Chapter 10 Light, Night, I, But I Am Missing

Xia Liangzhe turned his gaze away before Lin Jiayi found out, and he didn't want to have any misunderstanding with Miss Lin again. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Not right now, but I'll promise you're the first to know."

Looking at Xia Liangzhe's serious answer, Lin Jiayi pursed her lips.

"If you don't say it, you won't say it, and when you want to say it, you just wait to come and beg me to listen." As he spoke, he shook off the arm holding Xia Liangzhe as if he were fighting.

It's not that Xia Liangzhe is serious, it's just that if he is not serious, the softness of his arm is rubbing, and he is really afraid that he will not be able to control himself.

Now that he left suddenly, Xia Liangzhe suddenly felt uncomfortable for a while, real breasts are real breasts, but he forgot to try the feel.

At this time, Lin Jiayi had already started the car, and was just about to tell something, when her beautiful eyes looked at it, she suddenly stopped fighting, Xia Liangzhe's seat belt didn't know when it was fastened, this is not where Lin Jiayi was born, and the eldest lady of her Lin family is not so stingy.

She was angry that Xia Liangzhe's right hand was still tightly gripping the handle on the side of his head, is it necessary for you bastard?

You're in a car, not a roller coaster!

"Ahem, I said, you don't believe me like that?"

"What?" Xia Liangzhe looked at her suspiciously, who knows what this woman was so nonsensical and suddenly asked, the next moment he felt the gesture of Lin Jiayi's eyes, Xia Liangzhe smiled awkwardly, did not explain anything, and did not let go of his right hand, and his eyes staring at the distance began to be a little faintly blurred.

Lin Jiayi snorted coldly, started the car by herself, followed the instructions of the navigator, determined the direction, and set off.

"If you dare not believe my driving skills, then let you see how powerful Miss Ben is."

Listening to Lin Jiayi's muttering voice, although the voice was extremely small, Xia Liangzhe could easily hear it.

"Stay safe."

When Lin Jiayi was about to let Xia Liangzhe, the bastard, learn his driving skills and speed up, Lin Jiayi suddenly heard a soft voice.

The voice was very soft, mixed with the subtle roar of the car, so that Lin Jiayi felt that she had heard it wrong, but who was she?

She is the eldest lady of the Lin family, do I use you to teach me how to behave? Hum!

That's just the mention of forty miles, this coward.

Lin Jiayi glanced at Xia Liangzhe provocatively, turned on the music on the car, raised the surrounding glass, and the melodious music echoed in the small car in an instant.

But as soon as the voice sounded, Lin Jiayi's eyebrows wrinkled, raised her hand and pressed the next one, raised her eyebrows, pressed the next one, and continued to press a few times without believing in evil, Lin Jiayi held her forehead speechlessly.

The eyes that were looking at the road ahead secretly glanced at Xia Liangzhe beside him, and then turned his head, but his face was a little red.

"Uh, ahem, these are all songs that my mother listened to, isn't it hard to listen to?"

Lin Jiayi explained embarrassedly, but she complained about her mother in her heart, Lao Qin, Lao Qin, tell me about you, I plan to install your music in our car, and let people live!

Of course, these are not the most important, the important thing is that Xia Liangzhe, the bastard, is sitting next to him, and he is still so embarrassed, oh God, if you find me a crack in the ground now, I will believe you from now on.

Looking at Xia Liangzhe's somewhat frowning eyebrows, the embarrassment in Lin Jiayi's eyes became even stronger, her big eyes stared at the front motionlessly, but her right hand accelerated for a moment, pressing the button for the next one.

She has nothing to think about now, she just wants to end this humiliating self-directed and self-acted play silently.

However, her right hand was happy enough because of the sudden movement, but a pair of broad palms were faster than hers, and she actually reached over one step ahead of her, and the palm of her hand changed, facing away from the button.

The next moment, Lin Jiayi's slender and slender index finger was on top of what looked like a meat shield.

"Ahh

With an exclamation, he quickly withdrew his right hand and controlled the steering wheel that was almost out of control due to fright.

"What are you going to do?"

Lin Jiayi turned her head and stared at him angrily and asked, this bastard, is driving a joke? It doesn't matter if he's dead, but he can't pull himself up, he hasn't lived enough, he hasn't found someone who loves him, and he hasn't been a monkey with his lover.

"Just listen to this song, I grew up listening to this song, please don't cut the song yet."

Xia Liangzhe's low, somewhat hoarse voice was like a tank passing through a wheat field, crushing all the way, and like a giant hammer, it smashed heavily on his heart.

Hurriedly slowed down the car, Lin Jiayi glanced at him with some concern, this bastard, was you begging me just now?

It's just, at that moment just now, why did I feel a little heartache? Well, I guess I ate too much today, yes, I must have eaten too much, so my body is a little uncomfortable.

Lin Jiayi only cared about finding all the excuses that could be woven to make up for the leaks, but she forgot that she didn't eat anything at all today, and at this time, the singer had already begun to sing the lyrics.

I haven't gotten used to parting yet, and I can't be reconciled so I can only hug

I can't let God know clearly

I want to prove it with sadness

This coincidental acquaintance is more important than life

Cry and cry

Gradually adapting to a lot of things without warning

I can say goodbye to the original I can't ask for it

It's rare to convince each other

Therefore, it is inevitable that separation is fair

Calm down

The most important thing is to laugh at the end

Everything will be fine, I know

Don't worry about what it means to be safe

If it's not bad, it's good, and the banquet will be dispersed, and you can't forget it

The skill of parting is not afraid of not being able to learn

I'm afraid that practice makes perfect

......

Night has come.

The colorful neon lights outside the window flashed quickly in front of Xia Liangzhe's eyes.

There are so many brilliant lights, and they are fleeting, who can remember whom?

Still, I remember you clearly, Mom.

Xia Liangzhe's eyes instantly moistened, and Lin Jiayi ghostly saw Xia Liangzhe's shoulders trembling slightly through the dim carriage.

She didn't have to think about it to know the answer, and the next moment her face instantly crawled pale.

Biting her lip fiercely, Lin Jiayi calmed down her heart as if forced, and while paying attention to where there was a temporary parking space, she secretly paid attention to Xia Liangzhe beside her.

At this time, it is not so much that all she can do is be silent, but that she is very willing to accompany him at this time, even if she is silent, so what?

"I grew up listening to this song." I turned my head to look out the window, and I didn't know if I was looking at the scenery outside the window, or if I was trying to avoid something.

"Hmm." Lin Jiayi responded softly, even she didn't notice it, her voice was gentle and about to drip at this time, for fear that her voice would be too loud and disturb the man beside her.

It's a pity that Xia Liangzhe at this time was completely immersed in sadness, and she was in no mood to feel anything else, and she had already put aside the unhappiness and unhappiness she had gotten along with many times, and subconsciously regarded herself as his closest listener at this time, at this time, she was his only listener, and he was her exclusive singer.

"But what I listen to is not sung by Karen Mok, the person who sings is my mother, when I was young, my mother came back late every time, I waited happily for my mother to come home every day, and I listened to her sing this song to me, everything was fine, I was at ease like sleeping, perhaps, my mother sang so well that I never had nightmares."

Saying this, Xia Liangzhe raised his hand and saw the tissue handed over by Lin Jiayi, and lightly tried his eyes, his face showed a touch of happiness that Lin Jiayi had never seen before, that was his real smile.

"It didn't take long for my mother to come back later every day, and at that time, I also knew that my mother was going out to work to earn money to buy me the best food at the moment, buy my favorite toys, and expensive clothes to wear, just because I was afraid that my classmates would look down on me."

"When I was eight years old, it was the starting point of my understanding, every night, I was hot with the food that my mother left for me at noon, I ate obediently, watched TV alone, stayed at home alone, looked at the watch, thinking that my mother was coming home, I immediately ran to the bed, took off my clothes and closed my eyes to learn to sleep from TV, and quietly waited for my mother's arrival."

"Listening to my mother quietly open the door, close the door, then walk to the living room, put down my handbag, take off my coat, go to the kitchen, turn on the faint flow of water, quietly wash my hands and face, and finally, walk towards my room with silent steps, this distance is the most careful and attentive distance my mother walks, because even if I hold my breath, it is difficult to hear my mother's footsteps, and that is also the fastest time for my heartbeat."

"Mom kissed me lightly on the face, and carefully put my arms and legs that were deliberately exposed under the quilt, whenever this time, she was always silent, I could feel that Mom was looking at me at this time, even though I had my eyes closed, I could see Mom's smile."

"Then my mother began to hum this song softly, although the voice was very soft, and some places were faintly audible, but I still wanted to sleep when I listened to it, I don't know when I fell asleep, it was dawn, as always, there were no nightmares, but the family has lost my mother's trace."

"I didn't have any surprises, because I was already familiar with all this, and I ran to the restaurant and ate the breakfast that my mother bought, bread and milk. It hasn't changed from year to year, and I've never had a piece of bread left, and even the cup has been licked by me until I can't see the milk stains. ”

"That night, I heard tiredness and sadness in my mother's singing, but I didn't know what I should do, and I didn't fall asleep until my mother finished singing. Mom kissed me on the cheek again, more gently than when I came in. ”

At this time, Lin Jiayi had already parked the car on the barrage bridge, and tears had already covered her cheeks, covering her mouth with both hands, not wanting the man next to her to hear her cry, but she didn't hide it well.

The fierce gasp had already revealed her mood at this time, Xia Liangzhe turned his head and looked at her with a tearful smile, and there seemed to be something more in his crystal eyes.

What kind of eyes are they, the lights of the passing cars occasionally illuminate the entire carriage, Lin Jiayi saw joy in those eyes, saw misery, loneliness, and a deep regret that could not be concealed.

At this glance, Lin Jiayi could no longer control her uncontrollable emotions like a torrent, and slammed into Xia Liangzhe's arms and cried loudly.

The night seems to be getting thicker.

The soft, bright light flickered frequently and discreetly, as if listening to someone telling some inaudible secret...