Chapter 39: The Shadow
The sky is thousands of miles, the clouds and mist are from there, there is no starlight, there is no moon, and the lonely street lamp exudes a faint light in the fluttering drizzle. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info me, looking up at the night sky, laughing, and using laughter to hide the endless sadness in my heart. It turns out that only what flows out is called tears, and the dripping on the heart is like a strong acid, burning the heart and implicating the spleen and lungs. My chest was aching, my brain was roaring, and no matter how much I laughed, I couldn't alleviate the pain from within.
I've been through so much just one day. His own death, the disillusionment of love, because of a trivial mistake, killed the woman he once loved the most, why did all this come so suddenly, so quickly, I can't catch it off, you have quietly left.
I want to live like an idiot like before, I don't know anything, I don't care about anything, the sun is still shining, the colors are still colorful, so my heart doesn't hurt, love doesn't end, and tears don't flow backwards.
All the while, I blamed my parents for being overprotective and not letting me get involved in the world I didn't know. Now, I finally understand that the truth is the most difficult thing in the world to accept, and only if you don't know it, you will live happily.
I don't know that the top of my head is as green as oil, and I smile to the sky. I don't know how sinister the world is, and I will be idle for the rest of my life. (Note: This is not poetry, this is.) )
It was already late at night, and I sat alone on the rooftop, looking at the traffic shuttling in the distance and the tall buildings. I couldn't control the sadness that swept over me any longer, and let it slowly erode me.
Before, it was a Taoist priest and a policeman, and there were some black-clothed people of unknown origin, plus Lu Hongling's beating for no reason, so that I had no time to take care of the sadness suppressed in my heart...... Hey? Is this my shadow? Am I a ghost? How can I have a shadow? Hehe, it seems that I haven't died thoroughly, and I still have hope of saving it...... But what can I do if I live, Wan Lili is also dead, can I find another woman in this world that I love so much? I crouched on the ground in great sorrow, and studied this strange shadow seriously.
"Roar! What are you doing there? Playing with your own shadow? What's so fun about the shadow, come, drink two glasses with the teacher, this is a good wine that the teacher has treasured for a long time. "I don't know when the brain hole appeared next to me, carrying a beautiful wine bottle in my hand, and two equally exquisite wine glasses, at first glance it is a high-end product, with this thing, even if you drink water, you will feel sweet.
I didn't particularly care about the wine in his hand, in contrast, I wanted to understand why I had a shadow, there were so many things happening today, so I didn't find out until now, I actually have a shadow, isn't it amazing? I think it's weird and amazing.
"Master, how can I have a shadow?"
"Why don't you have a shadow?"
"I'm a ghost, people say that ghosts have no shadow."
"Who said that?"
"They ......"
"Who are they?"
"They are...... I don't know, anyway, many people say, for example, watching a ghost movie, there will be comments at the bottom that say, this ghost still has a shadow? There's no common sense at all or anything like that. ”
"Is this a ghostly comment?"
"I don't know."
"I don't know if you still believe it?"
"I think what he said is right."
"Then you're a ghost yourself, don't you think?"
"I think it's weird, that's why I asked you."
"Now, first of all, do you know the origin of the saying that ghosts have no shadows?"
"I don't know."
"I don't know, but I guess it's a novel, or a movie, but it's relatively early, so it's easy to believe it."
"How is this possible? Who would believe the things in the novel...... Uh, but the novels are also based on reality, haha, haha. ”
"Isn't your heart empty? You've had a time when you took things in fiction seriously, right? I'll just tell you this, in this world, there are not many people who have really seen ghosts, and even if they have really seen ghosts, he doesn't have the time to see if there are shadows of ghosts, most of them are like today's little miscellaneous hair, frightened and fled. The rest of them may have been scared silly, and they can't figure out what they saw, can you believe what they say? In this world, what you see with your own eyes may not be true, let alone what you have heard. You can pull it down, come on, and have a drink with the teacher. ”
"How can what you see not be the truth?"
"Hmph, let's not talk about the current things, in our time, whether it is the harem or political affairs, how many things are acting for people to see? Think about it, how many plays you have watched since you were a child, your parents quarreled, and in order not to affect your growth, you pretended to be very loving. The people's teacher who is a model for others sleeps with people behind his back, but he is high-sounding in class. The parents and officials of those people are full of greed, but they have justice and honesty hanging on their heads. Let's just say that the current Internet, before things were exposed, no one knew what was going on. Once the matter is exposed, the world is full of truth emperors, do these informed truth emperors really know anything? Hahaha, don't think about it, with your IQ and your experience in life, it's not for the teacher to belittle you, you still can't understand it for a while, it's better to drink, it's better to drink Wow, come, you and me, don't get drunk tonight. ”
After saying this, he filled his mind with two glasses of wine, handed me one and said, "Come, cheers." ”
Our master and apprentice were just about to drink it all, Lu Hongling came out of nowhere, brought a cup of her own, and said loudly: "How can you not call me when you drink?" Let's have a good drink today. ”
Brain Hole looked at Lu Hongling seriously, and asked, "Do you really want to drink?" ”
"Is that still fake? I, Lu Hongling, am also a man who says the same, isn't it just to drink some wine? What's there? ”
"Okay, for the sake of the teacher, you are a man, bring a cup."
The brain hole was full for Lu Hongling, and the three of them raised their glasses and drank it all, so happy. It's a really good wine, and even though I don't know anything about it, I think it's delicious. Really, I'm also a person who has drunk a lot of alcohol, under 30 yuan, I have basically tasted beer, liquor, and wine, but it doesn't taste so good.
How to describe this wine, soft in the mouth...... Uh, I don't remember the rest of it, so what did it say in the advertisement? Forget it, it can be seen that it is a good wine, and I don't bother to describe it. In case I describe my greed to anyone, I don't have a place for Tao Teng.
"Flutter" sound, big ...... Ah~~ Lu Hongling fell, what's going on? What's going on? It's embarrassing, isn't it? What does it mean that she is here? Touching porcelain? Otherwise...... Could it be that the men in black are coming?
"Alas! Xiaohong, this girl, loves to be reckless, obviously she can't drink, but she wants to drink, pour it. She, just pour a cup, you have to join in the fun, you have to send her down for the teacher first, let her be quiet for a while, and save yourself from being unhappy and then burning our house. Xiaoyin smashed, you drink first, and come when you go for the teacher. After that, the brain hole grabbed Lu Hongling's back of the neck collar, lifted her up, looked back at me, and carried Lu Hongling downstairs.
I glanced at the glass I put down, it was still full, and he didn't take a sip, the old liar......