Chapter Seventy-Nine: Affection
Hao Yixuan's dark black eyes were always radiant, and in the sharp gaze that did not let go of anything, he looked at his father coldly, and said lightly, "She betrayed you, don't you just hate her!" ”
Hao Yixuan's father's eyes were big, and his dark brown pupils showed a thoughtful look, he looked into the distance, he sighed softly and said, "It's mine I'm sorry for her, and I'm sorry for you." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Hao Yixuan looked at his father suspiciously, and asked puzzledly, "Why did you divorce, did you do something sorry for my mother?" ”
Hao Yixuan's father shook his head, the gaze on his flickering face became deeper, like a deep ocean in the distance, he said lightly, "These things, you have to know sooner or later, do you know why your grandmother never liked me?" ”
Hao Yixuan spread his hands and said, "I don't know? Probably because you used to be a gangster! ”
A mocking smile appeared on Hao Yixuan's father's face, and he said helplessly, "There is also a reason for this?" The main thing is because of your mother. At that time she married me because she liked it. It's because she's already pregnant with you. ”
"Why?" Hao Yixuan's two big eyes as blue as sea waves and as bright as glass seemed to be burning with a swaying flame, emitting an irresistible charm, and he was puzzled a lot in his heart, his father said that his mother didn't marry him because she liked him. It's because she's pregnant, and since she doesn't like her father, why is it a contradiction to have a child who is pregnant with her father?
Hao Yixuan blinked his eyes and kept looking at his father like this, he wanted to know the answer......
Hao Yixuan's father continued, "At that time, your mother was in night school, one night it was very dark and it was raining, and there were very few people on the street, she was walking on the road alone, and when she passed through an alley, she met two gangsters, and those two people saw that your mother was beautiful, and they instantly became ill-willed, and they dragged your mother to the dark corner of the alley, ready to commit violence, and your mother desperately struggled and cried for help?" And I happened to pass by there that day! ”
He swallowed, and then said, "I was a little worse than you at that time, that is, just twenty years old. When I went back late that day, I had some drinks with a few brothers and was about to go back, when I vaguely heard your mother's cry, so we hurried over and successfully saved your mother's ....... Later, in order to repay the favor, she also invited me to a meal, and since then, I have not been able to slowly become friends. ”
Hao Yixuan muttered in his heart, is this a hero saving beauty, and then you and I are willing to achieve a good marriage, why do you still divorce later, beautiful love is still diluted by the dull days of wealth, rice, oil and salt, and finally the mother is unwilling to be ordinary and divorced...... All kinds of messy thoughts, like confetti cut with scissors, become messy, and in his heart it seems that it will always be his mother's fault! He couldn't figure out why he believed in this thought, or because his father's silence and his grandmother's scolding were all directed at his mother......
Hao Yixuan's thoughts were drawn back by a deep voice, he heard his father's low and hoarse voice, "At that time, I was deeply attracted by her temperament and knowledge, she was so knowledgeable and inconsiderate. Like a white and pure white lotus. I have been silently in love with her since then, and her affection for me is limited to the feelings of an ordinary friend, and I don't know that I think she likes me too, and I think that we are wishful thinking that we love each other willingly, which is funny......"
Later, she also persuaded me to change the evil and return to the right, be a good man, I secretly decided to become a serious person worthy of her, I went to the self-examination class later, in order to be able to get closer to her, I went to night school with her every night, just hoping that one day, I hope that the gap with her is not so big? There are common topics! Two years later, when we both graduated, I expressed my affection to her, but she hatefully rejected me! ”
Hao Yixuan obviously felt that his father's voice was a little choked, he stood in front of the window, he stroked his forehead with one hand, his back seemed desolate, like a towering tree standing on the top of a mountain, strong but lonely!
Hao Yixuan's father coughed lightly, his hands trembled slightly and slowly lit a cigarette for himself, he held it with his pale and long fingers, slowly put it to his mouth, took a shallow puff, and spit it out after a long time, his eyes were full of loneliness! Life is like a book with a sad or sad story......
Hao Yixuan's thick eyebrows hide a pair of burning eyes, which are full of boundless love, this is the first time that his father is willing to tell him about his mother, talking about their past, even if he used to beg his grandmother often, she was unwilling to reveal more to him, Hao Yixuan asked him a little impatiently, "Later, since your mother doesn't like you, then why do you still want to get married?" ”
Hao Yixuan's father sighed softly, his thoughts followed his memories and turned back to him, he paused, took off the cigarette butt, and secretly cursed in his heart that he was damn in the hospital, Hao Yixuan's ward was smoking, and he blamed himself for being a little excited, and he forgot where he was......
He walked over and threw the cigarette butts away from the trash can, turned his head to look at Hao Yixuan with a wry smile on his face, and said slowly, "I haven't figured it out, I have been with your mother for more than two years, and we go in and out together every day, the moment she rejected me, I seemed to be a blow to the head, just like five thunders hit the top and the whole person was stupid, the hatred in my heart arose, since she didn't like me, why did she stay by my side...... Actually, I hate myself even more, I didn't know she had a boyfriend after spending so much time with her, or a classmate who went to night school together......"
Between Hao Yixuan's thick, slightly frowning eyebrows, there seemed to be a faint revelation of a cold aura, his eyes were sharp and flashing, just like the eyes of the fierce nighthawk, he may have guessed that his mother's reason for rejecting his father was nothing more than that he had a boyfriend, or directly said that it was not suitable or disliked, simple and direct......
Hao Yixuan still wanted to hear him and asked, "How did she reject you?" ”
Hao Yixuan's father snorted coldly and said coldly, "Your mother told me very resolutely, I'm sorry, I already have someone I like......"