Taking advantage of the commemoration of the hundred chapters, it must be appropriate for me to describe death! Now I am the one who faces the threat of death every day - Guillain-Barré syndrome!

Since I was diagnosed with Guillain-Barré syndrome in mid-November, I have been hospitalized for more than half a month. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info In the past half month, I have been full of blessings, especially some readers, some have sent flowers, and some have come to the hospital to see me, such positive energy makes me feel that writing has really brought me a lot, and at this point, I am very content.

But while receiving positive energy, negative energy also floods me 24 hours a day. The ward I live in is on the third floor of the inpatient department, which is jokingly called "the prison with a suspended death sentence" by many patients, almost every day there are patients who leave us on this floor, what shocked me the most is that on the night of the 17th, the 9-year-old girl left us because of kidney problems, she is the youngest on this floor, when she is in good spirits on weekdays, her mouth is very sweet, I also once brought her a lollipop, but was rejected by the nurse, saying that her current diet needs a special idea, and it is best not to eat general snacks. However, the little girl's longing for the lollipop was innate, and at the little girl's repeated requests, the nurse agreed that I would keep the lollipop by her side, just watching, not eating, until the night she died, and the brightly colored lollipop was still "standing" next to her bedside.

I don't want to say much about the little girl's name, so for the sake of convenience, let's call her Tiantian. When she was admitted to the hospital, it was already a crisis, and her parents waited by her side every day, which really embarrassed the family of three. Among the patients on the third floor, except for me and Tiantian, they are all old people over 60 years old, they know their fate, so the idea of fighting against death is not very strong, and the most they say every day is "let me die" and "hurt people!" "It's a waste of so much money! ”…… Extremely negative words. Even if they have the confidence to defeat the disease, they also become in a trance in their "beautiful voice". When she saw me go to see her, she looked at me with a pair of curious, big eyes and said, "It's not just grandparents here, but also a big brother!" Big brother, you are the same as me, do you have bad kidneys? Every time she said this, Tiantian's parents would always cry next to her, but Tiantian was stronger, and took the initiative to comfort her parents, seeing such a sensible girl, I also like it from the bottom of my heart, as long as I hang up every day, I will go to her ward to chat, Tiantian likes to listen to my story, I play my best every time, and tell her the best story I think. Until the day of the 16th, Tian Tian suddenly said to me: "Big brother, I want to hear a ghost story today, can you tell me about it?" ”

I was stunned, thinking that she knew about my writing supernatural novels, she was curious, so she wanted to listen to them, considering that supernatural stories have too many negative emotions, I didn't agree, just comforted: "Aren't fairy tales better?" ”

"No...... Big brother, I've been encountering some incredible things every day for the past two days, and I think I'm a little scared, so I really want to hear it. Tian Tian said so, after Tian Tian's parents heard it, they were extremely scared, and hurriedly called the doctor and the nurse, saying that their daughter was hallucinating, and finally said that the feng shui of the hospital bed was not good, and they had to change the place, and in the end, they were "severely" stopped by Tian Tian, "I communicate with my big brother, can you be quiet for a while?" Tiantian's words still have incomparable weight in the hearts of parents, in fact, Tiantian's parents already know that their daughter's limit has arrived, and all they can do is not disobey their daughter's wishes and let her leave happily.

With the permission of Tiantian's parents, I communicated with Tiantian about Tiantian's ghost experience, Tiantian said very simply, just said that in the early morning of the 16th, she felt that there was a dark shadow in the corridor of the ward that had been looking at her through the glass, and she was very scared at the time, and wanted to wake up her father who was sleeping next to her, but her father may have been sleeping relatively deeply, and there was no movement no matter how he called, but he saw the black shadow open the door of the ward, and it didn't take long for something to roll in from outside the corridor of the ward. Tian Tian borrowed the light of the corridor of the ward, and could vaguely see that rolling to the head of her bed was a coffee-colored leather ball, the leather ball was still bouncing slightly on the ground, the sound of "knock, knock, knock" seemed to prove that someone was slapping the ball, just as Tian Tian was paying attention to the bouncing ball, the black shadow at the door didn't know when it had come to Tian Tian's side, and said in Tian Tian's ear: "This ball is your heart, it stops, your heart stops." After that, the black shadow disappeared, and the coffee-colored ball kept bouncing over there, and the ball seemed to be quiet without resistance. That night, Tian Tian fell asleep to the sound of slapping the ball.

Tian Tian is young after all, and there are still some words to describe the plot of that night, Tian Tian's mother learned that her husband was sleeping like a dead pig at the time, and immediately scolded him over there. Tiantian's father also constantly blamed himself, regretting that he slept too hard at that time and did not take care of his daughter. Seeing her parents arguing over there again, Tian Tian pouted angrily and said, "I just want to hear my big brother tell ghost stories, but I don't like to watch my parents quarrel." Seeing that my daughter had an opinion, the two parents stopped arguing, and I could only comfort me: "If the one yesterday is really a ghost, then it doesn't want anyone to sober up." You parents don't have to argue. “

"Big brother, I just want to know if the dark shadow I saw yesterday is what we often call the Grim Reaper?" I never expected that a little girl who was just over 9 years old would know the concept of death. I shrugged, not knowing what to say, and felt a bit cruel to tell her this, but Tian Tian was a bit "unforgiving" and had to tell me stories about death. I was forced to have no choice, so I could only tell her the movie episodes of "The Grim Reaper" and choose the two most exciting paragraphs, and Tian Tian seemed to have an understanding when she heard it, so she nodded silently and said the four words of the city: "Fate." ”

On the morning of the 17th, I learned that Tian Tian had died at 3 o'clock in the morning. With regret, I started another negative day, and just as I was flipping through my phone, I suddenly saw a text message: "Big brother, the ball doesn't move!" The text message was sent at 14:53 on November 17, 2014.