed the girl down on the bed and did that. And then I was there and told her with a serious face that I was feeling at the time.

I was actually going to say that only I know how I feel. But who knew it would turn out like that.

But after that, she didn't react much else, but came to me very often and wanted to do that with me. I don't know which tendon was wrong, but I actually did it to that girl again and again.

Later, I slowly realized that I could not take my eyes off the girl, and her every move was pulling me.

I felt weird, I didn't know what the reaction was, and I didn't know what it was.

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That day, two of my friends sent me an invitation to meet another new god and say something. I readily agreed.

I called the girl and got there.

When I talked to them, I probably knew what was going on, and at the same time I was very surprised, I really didn't expect that there was life beyond the void - to be precise, I always thought that the Great Void was the root of everything, but I didn't expect that there was life outside the Great Void.

Even though that guy had been thrown out by the new compatriot, I was still very concerned about it.

As for my new compatriot, he seems to be quite young, and unlike the Origin Body outside, he is a life made up of negative phases, which is much rarer than ours in terms of concept alone.

And looking at that new compatriot, I always had the feeling of seeing what I had created, and I couldn't help but ask him the same question about how I was feeling now.

“…… Forehead...... You ...... I guess I like that girl......"

That's what he said.

I was stunned.

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Like? I've never felt this way.

I had no idea what it was like to like a living being, and though both of my friends had their own affairs, I never thought it was necessary—it was just something that the lower creatures were microscopic about their own psyche, and what was the use of it to me?

I went back with such doubts. And when I saw that girl again, I felt my heart tremble uncontrollably.

It's a feeling I've never felt like I've ever felt -- I've never felt before.

I...... Probably really liked her.

I let her live in my room, and everything with me. I slowly observed her preferences and changed the decoration of the house little by little. Some of the foods I wish to eat -- I don't really need them for energy, but I surprisingly like the food she cooks.

The more I became obsessed with her scent, the more I liked the way she looked. I love touching her body, I love the time I spend with her - I didn't know until then that I really liked her.

Well...... Wrong...... I should have fallen in love with her.

I don't know how to describe it, but it's like having a very delicious drink, with a refreshing feeling.

It's amazing...... No wonder those two guys start a family.

I...... Isn't it necessary to ......

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Of course, before all this worked out, some accidents happened.

The guy who had been pushed out of the Void has reappeared here.

I got into a fight with him - normally, he wasn't my opponent, but he used the world around him as a bargaining chip to limit my movements, and that affected me a lot.

Thankfully, my old friend brought the lord from the Outer Void to clean up that guy, otherwise, I might have been forced out of my final form.

In that case, only my old friends will be able to pull me back again.

I went back to the house and saw her.

She saw me too, and then cried and threw herself into my arms.

I didn't know what I was supposed to do anymore, so I could only pat her on the head and comfort her, hoping she would stop crying.

That's when I decided to marry her.

Things that were completely useless to me before are still treasures that I don't want to let go—I definitely don't want to let go.

Well...... That is true.

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I had everything ready, and in front of me was her face with infinite sorrow.

She looked at me and seemed to say:

"Kill me."

Yes...... She wanted to know what "I" was feeling, she wanted to know what the gods were like, she wanted to know everything - she had arranged the magic circle in the "most meditative" way, and with a sad expression on her face, she wanted me to sit on it.

…… No...... She wanted me to kill her.

She begged me to kill her.

…… But...... How could I possibly do that?

I smiled and sat down.

And then it all began.