Curtain 19 The Girl and the Confused Star
When Yutong Shiai and Sanae Dongdongya arrived at Linhai Park, they were just in time for the last Ferris wheel. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoIn the somewhat strange eyes of the staff, Shiai Yutong, who was wearing a single coat, and Sanae Dongshiya, who was wearing an overcoat, entered the carriage of the Ferris wheel together.
"Hoo ......"
Yutong Shiai breathed a sigh of relief, then looked at the earth outside the window that was sinking a little bit, and nodded with some satisfaction.
"Sure enough, it's a place where people can feel at ease. Alice is right. ”
"That's, that's ......"
Sanae Kazuya looked at the young man who seemed to have relaxed, with an embarrassed expression on his face.
"Why are ......you here?"
"Huh?"
Yutong Shiai put her elbow on the armrest like Alice that day, and looked at Sanae with her chin propped up. He put on a smile and looked at the girl.
"In Tokyo, Sanae is always nervous. So take you out of the land and get closer to the night sky, and I think you'll be a little more relaxed. ”
Sanae Dongfangya didn't refute this, nor did she agree, she just looked at Yutong Shiai with some complexity. Yutong Shiai turned her head sideways, looked at her gaze, and then chuckled and turned her head to look at the night sky.
"My mother, who is making me ...... Ahem, before I was born, it gave me a meaning to live. For this meaning, I have worked hard for this, from childhood to adulthood, all the time, every minute and every second, and I have been asking for it all night. I can do anything, I can do anything, I can give everything, as long as I can fulfill her wishes, as long as I can make her wishes come true, no matter what I will die for the rest of my life. ”
He turned his head sideways and looked at Sanae Dongfengya, who was moved. Yes, she was like her old self.
“…… And after that? ”
Sanae Dongfang also seemed to feel the other party's original obsession from the expectation of Yutong Shiai, and she looked at Yutong Shiai unexpectedly, wanting to know what happened afterward.
"After that, my mother gave up on that dream."
Yutong Shiai smiled, as if he was telling a small thing, but it was also the first time he told others about it, and he sighed, he shook his head at the night sky outside the window, and exhaled a breath of turbidity.
"Obviously I worked so hard, since I was born, consciously, I have been working hard for such things, and for this reason I did not hesitate to block everything from her and me willfully, trying to make her fulfill her original wish, until finally, she told me that she had given up that wish."
"So, did Ten Love come to Tokyo alone?"
Sanae looked at him and felt like he was himself.
"Huh? No, it's not over yet, Sanae. Shouldn't you be very aware of the feeling of being abandoned by the person you are looking for? ”
The corners of Yutong Shiai's mouth hooked up a dangerous smile, and her eyes looked at her meaningfully. Sanae shivered, it wasn't a good feeling to be honest, it was like being targeted by a hunting beast. She has a feeling that although the previous Yutong Shiai is gentle and gentle to people, it is only a shallow appearance. And now, this teenager who is gradually revealing his infiltrating essence is something deeper that he is hiding.
"I kidnapped everything and people that were necessary to make my mother's wish come true, all of them, not a single one. For this reason, I kidnapped, cheated, threatened, tortured, I used all means, and I was willing to pay any price. A lot of things happened after that, some people despaired, some people accepted, and some people were covered in blood by me. ”
Yutong Shiai showed an incomprehensible smile, which made Sanae of Dongfeng Valley feel a chill climbing up her back, it seemed that it was because of the weather, and it didn't seem to be. She looked at this young man who was about the same age as her, looked at the heaviness in the other party's eyes, and knew that what the other party just said was by no means false, and it was not made up to comfort herself.
"But, but, ten loves, that's not right......"
"Isn't that right? I didn't care if it was right or not, I just wanted to make her wish come true. She must be unwilling, the whole world treats her unfairly, why let her be on the cusp only when she is needed, and now she has to be like a nursing home director who constantly worries about the growing weakness of the patients in the hospital. I know that her ambition never stopped, and it still does. ”
Yutong Shiai waved his hand and interrupted Sanae in the east wind valley's comfort. Then he sighed.
"But that's a big deal. After that, it was quite simple, my mother accepted all of this, including what I had done, and then told me in all seriousness that her dream was still there, but there was no need to realize it. To realize that dream, there will be more people who suffer, no matter who it is, she loves it deeply, so her dream is no longer needed. As for me, she didn't want me to be like a fish that couldn't breathe without this dream of hers, she wanted me to be a bird that could swim the sky at will. ”
"The ...... of the Skyrim Bird? ”
Sanae of Dongdong Valley revealed a little thoughtfulness in her eyes, and Yutong Shiai wanted to express this to her.
"Yes, let me have my own life, even if I don't have a dream, I have to live. Sanae, even if you can't inherit your family business, even if you live in Tokyo, you still have to be able to appreciate the good intentions of your family. Let's end it here, no matter how unwilling. I know you're a stubborn person, so I don't want you to follow the same path as me, and that action left a lot of people with quite painful memories. ”
Yutong Shiai looked at Sanae Dongdong Valley with an expression that didn't know if it was a smile or something.
"If that's what the family meant. So follow it like that, how? ”
Sanae Dongfangya looked at him with an indescribable expression, frowning slightly, and in her emerald eyes, little by little, she was accumulating more and more thick feelings.
"Ten loves, now, can you still see your mother?"
Yutong Shiai was slightly surprised, and then nodded. Seeing this, Sanae closed her eyes and then opened them, and among them was a turquoise flame that burned quietly. The Ferris wheel had climbed to the top at this time, as if it was about to really touch the sky, and Sanae turned her head to look at the clear night sky and the little starlight that broke through the night.
"On the ground, if you don't use any tools, you can see almost all the same stars. The only way to distinguish them is with a tool or by memorizing their location. However, "
Sanae pressed her palm against the glass of the carriage, as if she wanted to reach through the glass and touch the stars. Her originally soft countenance was now sickly, but it could not stop the burning turquoise flames in her eyes. It was her stubbornness and unwillingness, the flame lit by the teenager under this night sky.
"But if you just look at it with your eyes, it's like all the stars emit the same light, all the stars are exactly the same, and if you don't use tools, whether it's the earth or any other planet, it's the same for everyone else -- but they're not the same."
Sanae of Dongfengya turned her head and stared at Yutong Shiai's face.
"So, I'm not the same as you, Ten Love."
ps: Kill and kill! The strategy didn't work, but it was brushed!
In fact, the truth is also very simple, just like a chattering elder posing in front of you [because I have also experienced it, so I don't want you to go the wrong way] and then forcibly want to twist your will, everyone is different from everyone, this is also the immaturity of the ten loves.
Anyway, after this wave, I think I can still brush a lot of favorability [thumb].