Chapter 10: Ten Years, Ten Years, Ten Years

Don't I believe in myself?

Fang Mo'an stared in surprise, he didn't think that what Li Xiuman said was right, he had worked hard to reach this juncture, what kind of confidence was there to speak of, didn't he just rush forward desperately?

Besides, that plan didn't misestimate his ability and limit his main items, isn't there still room for him to play, as long as he seizes the opportunity and works hard to play well, won't this variety show debut before his debut become?

"Why, do you think I'm not right? The hopeless debut of too long has smoothed out the pride in your heart, and you are no longer the same impulse you used to be. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info”

Li Xiuman shook his head regretfully and continued:

"If it was Fang Mo'an in the past, he would definitely ask me with a fighting spirit, can you allow him and Quan Zhilong to fight in their own ways, but not only do you not have it, but you also think that it is okay to have such a solo performance and not have the opportunity to fight with others, it is enough, and it is worthy of yourself!"

"Teacher."

Fang Mo'an only bit out a monotonous honorific title, and didn't make any other explanation for himself, because what Li Xiuman said was right.

Yes, he no longer exists, death in the despair of dreams, death in the numbness of cripplement back then, perhaps, death in the present, death in every minute and every second of the present, and he has not come back to life so far.

Li Xiuman saw that Fang Mo'an lowered his head, looking remorseful, feeling that what he said might be a little too heavy, but he really hated iron:

"There is an idiom, called Mao Sui's self-recommendation, or when you were ten years old when you came to the company to apply for trainees, you said that you are the same as that Mao Sui, you are the same as Mao Sui, you will eventually see through your pockets, sharp awls, let me agree with you to be a trainee in S.M."

"Later, I agreed, and put you in my pocket for ten years, and that's what it turns out to be now? Do I have to take you out of my pocket and temper it all over again? Fang Mo'an, Fang Mo'an, do you only need ten years to go from being brave to being cowardly, then another ten years, another twenty years, are you going to become sophisticated or even old? ”

Li Xiuman's thought-provoking words reminded Fang Moan a lot......

Among them, not only did he recommend himself at the age of 10 in S.M. Company and was determined to become a star, but also he was lying in the hospital at the age of 20 and said goodbye to his dream with tears.

In the future, there is even more when he was 30 years old, drunk and yelled at the injustice of fate, and when he was nearly 40 years old, he was numb, neither caring about the stage nor mentioning dreams, but only knew that he was muddy in one realistic game after another......

It's not who gave up on him first, but he gave up on himself first, in fact, even if there is no stage, he has the ability to have a relatively normal life, but he didn't, but he ruined himself.

"It was me who was wrong!"

Fang Moan shed tears of frustration, it was difficult to control his feelings, even more sad than when he first heard the news of rejection when he was ten years old, back then, it was the judges who closed the door of his dreams, but later, it was he who closed the door of his life.

In the hazy vision, he saw that the future was uncertain, and he sighed that he was drifting away, while at the same time, he could feel that a man was running towards him, gradually approaching him, until he completely coincided with him.

also said:

"I'm really tired of running, but I'm finally catching up with you."

It sounds like a very good voice...... Oh, that was him ten years ago......

Fang Mo'an, a ten-year-old boy who initially worked hard for his dream.

Originally......

He'd relied on his big, fast steps to throw away the guy who was chasing him for so long.

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Li Xiuman didn't stop or disturb, quietly watching Fang Mo'an crying there, he knew that some emotions had to be vented, otherwise people would always be kept in the dark by themselves and couldn't extricate themselves.

Ten years ago, the reason why he finally agreed to Fang Mo'an to join the company was not because of Fang Mo'an's talent, nor because of Fang Mo'an's performance, but because of his strength not to give up, he could see the determination of "I will definitely do better next time" in the eyes of the other party.

Later, Fang Mo'an also got better and better every time as Li Xiuman expected, and never let him down.

But is that Fang Mo'an really buried in time?

For a moment, Li Xiuman had a brief distraction, he seemed to see the boy ten years ago, the Fang Mo'an who was dressed ordinarily but full of energy, the Fang Mo'an who was not from a good family background at first glance, but repeatedly emphasized that he came to S.M for his dreams, not for life.

"I'm here for a dream, not a life, and money doesn't have to be earned in this company! Also, my name is Fang Mo'an, not Fang Mo (Fang what), Teacher Li Xiuman! ”

Hehe, that old-fashioned tone and stubborn appearance are really a bit similar to Xu Xian, who later joined S.M, no wonder although the two are not related by blood, their brothers and sisters have called each other for so many years, as far as Li Xiuman knows, Fang Mo'an and Xu Xian's two families also have frequent contacts, and they can eat and drink and even rub the bed.

"Teacher, I know what I have to do!"

A male voice interrupted Li Xiuman's memories, he came back to his senses and found that Fang Mo'an not only shed tears, but also looked at him with a smile, as if the sadness just now was all in vain.

"Say."

"I want to get Quan Zhilong to voluntarily join in through my singing and dancing, and have an impromptu cooperation with him."

"Oh? How so? Li Xiuman's eyes revealed a hint of brightness, in fact, he also thought so.

"Most of the competition for sleeping rank is a person who performs alone, and then ranks according to performance, which is a very dramatic and gunpowder link, and the effect of the program also lies in the fact that the members look down on each other, so to speak, it is difficult to achieve cooperation."

Fang Mo'an said his understanding of this link, his eyes burning: "But if I can promote a cooperation with Quan Zhilong through my own efforts, the effect will be completely different." ”

"The idea is very good, but will Quan Zhilong be so cooperative, you have to understand, I am here to teach you, and President Yang of YG will not be lazy and not remind Quan Zhilong, I will not let you do the wedding dress for others, and Yang Xianshuo will not let Quan Zhilong do it."

"So I want to choreograph a set of dance moves according to Quan Zhilong's characteristics and preferences, not only to attract him, but also to make him can't help but express himself and leave President Yang's advice behind."

"Looks like we're thinking of a piece! I have prepared all the materials for you, you can design it well through those videos and recordings, "The Birth of the Family" will be filmed on July 24, give you time, but there is not much left, just use your pride and Quan Zhilong's pride to meet me on the stage of "The Birth of the Family" to see what kind of sparks can be made! ”

Li Xiuman patted Fang Mo'an's shoulder again, this time with more trust:

"I launched you not just because I can afford you, but because I believe that you can be looked up to by more people, so that those people can see how powerful you are!"